"You tried to kill yourself!"Tay turns me around. He looks angry and I pull my lower lip between my teeth. I have always been afraid to tell him. I didn't mean to take so many pills. I just wanted to sleep at the time and when I woke up I was in the hospital. My parents made sure it never became public knowledge. Only the teachers and my family knew.
" I think you guys need to talk so, we are going to end here today," Trisha says and closes her journal.
"Next session we will continue this talk." We stand up and shake hands.
"Thank you," Tay says and we walk out. He holds my hand as the lift goes down. The elevator beeps open and we step out and walk to the front glass door.
We walk through the lot and his silence is killing me. I don't know what he is thinking. He opens the passenger door for me and I hop in—and he closes the door. He walks around the car and opens the driver's seat and climb in.
I buckle up and he reverses and drives into the busy road.
"Say something please?" I break the silence after a while. Tay turns to look at me and go back on the road.
"What do you want me to say?" He asks.
"Anything. Yell at me. Just say something please," I plead. Tay gets off the lane and pulls over at the side of the road. He stays quiet for a few minutes and unbuckles his seatbelt.
"You tried to kill yourself, Olivia. Why would you do something like that huh?" He turns to look at me. I unbuckle my seatbelt and lift myself from my seat to seat on his lap. His hands go to my butt and I wrap my hands around his neck.
"I didn't do it on purpose I promise. I was sleepy and I didn't check how many pills I took out of the bottle. I promise I would never try to kill myself no matter how bad the situation is." I promise.
"Why didn't you tell me?" He asks and I run my hands through his hair.
"I didn't want you to overreact on the situation," I say avoiding his eyes. I can feel his eyes on me and I distract myself by playing with his hair.
"Everything that involves you is important to me. You are my wife. I have all the time in the world if you want to tell me something. You have all of my attention if you want to talk." He pulls me closer to him.
"I'm sorry for not telling you," I apologize.
"Anything I need to know?" He asks and I shake my head no.
"I can't think of anything right now." I kiss his forehead.
"I love you" I whisper but I know he heard me.
"I love you more" Tay place a light kiss on my neck.
"Back to your seat," he smacks my butt and I laugh getting back to my seat. I buckle up and Tay roars the car to life and slowly drives the car back to the road.
"What will we be doing at the beach today?" I ask as the familiar street to the apartment greets us.
"That's for me to know and for you to find out." He says and pulls into the apartment lot.
"Pretty please," I beg as I climb out of the car.
"Nop," he says popping the 'p' and rests his arms around my neck, and walk us to the building.
We step into the elevator with two schoolgirls eyeing Tay. Tay plays with my hand as whispers and giggles fill the small elevator.
The lift stops on my floor and opens."Ladies" Tay says and they giggle while we step out.
"Seriously!" I shrug his arm off me and unlock the door.
"What! I didn't do anything," he lifts his hands up and places the keys on the counter.
'Ladies' I mimic him.
"Is that jealousy I smell" he smells my hair.
"I am not jealous," I say trying to get out of his hold.
"You are jealous!"
"Whatever," I step away from him but he grabs my elbow and turns me around. He wraps his hands around my waist.
"You know I only have eyes for you, baby," he kisses my nose.
"I have a great day of relaxation planned for us so why don't you go and grab that small bag I parked last night." He suggests and my mood goes back to normal.
"You are so cute when you are jealous." He yells when I step in our room.
I laugh and grab the small bag Tay parked for us for the beach and place it on the bed. I strip out of my clothes and put the one-piece swimsuit on. I dress up in the red sundress on top, slippers, and sun hat. I grab the bag and walk out.
Tay is still in his jeans and T-shirt busy on my laptop.
"I thought we were going to the beach?" I whine. He looks up and shuts down the PC.
"We are. I was just checking my emails. You know Danny is not reliable." He pecks my lips and grabs the bag from me. He opens the door for me and I walk out.
We step into the elevator and minutes later it beeps open and we step into the lobby.
Tay grabs my hand when we walk out and I place the paper hat on my head avoiding the sun.
The beach is five minutes walk and when we get there people are busy swimming. Kids playing around. I have never been to the beach and this is kind of awesome and am glad that am experiencing it with Tay.
I stop to lay a blanket on the soft sand but Tay stops me.
"What?" He shakes his head and takes my hand—and lead me into another direction.
"Where are we going?" I ask when I realize this side is quiet.
"It is a surprise,"
"You know I don't like surprises, especially yours," I remind him of the last time he said he had a surprise for me and he laughs. There are boats around and a middle-aged man comes to us.
"Hi Steven," Tay shakes the old man's hand.
"Its good to see you again, son. Where is Nate and Andrew?" Steven asks.
"Nate is somewhere close here in Cape Town, and Andrew is back in Sandton. He has a kid now." Tay informs.
"Wow!tell them I said hi."
"Oh my! Is this the wife you were talking about?" Steven asks Tay grabbing my hand.
Tay laughs, "Yes Steven. This is my beautiful wife, Olivia" my insides flips in butterflies at Tays words.
"You are so beautiful. It's nice to finally meet you."
"You too" I smile at Steven.
"The yacht is ready for you son. It was really nice to see you again." Steven pats Tay on the shoulder and walks past us.
"What yacht?"I ask looking around with my heart pounding so hard I feel like I will drop dead on the ground.
" There" he points in front of us and I place my hand on my forehead to see. A black small yacht stood not far from us.
"Oh my God! Tay. Thank you, thank you. No one has ever taken me to a yacht before. " I drop the bag on the ground and jump on him. I wrap my legs around his waist and my hands around his neck. He laughs and wraps his around my body.
"You are welcome angel" he chuckles and puts me down. I don't waste time running to the yacht. It is so beautiful and expensive.
There is a bedroom, kitchen, and living room.
"You are driving?" I ask when Tay gets behind the wheel shirtless and in just white shorts and black flip flops.
"Yep," he says popping the 'p'
"Don't you think a professional should do it?" I ask, worried. I was so excited that I forgot the yacht will have to move.
"Relax, I know how to work this baby." he laughs.
" I really don't want us to be the next Jack and Rose, "I comment, and Tay laughs.
"You watch too many movies" the yacht start to move and I pull my lower lip between my teeth excited and scared at the same time.
"Why didn't you tell me you had a yacht?" I ask pouring myself white wine.
"The conversation about my property never popped up and I kind of forgot about it since I hardly ever use it. Nate is the one who usually uses it for parties." He says and I nod walking behind him.
I run my hand on his back and he turns to look at me for a second and turn back.
"Thank you for doing this for me," I say and the yacht suddenly come to a halt.
"You are welcome," Tay says turning around to look at me.
"You deserve the world and I will give you just that." He grabs the glass away from me and gulps the drink down.
"Wanna go for a swim?" He suggests and I nod.
"You can go up and I will bring the sunscreens." He says and I walk up the small stairs. The sunlight greets me and I pull my dress up my head and lay it on the surface. Tay comes to me with the bag he parked last night. He sits behind me and I grab the sunscreens lotion to squeeze it on my palm.
"This is peaceful," Tay comments, and I nod applying the lotion on my legs.
"Yeah, it is."
He applies the lotion on my back slipping his hands into my bikini bra.
"Tay!" I moan out when he pinches my nipples.
"Yes!" He says innocently.
"It is your turn... for the lotion," I manage to say.
"I am a big boy. I will be fine." I slap his thigh and he laughs and kisses the base of my neck. He pulls his hand from my breast and stands up.
I grab his hand and stand up too. We walk to the small steps that lead to the back of the boat. I seat on the edge when Tay dive into the blue water. He resurfaces and pushes his hair back and the sun shining on his face just makes him more handsome.
"Come in the water," this reminds me of the time in the pool.
"Make me," I challenge. I want to know what he will come up with this time.
"Is that a challenge angel because you will lose." He swims in my direction.
"Not this time," I smirk at him.
"I guess we will have to see then." He says and dives his hands in the water and his white shorts pop up in the water.
"What the..." My words get his stuck in my throat when I see Tay rubbing his length in the water.
"Imagine if you were in the water right now. The things we could do. I could do to you. Don't you want to know how it is to fuck in the water?" He moans and I clench my legs together at the feeling starting to build in my heat.
(Best place for a vacation?)