Mouth wide open, I couldn't rip my eyes away from the gorgeous ring that Sean was presenting to me. Is he seriously proposing right now? We aren't even in a committed relationship and he wants to jump straight to marriage?
Wait, he is probably just proposing since we told Mason I'm his fiancee. I mean I don't mind, Sean would make a great husband and one day a great father. Oh my god, did I just think of Sean as a father? I don't even want kids. At least I didn't, but with Sean it seems....possible.
But I can't accept. At least not until I tell him about last night! Okay, how do I tell him? Maybe start out with something like, I'd love to marry you but I have to tell you something. That could work. Let's try it. "Sean, I slept with someone else." I blurted. Not exactly how I wanted to say it. It seems my mouth didn't communicate with my brain before speaking.
Sean leaned back slightly with a frown on his face. Shit, I don't like when he isn't happy. I have to fix this somehow. "Sean, I'm sorry. I don't know how it happened. One minute I was was drinking at a bar after leaving here, and the next thing I remember I was waking up with some stranger beside me. I wish I didn't, if I could take it back I would. I will completely understand if you don't want to pretend marry me now."
I hung my head in shame. I couldn't meet his piercing gaze. Im sure he is disappointed and disgusted. Yeah, probably definitely disgusted. He was quiet for what felt like hours before speaking. "Look at me." He demanded. But I couldn't. I didn't want to see the look in his eyes.
I know what I did was horrible, unforgivable even. But I couldn't face him, not when I was so ashamed of myself. Sean, with his hands on both sides of my face, turned me to look at him. I was a bit surprised at the fact there was no judgement in his eyes, but he did look angry. I deserved his anger. I deserved anything he said to me.
"You're telling me someone took advantage of you while you were blacked out drunk?" Scrunching my face up in confusion. I shook my head. "No, I said I don't remember anything after the bar. I don't know if I initiated it or not." He shook his head before placing a light kiss on my mouth.
"Ava, if you were so drunk you don't remember anything, he took advantage. You don't handle your alcohol that well, this guy knew you were not in your right mind and he took advantage of that fact." I shook my head but he hushed me and continued. "I'm sorry for what I said. I didn't want you dragged into my family business, I thought it would be messy. I'm sorry that I made you so mad at me that you went drinking and got taken advantage of." He looked guilty, I refused to let him think this is his fault at all.
"Sean, it's not your fault. I'm the one that put myself in the middle of your business without your permission. I shouldn't have done that. I'm the one that also decided to go day drinking and ended up trashed with a stranger in my bed. So please don't think you are to blame in any way. I'm a big girl who makes her own decisions and this one just ended up a disaster."
He smiled gently at me before picking up the box again. "So does this mean you agree to marry me?" I smiled, nodding my head. "Sure." Grinning back at me, he slid me off of my seat, lifting me up in a heated kiss.
Once parting, I questioned. "So how long are we going to pretend to be engaged for your family?" He looked thoughtful before sitting me back down. "Ava, I didn't want you involved because there is no way out of this. Once we say we are engaged, we will be married. You don't understand my mother and father. They are determined to marry me off. I apologize, I should have stated that before asking you." I gulped, surprised. So, he’s asking me to be his permanent wife? Does he even like me more than a fuck buddy?
"Wait, so you mean actually marry you?" He nodded as if it was obvious. So I inquired further. "Why? Why do you want to marry me? You don't even know if you'd be happy with me." Shaking his head, he took a seat beside me.
"Ava, are you really that naive? Do you really not know how I feel about you?" I just stared at him, waiting for him to continue. He exhaled, standing to lock his door and come back, before picking me up. I yelped in surprise but wrapped myself around him so I wouldn't fall. Knocking everything off of his desk with one swipe of his arm, he placed me down gently, along with the ring box next to me. Capturing my lips in a searing kiss. Pouring all of his passion, love, and admiration into it. Willing me to understand how he felt for me.
If I was confused before, I'm not now. However, he didn't stop there. He peppered kisses along my jaw, down my neck continuing south. "Let me show you, exactly how I feel for you. Let me prove to you how happy we could be, not just sexually but emotionally together." He was making me feel things I don't think I've ever felt in my life and he is barely touching me.
He ran his hands up my thighs, slowly and teasingly, reaching under my dress to pet my aching flower. Clouding all of my coherent thoughts. Still nibbling on my neck, he whispered in a husky tone. "Just give me a chance, Ava baby."
I couldn't think. Between the words that he was uttering and the feeling of his hands on me, it was too much. My body was on overdrive trying to understand everything he was saying and doing. "S-Sean. I-" He shushed me, continuing his sweet tantalizing motions to my most sensitive spot. It was as if his actions were sending me into an enteral bliss and fogging all of my senses, only allowing me to see him. To feel him.
I tried to get control back over myself but it was of no use. I was captivated by the little kisses and nips that he was placing along my collarbone and the feel on his fingers circling my bud. Bringing me to the peak of ecstasy but never letting it overflow. "Just say yes, Ava baby. Just say yes, and I can give you everything you want." Moaning out of either frustration or pleasure, maybe a mixture of both, I couldn't help but reach out, forcing him lips to mine, as I gave myself to him with one little word.
"Yes." In that moment. It was as if nothing else mattered but Sean and me. We were the only two in the room, in the building, hell in the world. It was just us two, clinging together, trying to find our place in this existence and finding it within each other. Sean, paused at my answer for just a millisecond before taking me over the edge, giving me exactly what I needed.
It didn't stop there either. As soon as I was done shaking from the soul shattering orgasm, Sean wasted no time in thrusting into me. Thanks to him I was nice and ready for him, moaning out as he thrusted deep within me. He always feels so fucking good.
We fit perfectly together. I remember thinking that some time ago and it is no different this time. We rocked together in sync, memorizing each other and drinking in the fact that we will be each others only from this point on. I wasn't scared to give myself to Sean, it feels right. Sure I am nervous to see what the future holds but the way he is caressing me and loving me, I can tell what he feels for me is pure. I'm not sure if it is love, hell I don't think I love him yet, but it can surely get there.
Sean flipped me, making me bend over his desk and raised my one leg to be straight out on the side of it, thrusting into me harder and faster. He grabbed my neck gently and pulled me to where I was standing with my back pressed up against his chest, moaning into my ear, while taking us both over that peak of euphoria.
We stayed like that for a moment longer, before he pulled out on me, turning me and tenderly kissing my lips. After dressing and situating ourselves, Sean grabbed the box with the ring in it and headed my way. Grabbing my hand and sliding the ring on it, he placed a loving kiss on the back of my hand.
"I'm all yours, my future Mrs. Ava Morgan."