A N A S T A S I A
A FIGHTER is a person with the will, courage, determination, ability, or disposition to fight, struggle and resist. That is exactly what I am. I am a fighter.
Fighting is like a drug. Once you start, you can’t stop. You get addicted. Some people get addicted to heroin, cigarettes, coke - to anything that hurts them, but fighting is a good drug. My favorite drug.
It builds my strength and gives me mental stability because of all the shit problems in life that are constantly going through my head in circles, like race cars racing on a race track.
People use fighting as a way of distraction - a way to forget about real life problems. I would know because that used to be me. But fighting isn’t only something to do when you need to forget, it’s also a way to fight for someone or something.
And me, well I fight for myself. It’s my way of fighting for what I want and who I want to be. Many people believe in fate, as do I, but I believe that you create your own future.
I have limits, just like everyone else. But what some people fail to understand is that our limits only exist in our minds as barriers blocking our true self from coming out into the world with a bang.
No matter what people say. They don’t have a part in how you should make yourself. If you want to be better, then be better. If you want to be a fighter, then be a fighter. If you want to be a dreamer, then be a dreamer.
They will tell you that you can’t. They will break you down until you think that everything is gone. Don’t let them win. Be you - be the best you and you will strive.
Everyone told me that I couldn’t be anything. They said that I was weak and worthless, but I know better now. I’m strong, mentally and physically. They can’t break me down like they used to.
They told me I couldn’t, so I proved them wrong. I fought to find myself and now that I have, l fight for everyone and everything I love.
This is my fight for love.