“What did you say?” Lucas asked me.
“I’m in love with you Lucas,” I said softly. He stepped out of his truck and put his hands on my face.
“I’ve loved you for years Scar.” I took a deep breath. I didn’t know how to respond to that. I’ve always believed he hated me.
“But you have always been so cruel to me,” he looked in my eyes.
“I had to be and I’m sorry about that. You have no idea how sorry I am for that.”
“Why?” I asked him.
“It was the only way I could hide my feelings for you. I loved you the first time I met you.” He said as his hand ran down my face.
“You were only a kid then Lucas,” I said with a smile.
“Trust me.” I put my hands around the back of his head and pulled him to my lips. He kissed me deeply and pulled my body closer to his. “Come with me.” He said as he took a blanket out of the back of his truck and took my hand to follow him. The night was warm and we made our way over to a small creek. Lucas laid the blanket in some long grass. The fireflies were all around us. Lucas took hold of my waist and pulled me to him. His lips found mine and there was something different about his kiss. It was soft and sensual. His hands started to explore my body. We both went to our knees. Still holding onto him, with our lips still together. I reached down and took his shirt up over his head. He then did the same for me. He laid me down on the blanket. Our lips still locked together. “I’ve loved you for so long.” He whispered in my ear. His lips moved down my body and onto my chest. I wanted him so badly and I hoped this was going to happen.
He moved down to my shorts and undid them. He pulled them down my legs and tossed them to the side. He laid along the side of me and his fingers ran down my legs and back to the center. He then slowly kissed me again as his fingers found their way inside of me. I reached for his pants and started to undo them. He didn’t stop me, he helped me. We were both completely naked lying next to each other. I moved my hands up and down his body. “Are you sure you want this Scarlet?” He asked me.
“More than anything,” I said back to him. He smiled at me as he took out a condom and put it on. I took a deep breath as he softly and slowly went in between my legs. He slipped inside of me and for just a moment I felt a small pinch. It hurt, but it was gone as fast as it came. He laid his body down with mine and started to move in and out of me slowly. My hands rubbing up and down his back.
“Are you okay?” He asked me.
“Yes,” He took his arms under mine and held onto my shoulders. He started to move a little faster now and I was losing myself in him. I brought my legs up alongside him. He then hooked an arm around one of my legs and went inside me even deeper. He wasn’t moving real fast, but what he was doing was perfect. I felt his lips go around one of my nipples and he bit down gently. My body was on fire. I wanted more of him. I couldn’t seem to get close enough. I kissed his neck and ran my nails down his back. “You feel so good, Lucas.”
“Say my name again.” He said sounding out of breath. It turned me on so much.
“Lucas,” I heard him growl deeply. He then started to move a little faster and I could feel my body appreciating it. That’s when my body went into overdrive and I came all over him. I let out a pretty loud moan. “Lucas,” I said again. It pushed him and he came with me.
“I’m so in love with you Scarlet.” He said as he laid down next to me still holding me in his arms. All I wanted was more. After a few minutes of laying there, I moved on top of him. He looked into my eyes. “You want more?” He said with a smile. I just put my fingers to my lips to quiet him. He bit his lip and watched me as I slipped down on to him. His fingers dug into my hips. This time I was in charge. I moved up and down him till my body came alive once again and I lost it. Saying his name out loud. He once again came with me. We made love out there by the water most of the night. Up until that point in my life, I never knew it could be this way with someone.
“We have to do something,” I said breaking our silence.
“What do you mean?” I rolled over to my side to face him.
“I can’t keep hiding this. I need to be with you Lucas.” His hand reached out to my face.
“I know baby, but I don’t know what to do.” He said.
“I know, me either,” I said as I took a deep breath and laid back down. He wrapped me in the blanket and pulled me to him.
“I’ll think of something.” I closed my eyes and held onto him.
“Lucas, this might destroy our family,” I said, sounding worried.
“Shhh, baby. Let’s think about this later.” He said and I fell asleep in his arms. I went to stretch out and that’s when I was picked up into Lucas’s arms. He was carrying me back to the truck. I wrapped my arms around his neck. We got back to the truck and I opened my eyes. The sun was just starting to come up. I felt the chill of the morning air on my skin, I felt incredible. It was such a beautiful morning. I looked into Lucas’s eyes and I smiled. “Good morning beautiful.” He said. I reached up and kissed him as he set me down and handed me my clothes. The whole night was perfect.
“I don’t want to leave,” I said. He pulled me into his arms and brushed my hair away from my face.
“We could always run away.”
“I’ll follow you anywhere,” I said to him. He kissed me deeply.
“We just might have to, babe.” He said with a smile. I knew in my heart that things were never going to be the same again. I loved my stepbrother Lucas and nothing was going to change that. “We need to head home. I’m sure your mother is worried about you.”
“Are you going home too?” He nodded at me.
“Yes, but I’ll be along after you.” I nodded back at him and started to walk to my car. He reached out and grabbed me. “I love you.” He said.
“I love you too,” and our lips met.