I left my phone off the rest of the night. My mother never came home, but my father claimed to knew where she was and that she was okay. I didn't know what his plan was, but for the time being, he laid Sierra off until he knew who was responsible for the text message. She was banned from coming near his office or his family. Because I had left my phone off all night, it was late in the afternoon. When I decided to go and turn my phone back on, the only reason was to contact my mother. Of course there were a bunch of texts from Dante. I just scrolled through them. There was two from Allissa and one from my brother. I found my mother's name and pressed send. It went to voicemail and I just told her I loved her and she needed to talk to dad.
I looked through Dante's messages. I'm sorry, please talk to me, I need to see you, please sugar. The common things he texts to me when something has happened. It made me feel bad to put him through this, because technically he hasn't done anything wrong. I decided to send him a text back.
"Everything is fine right now. I just need some time. Please stop worrying about me." I hit send. I took a deep breath, I did want to see him. I wanted him to hold me.
"Please sugar, don't shut me out." He text back. I stared at his message. That was exactly what I was doing. I stood up and went to see if my father was still home. I knocked on his office door. He didn't answer me, but his door was cracked so I stuck my head in. My father was passed out in his chair. The whisky was still on his desk. I took a deep breath and went to his side. Poor daddy, getting mixed up with crazy bitches. I said to myself. Mom really needs to come home. I helped my father up and headed to his bedroom. I laid him on his bed and he was mumbling something at me. I couldn't really make it out. I took his shoes off and gave him a blanket.
I went back out back and picked up my cell and sent Dante a text.
"Can you come over here?" I hit send.
"Is that a good idea?"
"My father is passed out, besides he knows Sierra is a lying bitch."
"I'm on my way."
I smiled, only because I was going to get to see him. The only problem was that I needed to tell him in person, that I had to slow things down. At least till my family wasn't a mess and I had time to decide what I really wanted from him. It takes almost an hour to get from our home to the city. I went upstairs and jumped into the shower. I had been sitting out back for a while and it was hot, I felt sticky. After I was dressed in shorts and a tank top. I pulled my hair into a ponytail and went to check on my father. He was snoring loudly. I closed his door and went into the kitchen to find something to eat. I realized I hadn't eaten all day.
I decided on something simple as macaroni and cheese. I heard the buzzer go off for the gate outside. I walked over and pressed the button to let him in. I went back to my noddles. They had just started to boil when I heard a knock at the door. I walked to open it and Dante stood there with bags from the Chinese food restaurant. I smiled at him like he had some link to my brain letting him know I was hungry. "Are you hungry sugar?" He said smiling at me. He looked like a mess, like he hadn't been sleeping. I stepped aside to let him in.
I closed the door behind him and followed me into the kitchen. I walked over and turned off my noodles. "Were you cooking?" He asked me.
"Yeah, but I would rather have what you brought." I said, smiling at him.
"I wasn't sure what you liked so, I kind of got a little of everything." He sat the bags down on the counter. "I figured maybe your father might be hungry as well." He said. He can be so damn sweet when he wants to be. I pulled out plates for us and took a seat next to him. He turned his chair towards me. "I'm sorry all this is happening Beth, but please don't shut me out." He said. I looked into his tired eyes and I felt the pain again in my heart. Why was I so concerned about his feelings?
I reached over and ran my fingers through his hair. He closed his eyes at my touch. He took a deep breath. I smiled at him. "Come on let's eat." I said. He dished us up a ton of food and we sat there talking and laughing about useless shit. It was nice to have a conversation, that didn't have anything to do with Sierra and Allissa. I could tell he hadn't eating in a while himself. He made himself two plates full of food. I finished my plate and stuck it in the stink. He followed me out to the living room where we both took a seat on the couch.
"I miss you when your not around sugar." He said. I smiled at him and I just couldn't help myself. I reached over and placed my lips on his. I kissed him softly. He wrapped his hand around my waist and pulled me closer to him.
"I've missed you so much." He said. I missed him to. I don't know what came over me, but I started to climb on top of him. He laid on the couch, as I crawled on top and never removing my lips from his. His hands wrapped around my body and he held me close to him.
"I've missed you to." I whispered out. He looked so tired and I laid down on his side. He kept his arms around me as I started to hear his light snores. I looked up and sure enough he was sleeping. I just closed my eyes and let him hold me while he slept. I know everyone was stressed out and tired. I must have fallen asleep myself, because the next thing I knew, I felt his fingers running up and down my arm.
I looked up at him. He smiled at me. "Your beautiful when you sleep." He said. I just smiled and yawned at him. It was dark in the living room and I looked up at the clock. It was after two in the morning. I sat up and rubbed my eyes. I stood up and reached out for his hand. He took it and followed me upstairs to my room. I went to the bathroom and came back to find him sitting on my bed. He smiled up at me. I loved his smile and I made my way over to him. I moved myself between his legs. He wrapped his arms around my waist and laid his hand on my stomach. My hands went to his hair and I rubbed his head. He lifted my shirt some and placed kisses on my skin. It sent fire through out my body.
I knew I wanted him and I knew he wanted me. I took a hold of my tank top and pulled it up over my head. I wasn't wearing a bra and my breast fell out right in front of his face. He took a hold of one and gently started to kiss and suck at my nipple. I let out a small moan as I lifted my head back. He stood up and turned me and laid me down on the bed. He climbed on top of me slowly, as if I might break at any moment. He continued to kiss and gently bit at my breast and skin. My hands were gently rubbing his back and sides. I flipped him over and started to kiss his chest.
I made my way down his body till I found the top of his pants. I unbuttoned them and pulled them down. His cock was rock hard and I took a hold of it and wrapped my lips around it. I heard him take a deep breath as I started to suck and lick him. This was the first time I had ever had a cock in my mouth. I felt his hand gripping the back of my head, as he softly guided me along. I kept up my slow pace, enjoying the moans I was making come from his mouth. I felt his body start to shake as his warm liquid flowed into the back of my mouth. His cock popped as it came out of my mouth.
He rolled me over and came up my body. I felt his still hard cock touching my opening. he pushed himself inside me and with slow motions, he made love to me. Kissing and biting my neck as his cock did wonderful things to my body.
I couldn't get enough of him. I could feel my body responding to him perfectly. He sat up some and went in deeper as his fingers started to play perfectly on my clit. I couldn't control my moans as I came hard on his cock. Within seconds he was coming again. I don't think I will ever get enough of him. He laid down beside me and we were both trying to catch out breaths. "I'm falling in love with you sugar." His words caught me off guard. I looked over at him and he was looking back at me. Did I love him? How do I tell him that I'm not sure of my feelings? He reached out and wiped hair away from my face. "It's okay sugar." He said, I knew he knew what I was thinking. My heart pretty much skipped a beat, when he confessed his love to me.
I just wasn't sure if I was ready to confess my feelings in return. Everything besides this, was a total mess. I think I needed to know in my heart, that he truly loved me, that he truly wanted just me. I reached out and touched his face and ran my fingers down his cheek. He pulled me close to his body and I closed my eyes. I didn't want to be anywhere else in the world, but in his arms.