The Forbidden Diaries

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The Forbidden Diaries contains RESTRICTED CHAPTERS from my books: ➳ The Hybrid. ➳ Kaden's Luna. ➳ Asher’s Beloved. ➳ Ivan’s Queen. These chapters are meant for mature audiences only: OVER 18! This is not a story, this is just a place where I will be posting explicit content from chapters of my main books. This book and the chapters within it are meant for mature audiences only; this means OVER 18! Content Warning: Please note that these chapters are rated mature, these chapters will include explicit sex and sexual references. Please do not read if you are uncomfortable with explicit scenes!! There will be clean versions available in the main books. I have warned you beforehand.

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The Hybrid - Chapter 38 - Two Souls

I wake up sometime later when the sky has darkened, a long howl disrupting me from my peaceful sleep. The house is unusually quiet and I suddenly remember that Caia and Nikolai are at the pack house tonight for a movie marathon.

I stifle a gasp when a muscled arm tightens around my waist and pulls me back into a hard chest. Vulcan is spooning me from behind. His body is warm and comfortable, providing me with enough heat even though the blanket has been pushed to my knees.

He sighs, resting his chin on my shoulder and nuzzling the side of his face into my neck. I resist the urge to laugh when it tickles, every breath he exhales feels like a whisper to my skin. Our bodies are pressed up together, there’s barely a silver of space between us. My legs are tangled with his and his other arm is under my head, providing me with a headrest.

I hear him mumble my name under his breath before his grip tightens and then, relaxes. I watch as he then slowly makes his way on top of my body in the span of a few minutes, from moving his arm out that was underneath my head to pulling me further under him. Soon, his body is crushing me, causing me to wiggle a little to get some breathing space.

Settling when I feel comfortable, I pull out my arm from underneath and proceed to run my fingers through his tousled hair. The strands are slightly wet, indicating that he had probably showered before getting into bed. My fingers move to trace his relaxed features, feeling his chest rise up and down evenly and his heart beating at a smooth pace. Soft sounds of approval escape his lips, the heavenly sound disrupting the peace and quiet of the room.

My head turns towards the closed balcony doors, the white translucent curtains still open and allowing me to see the crescent moon hanging up above with thousands of twinkling stars littering the sky. As the dark grey cloud moves on, the moonlight stretches in and bathes one side of the room in a beautiful, silver glow.

I notice the cuts and scrapes on my arms in the process of slow healing, knowing Vulcan had shifted to do whatever he could to lessen the pain. Sighing, I know I will be adding more to this collection the next time I train. It’s highly inevitable.

They don’t deter me from training though. In fact, I want to continue and learn some moves in order to protect myself. Vulcan needs to focus on the fight, not on how I am. When he sees that I can defend myself, it will relieve some of his concern.

Stilling when Vulcan moves up my body, I bite my lip when a certain excited member of his anatomy presses into my tummy. Suddenly the air becomes too heavy, my body reacting to his touch like a moth to a flame. I can’t help it.

My eyes roll shut when his hand slithers down to grip my hip, so very close to my core. His mouth expels warm breaths onto my heated skin, making me feel hotter than before. I let out a whimper of need when he grasps the back of my thigh and hooks my leg over his hip, effectively making his erection press against my core.

I almost think that he is awake, gasping when tingles erupt at the contact, a knot twisting in my tummy so tight that I struggle to breathe. I find myself lusting for more friction, for him to move against my body and ignite a wildfire.

Trying to escape his hold before I end up dry humping him, which I know will only lead to embarrassment, I place my hands against his chest and push. The sudden action causes his eyes to snap open and hover above me. He looks around, alert and wide-eyed, scanning the room for any danger before nuzzling his face into the crook of my neck again.

“What’s the matter, Котёночек?” He grumbles, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. (Little kitten.)

I swoon at the sound of his husky voice, a low and deep baritone. Snapping myself out of my lust driven thoughts, I struggle more since he’s now awake. But it only causes him to swing his arm around my waist once more and pull me into his chest, kissing my neck lazily. Run woman! Before he finds out you want to jump his bones! My mind screams at me as I try to edge to the side of the bed.

“Uh, I – I just need to g-go to the b-bathroom.” I stutter, avoiding his gaze.

Successful in escaping the bed, I let out a breath of relief and walk towards the bathroom. Before I can get there though, I’m pushed up against the wall beside it with my wrists encased in a tight grip above my head. I yelp, staring into Vulcan’s obsidian orbs. I watch as they burn bright gold making me gulp in anticipation.

After inhaling deeply, he lets out a loud hiss. “You’re aroused little mate.”

I scoff, trying to play it off. “Whaaaattt? Me – no. Nuh uh! Who’s aroused, definitely not me!”

“No?” He shoots me a flat look when I shake my head, shrugging. A low growl escapes his lips, his eyes blazing as he leans down towards me. “I can smell you – fuck Aurora!”

One of his hands slides down my body agonizingly slow making me bite my lip. His left hand currently holds both my wrists and no matter how hard I struggle, his grip is inescapable. My breath hitches when his hand slips in my pajama bottoms, his index finger and thumb teasing the waistline of my lace panties.

I whimper in reply, biting down on my lip harshly. As I groan his name, he lets go of my hands which slide down to grip his shoulders whilst he pulls me up against him. I’m glad that he’s holding me tight for my knees will surely buckle if he lets go. I rest my forehead on his chest, only for him to grip my chin and tilt my head up.

“You will look at me. Open your eyes, mate.” He orders, making my eyes snap open of their own accord and stare into his dark ones.

As soon as our eyes lock onto each other he slips in another finger, making me moan out loud at the feeling. I bite my lip when his speed increases and now he’s pumping his fingers in and out of me, stretching me. My nails dig into his shoulders as I gasp and groan at the sensation whilst he murmurs into my ear.

“You like that baby, want me to go faster hmm?” He asks and I nod, feeling him place an open-mouthed kiss on the spot behind my ear before sucking on it harshly. “Say it. Tell me what you want, Aurora.”

I bite my lip, leaning my head back when he slows his pace. So damn close! My lust filled mind screams at me. His lips soon meet the curve of my neck, placing an open mouthed kiss on my throat that makes me jolt in surprise.

“Vulcan, please...” I whimper, shaking my head when his fingers almost stop moving.

He leans down and bites my earlobe before whispering, “Be a good girl and tell me what you want, Aurora.”

“I want...” I’m cut off by my own whine when he pumps his fingers into me twice before stopping. He then picks me up and hoists me on his waist, carrying me to the bed and laying me down on the plush mattress. “I want you to go faster – I need you to...please.”

His lips descend on mine at the same time his fingers bury themselves deeper inside me, his mouth swallowing my cry at the sudden action. I cup his face and swipe my tongue across his lips, eliciting a loud growl from him. My body is burning up and all I want is for him to go further than this, I want him to make me his in every possible way.

His tongue slips into my mouth and massages mine. I kiss him back, my hands sliding down to wrap around his neck. Feeling the speed of his fingers increase once more, I’m determined for him not to stop this time, my hips grinding against his hand to seek more pleasure.

My belly starts to tighten and I pull away from his lips, the back of my head meeting the sheets below when Vulcan’s thumb finds my clit, proceeding to flick it and have me writhing under him.

“Vulcan!” A shriek escapes from my mouth, my hips rising off the bed before he pushes them down and speeds up his actions.

My hands fist the sheets into my grasp as I pant, moaning at him to go faster, biting my lip to stifle a scream when he grants me my wish. My eyes snap open to look up at him when he pushes my body up further onto the bed, hovering over me with a predatory glint in his eyes.

With wide eyes, I watch in anticipation as he leans down, his free hand ripping my pajama and panties off me with one swipe. Gasping, I look down as his head disappears between my legs, moaning when his tongue greets my core. His fingers continue their frenzied pace whilst his lips move to my clit, teasing it.

I feel like a huge wave is building up inside me, ready to come crashing down at any moment. Biting my lip, I feel his hand grip my hip and I know he can sense what is about to happen. Nevertheless, he picks up the pace, hoisting my right leg over his shoulder when I squirm.

It gives him a better angle and the sensation that shoots through me after that is insanely pleasurable, making me shout out his name involuntarily. He growls from between my thighs and my fingers find themselves grasping onto his silky brown strands, tugging whenever he slows down.

He grunts before pumping his fingers faster, flicking at my clit with his tongue making me writhe in pleasure. I whimper his name when the knot in my tummy starts twisting too tight, feeling myself get wetter than before and causing a hum of approval from him. He licks faster which causes me to grind my hips faster against his face, loud moans and gasps escaping me. My body is now trembling and as Vulcan continues relentlessly, I eventually become undone.

I cry out his name as my back arches at the sensation. My hips jerk and I come all over his fingers and lips, the knot in my belly unraveling. He lets out a low hum, lapping up my juices and proceeding to pump his fingers into me slowly until I have come down from the high.

I moan softly when he pulls his fingers out, coming up to kiss a trail of fire across my neck before he just hovers above me, staring into my eyes. I tangle my hands into his hair as he presses his forehead against mine and closes his eyes.

“Aurora...I can’t – I need to mark you.” He whispers, his grip tightening on my hair.

“I know, it’s okay.” I laugh lightly, opening my eyes to look up at his nervous expression.

He growls lustfully and presses his lips to mine hungrily. Moaning softly, I hold onto his arms, loving the feel of his powerful body against mine. Our lips move urgently against each other’s before his tongue traces my bottom lip, wanting me to open.

Smiling against his lips, I decide to tease him and refuse, keeping my mouth shut. A growl of frustration reverberates around the room before he bites down on my bottom lip harshly, making me gasp in surprise. Immediately, his tongue slips in and I tug on his hair, eliciting a loud groan from him.

My body heats up in anticipation at the thought of what is about to unfold between us. He pulls off my top and I tug at his shirt, indicating that I want it off. I blush when he chuckles at my eagerness, complying and throwing his shirt behind him before crawling up my body and kissing me passionately once more. His lips leave a trail of scorching hot kisses on my skin as they make their way to my neck. I groan in pleasure when he sucks harshly before placing an open-mouthed kiss on the place where he is going to leave his claim, making my body tremble with lust underneath him.

“I’m so sorry but this will hurt.” He murmurs, pulling away to look at me with sadness. “It will get better after a few seconds though.”

“Okay, I trust you.” I smile and nod, caressing his cheek.

He breathes out shakily before I see his canines elongate, longer since Vladimir, his vampire, is also present. He leans forward and dips down and I feel his teeth scrape my neck, making me inhale sharply. Without any warning, he breaks my skin and I feel him bite down on my neck.

A scream escapes my lips at the stinging sensation and I feel something in me shift. The pain lasts for what feels like years but it’s only a few seconds before it is replaced with immense pleasure. I moan his name loudly, my nails scratching his shoulders. He pulls his teeth out after a while, licking at my neck before hovering over me.

“I hope I didn’t hurt you.” He murmurs, a happy smile on his face.

I shake my head and laugh when he nuzzles his face into the crook of my neck again, placing kisses to my mark repeatedly. My body feels like it’s on fire but, in a good way. I crave him in every way possible and sighing contently, I pull him closer to me. He seems to catch on and pulls away to stare down at my almost bare body.

I am left in only my bra. Breathing heavily, I can feel the immense heat my cheeks are emitting as the cool air kisses my exposed skin. I tug at his sweatpants and he rips them off with a lust filled growl before carefully removing my black lace bra. Embarrassed because of how Vulcan keeps staring, I raise my arms to cover myself but they are quickly pulled away from my body by him. I grow nervous when I notice the molten gold specks in his dark eyes, I bite my lip when he shakes his head.

“Never hide yourself from me. You are perfect in every way, my love.” He murmurs, leaning down and placing a chaste kiss to my lips.

I smile shakily before latching my arm around the back of his neck and pulling him down to meet my awaiting lips. A husky moan escapes me when the material of his boxers caress my nether region. Knowing what has caused my reaction, he rocks his hips gently against my core making me dig my nails into his shoulders. I whimper when he pulls away suddenly, staring at me with soft eyes.

“Do you really want this, Aurora? I just want to make sure...” He asks, cupping my cheek in his warm hand.

I nod, holding his wrist gently. “I do.”

“I won’t be able to stop if we go further, baby.”

“Then don’t.” I whisper, nodding at him in reassurance.

He growls in pleasure, leaning down to kiss me fervently, my hands tangling in his hair and tugging harshly which only spurs him on. I’m picked up and placed further up on the bed so that my head rests on the soft pillows. Growing restless with need, I tug at the waistband of his boxers making him take the last item of clothing off his body. We are both bare, our naked bodies pressed up against each other.

He sucks harshly on my mark, nibbling on it whilst his fingers flick my nipple, the other hand fondling my left breast. I groan softly when he leans down and circles my nipple with his tongue before biting gently and letting go. I can feel myself growing wetter by the minute and he knows, growling in lust at my prominent scent of arousal while he moves on to give my other breast the same treatment. He licks down the valley of my breasts before blowing lightly on the skin, making me shiver in desire.

Opening my eyes, I almost wish I hadn’t, my eyes widening at his size and girth. He leans over and takes out a condom from the bedside drawer, ripping it with his teeth before rolling it onto his hard length.

“There is no way that’s going to fit me!” I mumble, looking at him incredulously when all he does is chuckle.

“Oh, it’ll fit, I’m sure of it. You are made for me, Aurora.”

“Not for this I’m not!” I shake my head, pouting when he laughs out loud.

He shuffles closer to me to the point where his lips brush my ear, his hand stroking my hair soothingly. “It’ll be fine, baby. I promise.”

A slight pause ensues between us before I sigh and nod, glancing at him in curiosity when he spreads my legs apart. His tip slides up my core repeatedly making my gasp and meet his dark eyes, only mine are swimming in nervousness.

“I’ve never done this before so...” I trail off in a soft whisper, slightly fearful of the discomfort I’m guessing I will soon feel.

“I’m right here, baby. It’ll hurt at first but, I promise to take care of you.” He murmurs, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear.

Nodding, I exhale slowly and mumble for him to continue. Instead, he dips down and starts pressing kisses all around my face and neck. I giggle loudly, his stubble tickling my skin. But when he nudges my entrance, I stiffen before relaxing and breathing out.

He thrusts in, making a pained gasp escape my lips, tears welling in my eyes at the stinging sensation. Vulcan hushes me from above, pressing kisses to my mark until I feel myself relax and ease up around his pulsating length inside me. He repeatedly whispers how sorry he is and asks if I’m okay.

I nod, adjusting myself slightly which causes a spark of pleasure to shoot through me. Wanting more, I rock my body against his, making him growl and slip his way inside me slowly. A husky groan of pleasure escapes him, his dark eyes rolling closed before he presses his face into the crook of my neck and begins to thrust into my body slowly. In and out, in and out. The slow speed is starting to drive me insane. Hooking my legs around his hips, I pull him further into me making him and I moan at the sensation.

“Vulcan,” I whine, digging my nails into his back. “Faster, please.”

He growls in desire before thrusting into me at a faster pace. I cry out in pleasure, holding onto him as his body rocks against mine. He spreads my legs further and pulls me down to hit my g-spot at a better angle, which is proving to be far more pleasurable than the last position. I writhe underneath him, gripping onto the sheets as I whimper and moan.

He whispers dirty words in my ear, flustering me even more. I gaze into his eyes in adoration, leaning up to kiss him. He meets my lips with equal passion, dominating it immediately.

“Shit!” I breathe, wrapping my legs tighter around him as he continues to thrust into me.

He’ll increase his speed to the point where I’ll see stars before slowing down completely, making me whine in protest. He keeps it up, repeatedly making me groan in frustration.

“Please, Vulcan...”

“Please what, baby? What does my little mate want?” He teases, nibbling on my mark which feels like it’s on fire right now.

“More. Go faster, please Vulcan!” I beg, grinding against his hips fervently.

A fierce growl escapes him, his hands latching onto my waist and picking me up so that I now straddle his waist. Cursing softly, I clutch onto his shoulders as he slowly thrusts into me before picking up the tempo again and slamming into me repeatedly. I scream out his name, my voice now raspy as my nails rake down his back. I don’t care if he has red scratch marks all over the area, all I want is for him to continue what he’s doing.

“Aurora - fuck! You’re driving me insane.” He growls heatedly, laying me back down again and thrusting into me with increased vigor.

I gasp loudly, pulling him close as I feel my walls tighten around him. His hand moves up to tangle itself into my wild hair, clenching onto it gentle enough not to hurt me but tight enough to evoke a husky moan from me.

“Oh my god, I’m going to...” I cry out as he slows his speed again making me want to rip my hair out in frustration.

But just as I’m about to snap at him in anger, he slams into me, drawing himself out until his head is just at the entrance, before burying himself deep into me. I scream out his name in pure lust, panting underneath him as I feel him shake my entire body completely, waiting for him to slam into me again...and again...and again. The bed’s constant squeaks and groans increase to a point where I think it’ll break into pieces.

“Not until I say so, my love.” He kisses me fiercely, my cries of protests dying down as soon as his lips descend onto mine.

I feel the familiar knot form in my belly again but this time I can also feel my walls tighten against his length, making him moan huskily. Sparks are dancing across my skin and tingles are shooting down my spine, the mark pulses in need of a relief and I writhe underneath Vulcan who gazes into my eyes with love and lust.

After what felt like hours of waiting, he finally leans down and whispers that one word in my ear. That one word that has me crying out in relief and clutching onto him.

“Come. I want you to scream my name.” He demands in a deep, rich baritone indicating that his beasts have come out.

“Oh...V-Vulcan!” I scream out as he pulls me close, still thrusting into me, our movements now becoming jerky and sloppy as he too, roars my name, finding his own release.

He decreases his tempo, prolonging the release as we both pant. He smiles breathtakingly, caressing my bottom lip with his thumb before kissing me soundly. I whimper when he slowly pulls out of me, feeling empty without him. He chuckles and tells me to wait before getting off the bed and disappearing into the bathroom to get a wet yet slightly warm cloth, making his way back to wipe me clean.

He slips into bed with me after and I cuddle closer to him, our naked bodies pressed up against each other under the covers. I close my eyes, my body exhausted.

“That was amazing.” I whisper, looking up at him shyly before averting my eyes back down to the silk sheets.

When he doesn’t reply for a while, I look up to see him smiling softly at me, his dark eyes melting to a forest green with an emotion so intense it has me reeling. He reaches out and cups my cheek with his large hand, warmth and tingles spreading across my skin at the contact. I sigh in content, loving how his touch makes me feel so alive, the tingles and sparks much more intense now that we have become one.

The mate bond just intensifies everything to a whole other level. I’m aware of every breath he takes, his eyes scanning my face and taking in every feature as if he’s committing it to memory. Every movement of his, my eyes follow. With every touch, my skin dances with joy. He makes me feel like this and that, is just a power in itself, a hold he has over me.

No romance book can even match up to how happy and content I feel right now just being with him; existing.

A person can be made to act a certain way, do crazy things, feel some type of way and live on a continuous high when it comes to love. Love is a drug that we can’t get enough of, that just keeps spreading and spreading until your entire being is consumed by it. For me, and perhaps for other beings in love, it’s a good type of drug.

Vulcan is my drug and I’m more than happy to let him intoxicate me until all I know is him and him alone.

I’m snapped out of my thoughts when lips press to mine in a soft, sweet kiss. Pulling away, he stares into my eyes as if I have opened some kind of window and invited him in to look into my soul. The hand that cups my cheek slips down to grasp my hand, resting them on the bed as we both look at how perfectly they fit together.

“You are perfect.” He murmurs, voice low and soft in the quiet of the night.

He meets my eyes and I smile at him before pressing the tip of my nose to his in an eskimo kiss. “I’m glad you are my first and last.”

He growls in satisfaction, kissing me goodnight. Our breaths even out and we slip away, our bodies molded perfectly against each other that I don’t know where I end and he begins. Feeling myself teetering on the edge of sleep, I let out a content sigh before entering dreamland.

Two souls have finally become one.

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