[ In my blood - Shawn Mendes]
It's been two months since I and Piper broke our friendship. She and Betty become very close because whenever Betty at, there's Piper. I'm happy as long as Piper happy with her life. Talking about Betty and Piper, I might say that they often come to me and said something that makes my heart broke and I always ended up crying in the toilet. Their words are so harsh and they even insult my mom is a whore. I don't even know who is my mom and when they said like that, I feel so sad.
Next, it's also been two months I hanging out with Joel, Zach, Isaac, and Hayes. I had so much fun with them within that time. For me, having a guy's friends are more fun than having a girlfriend because for me guys are loyal when it comes to a friendship while girls, they're not all loyal. Like Piper.
Willy and me also still in the relationship even though he's so busy with his training and friends but we still manage to go out on a date. The thing is, I feel my heart is not right when I went out with him. I felt like he doesn't want to go out on a date with me but just force himself to go whatever it is because I'm still his girlfriend.
"Candy!" Zach runs to me and then hug me like a girl who always hugs their bestie. Oh yeah, Zach is the one who wants to call me candy because he said that my face is sweet as candy. So that's my nickname now.
"I don't like that name," I said and waves at three of them who are looking at me and Zach.
"Why not candy? I love it because it suits you. Sweet." I just playfully roll my eyes at him. Just when we talking to each other, Willy comes in the middle.
"Babe, I need to talk to you now." He said in a serious tone. I look at Joel who looks at Willy with one expression that I can't even describe. I excuse myself and follow Willy.
"What do you want to talk about?." I ask him as soon as we both stop in from of the toilet. At least they place not too crowded.
"I saw what you did, Adrienne." He said and look at me with jealousy face.
"What?" I ask him totally confused.
"I don't like you friend with them." I raised my eyebrow at him. "You hear me?"He asks.
"Why? I mean that's nothing wrong to be friend with them. Besides, they're cool and fun." I reply and he scoffed.
"Yea fun. You also having fun watching you laughing, eating, hugging with them. Oh, maybe you will kiss each one of them in the future." Automatically my hand moves to slap him hard on his cheek. His face look surprised by my action but then chuckles.
"What do you think I am? Whore?." I feel my body heat in anger. He doesn't have any right to say like that to me.
"Who knows, maybe you want to be one. That's why you hang out with them. To sleep with them." Willy said and I slap him again.
"You don't have any right to say that to me. I own myself and no one can control what I want to do or whom I want to friends with. You're not even my dad. So stop act like one because even my dad feels okay with it." I said to him.
"I am your boyfriend, Adrienne. In case you forgot." He said.
"Be my boyfriend doesn't mean you can control my life. I never ask you to stop hanging out with your friends at all. I just kept quiet. So why you need to be nosy about my friends? " I said to him.
"At least, I don't mix with lots of girls. You like it when I hang out with them and hugging them, laughing and even eating together with them? Like it?" Well, that's maybe right but still, my situation is different from him.
"No matter what you said, I will never break off my friendship with them. Never. You know why? Because they're the person who always is with me whenever I feel down or alone. Where are you that time? Drunk with your stupid teammates and of course there are girls with you too."I can see the anger in his eyes but I don't care because I want to let him know what I felt for the past few months about all this.
"So you want to blame me? " He asks me and the students start to look at us.
"I never I blamed you. I just said what I felt all this time. You never be with me when I need you the most because you are too busy with your 'friends' and having fun with other girls. Do you think I don't know?" I answer.
"I always am patience with you, Adrienne. I treat you like a princess whenever we're on a date but this is how you pay me? I'm a guy and I have needs you know that? Whenever I want it you always run and change the topic. And you think I can keep waiting and waiting like a stupid person? " He said.
"Yo-you had sex with other girls behind my back?"I ask and this time I feel my heart broke into million pieces. "Willy! How could you do that!" I scream in front of his face and ignore all the stares I got from the students.
"So what? You the one who don't want to do it. So I just ask another girl then. They willing to do it and I had fun though" I look at Willy with disbelief face. He just had sex with other girls and he just makes that innocent face.
"I can't believe you did that. I trust you and this what I got."
"Trust is not enough Adrienne. You think with the trust you can be happy forever?" I shake head disbelief.
"I hate you, Willy. From now on, don't ever try to contact me or talk with me again. I'm not your girlfriend anymore! I hate you!" I said to him before walk away leaving him alone.
"You wish!" I hear Willy said. I can't believe he didn't feel wrong from what he did behind my back. I can't believe this. Why all the people I love makes me lime this? Betrayed me.
I walk out from school and walk on the bench near the parking lot. I cry. I know I shouldn't cry but my heart feels so hurt. It is hurt like hell. The guy that I've been trusting and love cheated on me with lots of girls.
"Adrienne?." I heard my name being called. I look up and see Joel standing in front of me. "Why are you crying?" I shake my head and wipe my tears. He sits next to me.
"I'm fine," I said. I don't want him to be worry. Besides this is my problem. So I think I'm the one who should accept this.
"I can see that you are clearly not. Tell me, Adrienne. It is Willy?" I don't know what to say or what to react. The tears keep coming out from my tears like a river. "It him right? Because he's the one who you met earlier. Did he hurt you somewhere?" He asks me and I just keep crying.
"He cheated on me... "I said to him and then he suddenly pulls me for a hug. I cried at his shoulder. He pats my back to calm me down and after a few minutes of crying, I finally manage to stop the tears. "Thanks," I said and look at his shirt have a stain from my tears.
"It's fine. So are you okay now?" I nodded my head.
"Much better from before," I said.
"Don't ever said that someone hurts you." He said looking at me straight in the eyes.
"Why?" I ask.
"Because that person will disappear from this world." He said. I feel my heart melt from what he said. He's so sweet.
"Whatever You say." I smile at him and both of us just sit there waiting for the next bell ring. I can't believe he just skips the class to company me here.
"I'm going to the toilet. You know what, I think you should go to your next class. I'm okay now." I said standing up.
"Are you sure?" He asks and I nodded my head confirmed. "Okay then. I'll see you later then." I walk away and go to the toilet to wash my face a bit and do some business.
The hall empty because of all the students still in the class. So I walk a bit faster so that the teacher won't catch me skipping class. I get into the toilet and do my business. After that, I look at my face and see my face is so terrible. I wash it and I take the tissue to wipe it up. That's a good thing that I don't wear to much make up today. Not like I wear makeup like a cake. I wear it but still keep my face to look natural because I believe in natural beauty. I smile at myself in the mirror before walk out.
"Happy with all this?" I was stopped by Willy who in his short and jersey. He must have training just now.
"Just go away," I said and try to walk away but he blocked me. "What do you want from me again?" I ask pissed.
"I want you back Adrienne. Be with me again." He said and hold my hand but I take it away.
"Are you kidding me?" I said and walk away leaving him alone there. I don't want him back even though he begging me like crazy. I will never go back to him after what he has done to me. I wait until the next bell to you ring and walk to my class.
"Where are you, dude? You never skip math class." Zach asks as soon as he saw me in front of my locker to take my books.
"I'm with Adrienne earlier. She has some problem so I company her." I said and he looks at me while smiling. "What?" I ask him.
"I can smell something weird between you two." He said. "Do both of you in some relationship?" I hit him at his head. "Ow! Why you hit me?"
"Because you are crazy," I said. "Me and her just friend like you and her." He nodded his head and smiled. I know he doesn't believe what I said even though its true. I and Adrienne don't have any relationship other than friends.
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