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The voice in my head - chapter 14

The 1st period was over and now, everyone was gathering around the new classmates.

My childhood friend Hanna and Raiden.

As I expected they both are popular with girls and boys.

Hanna seems to be a bit more popular with boys but the other girls are keeping them away from her and saying stuff like “You guys are gross” ” We will protect our Hanna from the evil indecent guys”.

Stuff like that.

Wait when did Hanna become yours in the first place?

On the other hand, was Raiden.

[ your stats are so high!! ]

[ How did you get so strong? ]

[ That’s a secret! ] ( Raiden )

Raiden answered to the girls while shutting one eye.

Geh!

That bastard.

It’s just the first day and he is already so popular.

But I also was curious to know, how did he manage to get so strong.

While I was waiting for the class period to start one of the girls that were with Hanna asked.

[ You seem to know that Mixer. How do you know him? ]

No...

This isn’t good!

This is the moment I never wanted to happen!

Cold sweat ran down my face as I was holding back from running out of the class.

[ Mixer? What’s that? I heard this before, everyone is calling Hatsuko that name. ] ( Hanna)

Hanna said confused.

[ So you didn’t know that “He” is the weakest at this school. A “loser!“? ]

One of the girls replied surprised.

[ He has a failure ability! I still wonder why they accept students like him ]

[ Trash!! ]

The girl next to her said that like it was something normal to say.

No, I don’t want to hear any more than this!

I can’t stand this anymore.

I’m sure Hanna will start ignoring me as well.

While still trembling I got up and ran out of the class while blocking my ears with my hands.

I don’t want to listen to anything anymore.

While still running towards the rooftop, my mind started going wild.

Scenes where Hanna with a disgusted look on her face says to me.

" I can’t believe that I’m your childhood friend, the fact of thinking that makes me vomit!! ”

No, stop it!

" Why are you still alive? ”

No Hanna don’t do this to me as well!

While Hanna turned her back to me the room turns dark.

" ” ” ” ” ” “HAHAHAHAHHA” ” ” ” ” ”

Now what was left was the laughter of everyone else and Hanna going away from me.

HANNA WAIT!!!

While running I reached out my hand to grab her.

But I couldn’t reach her.

I pointlessly kept chasing Hanna until she disappeared in the depths of the darkness.

Before I realized, my mind came back to reality.

Huh?

I’m already on the rooftop...

That was just my mind playing tricks...

That’s what I feared.

Being left all alone.

Until a while ago I didn’t mind being alone.

But now why does it bother me this much?

The fact that Hanna might ignore me, hate me!

WHY?

Why am I like this?

If I were stronger, would things be the same as now?

If I were more handsome, would everyone admire me?

If I had the courage to defend myself would Hanna want to be with me?

If...

If if if if IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF IF

All I can say is if.

I can never be as strong as everyone else.

I never had that kind of chance.

This is my fate.

It always has been.

[ If I could change my fate... ] ( Hatsuko )

I said while looking up at the endless sky.

This is so pointless...

I hate myself...

[ Do you really want to change your fate? ] ( ??? )

Huh?

Behind me was a sudden voice with an unnatural tone.

His voice made me tremble with fear. My body was paralyzed!

Cold sweat ran down my whole body.

I couldn’t move an inch.

W who is that?

[ Even if it meant devouring others, WOULD YOU? ] ( ??? )

His words echoed around the rooftop.

What the hell is going on?

I really wanted to look behind me but at the same time, I didn’t want to.

I finally turned my head behind and what I found was...

Nothing...

No one was behind me?

My legs lost its energy, making me fall down.

What was that?

Was I hearing things?

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