Preface
I never imagined I would know what it feels like to see through someone’s soul. I could see his soul - his eyes showed his truth, but I never imagined it would feel like this; his soul completely fascinated me. It completely overwhelmed me, and I couldn’t get enough of that sensation.
I could feel his warmth overwhelming me completely. It took me over completely that feeling of protection. You know he is safe and that he would do anything to protect you. It is nothing as I have ever felt before, and for the first time, I could see through his eyes - scanning me - observing every little thing I do.
I’ve never felt this passion toward someone before. It’s like his entire existence is thawing at me, pulling me closer, and I can’t help myself. I want to love him; I want to know him, and I want to know what his heart is like.
Is this what love feels like? Love at first sight? I have never experienced this sensation before, and I have never met anyone like him back, and this sensation I do not want to let go.
Every inch of me calls out toward him - like he is all I need, yet his love is so sweet. Every little thing he does makes him who he is, and I love that about him, although I don’t completely understand it. But I know I need to have it.
It happens so quickly that every little inch of your hopes for something - pray for something magical, and yet you know it’s dangerous, but you cannot help following his direction.
Your entire existence screams out toward him, and you can’t find a reason other than you’re drawn to him.
The way he loves you — like no other. His eyes are filled with adoration and love, and you have never seen such an expression from someone in your life. He loves you so much that there isn’t doubt in anyone that you will be together forever.
You both seem so connected - like some unseen string tied you together.
The way he looks at you is different every day. It is new every day. But he’s always staring at you when you least expect it, and he has no problem showing it, too. And for that reason, death doesn’t frighten you.
He holds onto you so tight. There isn’t a single moment where he isn’t by your side. He always has your back, and you know he’ll be with you until the end of eternity if he can.
His touch alone calms you down. You love how his fingers trace the curves of your body. You love how he caresses you gently, softly. His gentle touches are so delicate compared to everything else, but they make everything better. They make everything more complete. They make you feel loved and desired. You want those moments with him forever—those small moments where only the two of you exist.
That is one of the things you love most about him; that smile. He grins every day as if he were born to be happy. He still manages to radiate happiness no matter what happens or what’s happening around you. Even though everything hurts and tears roll down your face, he still finds ways to cheer you up. He still gives you hope even though he doesn’t have any. Because, deep inside, you know there is nothing left to lose. Nothing will ever hurt you again because his love will always be there for you.
