"Do you understand what it is your asking us to do? You want us to push April away just like you did. I can't do that to her." I said infestation. Connor just shook his head back and forth.
"I won't hurt her Cannon, I can't," Connor said.
"There has to be a way to tell her and then send her on her way. She is a grown woman. She can keep this to herself." I said.
"Do you two not know who your talking about? If we tell April, do you really think she is just going to say, Okay, no problem. Come find me when you all take care of this? There is no way in hell she will sit back and let that happen. Her spirit is to strong for that." Cannon snapped. I knew his words were true, but we couldn't just let her go thinking we didn't want her. There had to be a way around all of this. Then I remembered something.
"I got a text from Torrie while I went back to Pairs. I ignored it, but she texted me."
"Why didn't you say something?" Connor spoke.
"I just now thought about it," I said and then I looked over at Cannon. "You need to figure out what to say to April. You have to tell her the truth and then get her to understand whats going on. I'm going to text Torrie back and try to see what it is that she is up to." I said. Cannon nodded his head at me and left the room.
"What do you think he will say to April?" Connor asked me.
"I'm hoping the truth and I'm hoping that once she knows that he still loves her just as much as he always has. That we won't lose her to him." I said with pain in my heart.
I laid on my bed waiting to hear something from one of the boys, but an hour had passed by and still, I heard nothing. I was so worried. I didn't understand why Cannon was so upset. That's when I heard a light tap on my bedroom door. I sat up and tried to fix myself up. I wiped the tears from my eyes and straighten myself out. "Come in," I said. The door opened and Cannon came walking into the room. Just the sight of him broke me down and I felt the tears fall down my face. I didn't say a word as I watched him close the door behind himself. He turned and faced me. He looked at me for a moment as I took a breath. He slowly walked over to me once he got to me. He reaches out and took me in his arms.
"I'm so sorry baby." He said as he hid his face in my hair.
"What?" I said softly.
"I can't live without you baby." He said. My heart started to brake and my tears were coming fast.
"I don't understand Cannon," I tried to say.
"I have so much to tell you April and I dont expect you to forgive me, but I promise to tell you the truth." He said. He sat me back on the bed and started to tell me everything. I dont know how many times my mouth hit the bed, but I was having to remind myself to close it constantly.
"I dont even know what to say. This all crazy, I can't believe we're going through this again. I can't believe you have a daughter, she has to be like eight years old, right?"
"Nine, she is beautiful April and all I want is to save her and bring her home to me. I dont know what to do, but to do as Torrie is asking, I can't lose you or her for that matter, but I need you to go home and stay away until me and my brothers can figure this out." He said and I knew he knew there was no way I was going to go. I just sat back and looked at him. He sighed and looked back to me. "April, I can't think straight if I have to worry about you. I need for you to do this for me, do this for us." He was pleading with me. I then realized I had to tell him about me and his brothers. He might hate me after I told him about how I was falling for them and what has been going on.
"I have to tell you something, Cannon," I said in a low voice and I was looking everywhere but at him. He reached out and touched my face.
"What is it, baby?" He said.
"I have become close with Cody and Connor," I said. I then looked up at him.
"I know." He said. I was shocked.
"You know?" I asked.
"It's my fault for pushing you away. I dont really know how I feel about it right now, but I'm dealing."
"Do you hate me?" I asked him. He looked into my eyes.
"No, I love you." He said and I couldn't help myself as I crashed my lips to his. We became like two hungry animals who were kept apart. Clothes were flying everywhere and he was on top of me. "I have missed you so much." He whispered into my ear as he bit down on my earlobe. Cannon was a mixture of his brothers. Romantic and dirty. He did it all and I loved it. I had missed his touch so much. I closed my eyes has his fingers and lips explored every inch of my naked body.
"I want you so bad," I said and he smiled at me. Both our heads turned when the bedroom door opened and his brothers came into the room.
"Your touching our woman," Connor said. I looked at Cannon and then back to the twins.
"Go ahead baby it's your choice." I heard Cannon say. I looked back to him and understood what he was saying to me. I looked back at the twins and saw nothing but lust in their eyes. I reached my hand out to them and they started to come towards Cannon and me. They were completely naked when they reached the bed and crawled in with us.
I opened my eyes the next morning. I went to reach out and that's when I realized I wasnt alone. All three of the Taylor brothers were naked in the bed with me. I had three sets of arms around my body. There was Cannon's head resting on my shoulder. I had Cody's head resting on my naked stomach and Connor's head was laying on my thighs. I had a moment to remembered what I had done last night. I had made love to three of the most important men in my life. Where do I go from here? How can they expect me to just leave them? My heart swelled as I remembered their touch. I remembered how their bodies felt with mine. I could never go back to just one of them because I was in love with all of them. They all belong to me and I would fight for them until my last breath.
I then realized I had to pee. I had no idea how I was going to get out of this without waking them up. "What's the matter, baby?" I heard Cannon say. I looked over at him.
"I have to use the restroom," I said with a small smile. He smiled at me and I couldn't help myself as I reached out and kissed him. I felt Cody's head lift up.
"Connor move your ass," Cody said and Connor grunted a few times and moved. I jumped out of the bed and B lined for the bathroom. I grabbed my robe from in the bathroom and walked back out. The guys were getting up. I just stood in the doorway and watched them. All three of them smiled at me. "What's on your mind beautiful?' Cody asked of course.
"Is this going to work?" I couldn't help but ask. All three of them turned and smiled at me. God, it was so good to see Cannon here with us. He was the missing piece to this crazy puzzle that I was agreeing to put together. The three guys looked at each other and then back to me.
"Yes beautiful, is this going to work for you?" Cody said. I could see the only one who was still thinking about everything was Cannon. Even though he didn't show his worry last night at all. I just knew he had so much on his brain and we all just added to his worries.
"Yes, I can do this," I said. They all smiled at me. I walked back over to them. Connor got out of the bed and came up behind me. His arms went around me as he removed my robe and it fell to the ground. Only leaving me there naked in front of them all. I felt Connor's lips on the nape of my neck. I closed my eyes and my head fell back against him. I then felt the two other sets of hands on my body and they once again devoured me.