You know sometimes you don't feel really good because of something. Something that can break your walls really really hard. That's my feeling now. I feel devastated that my precious blue evolver is not gonna happen. I can't reach it.
The point is i have no dream. I am a desperate man who never have hope to get anything that i want. I'm in Winchester. While i'm talking to you, i'm driving my car, toyota cressida on the way to go to unknown place. I don't know where to go, i am just driving. Look at glance of light in night, cars driving away. When i look them, they look like they know where they go. It's good for them. Me? No, i don't have any idea. Just so you know, I used to be an opmistic man. I am a man full of hopes and mind of gold. However, i got an accident that changes everything.
That's a good question. Just imagine, you are doing anything to get the best result but ironically, you don't get what you want whether you reach it with full energy or not. Thus, you will fail although you already work hard. That's crazy, right? That's not the end of suffering but also it affects my relationship. I try to express my love to anyone but no one loves me. It's okay, it's okay. Everything just happen because
I'm a Man Without Honor