Josh and I reached the restaurant ten minutes early, he parked and turned the engine off. Taking my hand in his, he looked deeply into my eyes. “We’re good?” I nodded my head and leaned in bravely to give him a kiss. He didn’t deny me and I was thankful for that. When I pulled away slightly, he held me in place by cupping my cheek. “I do love you, Skye” his thumb stroked my cheek softly and I closed my eyes and tilted my head slightly into his touch. “I love you too” I opened my eyes. He smiled and we both leaned in for another kiss. “Let’s go” he smiled and opened his door, I met him at the front of the car and took his offered hand. We entered The Terrace and I caught eyes with my father instantly, he stood and I pointed him out to Josh. We walked ourselves over and when I got closer, I let go of Josh’s hand and fell into my father open arms.
“I’ve missed you” I whispered into his chest.
“I’ve missed you too, sweetie” he pulled me away slightly and looked me over “You look gorgeous” I blushed and thanked him. With an arm over my shoulder he brought Josh in for a hug. “It’s good to see you, son” he smiled and gestured for us to sit down. “It’s great to see you, Mr Grey. How are things at work?” Josh asked while pulling out my chair. I thanked him and sat down. Josh tucked himself next to me and reached for my hand, placing it on his lap. “What’s with the formalities, call me Dad” he winked and I blushed. Josh’s laugh was hearty and light, he lifted my hand and kissed my knuckles “Hopefully one day I can make it official” he winked. “Oh my god” I blushed so hard I felt my face fill with heat. They both laughed at my expense and I only shook my head in embarrassment. The waiter came by a minute later and I was thankful for the cold glasses of water he left behind. I reached for mine and took a generous sip, the cool liquid felt nice down my throat. Josh played with my fingers as he fell into a conversation about last week’s football game with my father. The soft caresses made me feel like everything in the last few weeks never happened, that we were truly happy and in love.
“Hmm?” I looked up “Sorry, what did you say?” Dad chuckled and looked at Josh who had an amused look on his face “I said, Josh here must be taking good care of you. You both seem to be really happy”
“Oh,” I blushed “yes,” I looked at Josh “very happy” I smiled and he returned one of his own. “But enough about us, I think I’ve blushed enough in the last hour to last me a lifetime” I smiled and they chuckled “How are things with you? Tell us about the project that went so well” Dad jumped into detail about his project, he was so proud on how well it turned out and how great his crew was during the whole process. Because this project went so well, he’s in the works of picking up three more major accounts. I was so proud of him. By desert, they both fell to the past and began the conversation I thought we left behind when we started the night.
“So, what's the plan for the two of you?”
“Dad” I whined.
“What? I’m your father, I need to know these things” he chuckled.
“Well, I need to use the washroom so, Josh, you can answer all his questions” I winked and rose from my seat.
“Oh jeez, thanks” Josh laughed and for the first time tonight, blushed.
After relieving myself, I washed my hands and fixed my makeup. I took a long look at myself in the mirror and wondered how I got here. I shook my head and smoothed out my hair before exiting and walking back to our table. The first thing that stood out was the goofy smile on my father’s face. “What’s with the face, Dad?” I took my seat and Josh took my hand once again. I looked at Josh and he still had a hint of a blush on his cheeks. “What on earth were you two talking about?” This time the question was directed at Josh.
“Don’t worry yourself about it. It’s between a father and his son” he chuckles.
“Yes, a father and his son” Dad mimics.
“You guys are weird” I mumbled and lifted my water to my lips.
“We should probably call it a night, Dad" Josh spoke with humor. “Ah, yes, it is getting late isn’t it, son" Dad countered. “I’m walking home if this continues” I jabbed in and they chuckled once again. Josh stood and held the back of my chair as I stood to my feet. We gave my Dad hugs and I placed a kiss on his cheek. “Night, Daddy. I love you” he looked into my eyes, his sparkled with happiness “I love you too, pumpkin” Leaving my father’s embrace and replacing it with Josh’s, we all walked to the exit and waved goodbye. Josh opened the door for me and helped me in before slipping into the driver’s seat. He started the ignition and pulled out of the parking lot. When he turned right instead of left I looked in his direction “Scenic route” he smiled and I laughed lightly. We drove for about ten minutes in silence, I watched the downtown buildings with awe as the street lights and moon glistened off the miraculous buildings. Josh pulled into the parking lot for the park and turned off the ignition. Facing me he said nothing, just, looked at me while deep in thought.
“It’s hard for me to forgive you, I may never forgive you truthfully. But what I do know, is that I still want to be with you, that I still love you more than anything else in my life. I want us to work but we’ll have to take each day with baby steps” I was speechless, I didn’t know how to react to his words, so I just sat there, watching him. “It took me a while to understand what we put you through in the beginning and I don’t want what we used to have. That Skye was forced and didn’t have choices. I want you to love me because you want to love me, not because I’m telling you to”
“I do love you, I do want to be with you”
Josh smiled and cupped my cheek with his hand “Then we start fresh, ok?”
“Ok” I whispered with a smile.
We met in the middle, our lips molding together as if they were made for each other. “Is it too soon for you to make love to me? I miss your touch” I whispered.
“Oh babe,” he sighed, reaching over, he lifted me up and pulled me onto his lap “I’ve missed your touch too” I leaned in and pressed my lips firmly to his, his hands were placed firmly against my bare thighs and he stroked them softly as we kissed. “Touch me” I moaned into his mouth before kissing him deeply once more. Groaning, he slid his hands up, taking the hem of my dress with him. His right hand slipped between my thighs, moving the material of my thong to the side and sliding his finger along my core. I shivered above him and clutched his shirt in my hands while kissing him urgently. “So wet” he mumbled and I moaned. He cupped me in his hand, his middle finger nestled between my folds, he rubbed me slow at first, the tip of his finger firmly pressing my clit with every pass. I couldn’t take the teasing anymore and began to rock my hips. Josh’s left hand wrapped around my throat and he gently pushed me back. He watched me rock my hips against his hand and I could feel him growing beneath me. “Fuck that’s sexy” his voice thick with want. “Show me what you want, babe”. I did just that, I ground into him harder, wrapping my slender fingers around his wrist I held his hand around my neck firmly while I rocked harder. I reached down with one hand and held the wrist between my thighs, tilting slightly, the finger that caressed me was now inside me. “Ughh..” I threw my head back and began to lift and drop my hips. “Skye..” Josh whispered harshly. He held my neck with a little more force and took over the pace. His finger drove into me like a piston while his palm rubbed my clit. The sensation was too much and my body began to shake along with the string of moans escaping my lips. “Yes....oh God, yes” lifting and dropping my hips I met him with every thrust of his thick digit. “I’m coming, please, Josh, don’t stop” His arm stiffened as he plowed into me with brutal force, my moans turned into vicious swears as my body shuddered with the most intense orgasm I’ve had in months. Screaming Josh’s name, I fell back against the steering wheel. My breathing was heavy and erratic, it didn’t seem to matter how deep of a breath I took, I just couldn’t fill my lungs with much needed air. I could hear Josh lick his fingers and my body shivered at how erotic he must look, I just couldn’t muster the energy to lift my head and watch him suck my juices off.
“My girl,” he shifted under me “so sexy” he whispered pulling up my dress over my head and tossing it on the passenger seat. He unhooked my bra and tossed it to the side, leaning in he captured one of my nipples into his glorious mouth and teased it with his tongue. “Oh, Josh” I sunk my fingers into his hair and kept him there, it felt so good. Humming, he sucked and nipped at my hardened bud before showering the same to the other side. What little breath I happened to achieve was soon depleting as I began to pant harder under his tantalizing touch. “I need you” I whimpered and reached down to tug at his belt.
Adjusting the seat, he pushed it back so I had more access and watch me fumble with his pants. Once I finally released him, I met his heated gaze and licked my lips. “Fuck that,” he leaned forward and held my hips in his hands “no foreplay” he rushed out as he plunged himself inside me. My nails dug into his shoulders and I tossed my head back with a groan of his name on my lips. “Show me baby, show me how much you need me” he rasped cupping my breasts in his hands. I rocked at first, teasing the both of us, but it didn’t last long. The need to feel him slide in and out of me won over and I began to lift and drop my hips. “Ahh, yess,” Josh hissed, tossing his head back and closing his eyes. I watched his expression of lust and need turn to ecstasy and unadulterated bliss. “You feel so good” I panted, rotating my hips and grinding against him. His fingers dug into the flesh of my ass and he groaned his appreciation of my movements above him. “Ok,” he panted “my turn” he pulled me down, our chests now flush against one another, with one hand griping my hair and the other stretching along my lower back, he kissed me deeply while his hips lifted off the seat impaling me with is manhood. I cried out against his lips and dug my fingers into his arms, but, he didn’t relent and lord knows I didn’t want him to. “Ugggghh...” I felt his seed warm me within and I laid still on his chest, soaking every inch of his sweet essence. “God, I love you” he rasped, kissing my forehead. I smiled against his slick chest, “I love you more”.