Going through life, you always wonder, ‘why am I here?’. ‘Why am I alive?’. At least once in your life. Some more than others, and I know I have. Almost every week I ask that same question.
Only two days matter in life, the day you’re born and the day you find out why.
My whole life I thought that was a load of rubbish, just something people said to sound cool, but it’s true. I never thought I would fall in love, to be honestly, I always thought I would die at the hands of someone or shot from opening my mouth.
I don’t know why I do what I do, it’s too late to figure out anyways by the time blood runs down my knuckles. I can’t help it. I know what they say about me. All of them, they call me the ticking time bomb.
I can’t help it though. I’m just wired this way. literally wired. I never asked for this fate. I never wanted to be born but here I am.