12. New rules
When I get back to the condo I'm not at all surprised to see Lennix there. I knew Jax would do the right thing and reach out. What was surprising was what I walked into.
Jax was dancing with Lennix in the living room while music played over the Bluetooth speakers. I didn't even know he knew how to dance. Lennix was in ballet as a kid, but this was far from ballet. It was like watching a scene from dirty dancing.
Her hips swayed in a sensual way. Her body rocked with his. His hands were low on her hips. On her lower back dangerously close to her lush round ass. He did a few of those deep rolling dips of her body back and around with his hand on the back of her neck tangled in her hair. The way they moved together. They clearly have chemistry. They were so wrapped up in their own little world that I didn't feel it would be right to disturb them. So I just sat back and watched.
Even if neither of them wanted to admit to the other how deep their feelings really went, I saw it. A blind man could see it. And oddly, it didn't bother me. Watching them like this, my heart felt whole. They were both so free, having fun together.
This is when an idea started to form in my mind, but I'm not bringing it up to them. Not yet. I want to let this play out organically. See what happens.
When the music stopped Lennix bounced up and down cheering like a kid in a candy store.
"Oh my god that was epic!" She shrieked.
Jax just stood with his hands still on her hips looking down at her with the biggest, brightest smile I've ever seen from him. Truly happy for the first time in years.
I always knew Lennix was amazing, but knowing she's the reason for both my best friend's happiness and my own, made me realize just how amazing she really is.
"You looked beautiful, babygirl." I said from my spot near the front door.
Jax looked up to see me as Lennix spun around and ran to give me a hug.
"Zander!" She squeezed me tight. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her cheek.
"Did you have fun?" I asked even though it was obvious by the way she was smiling. She was lit up like Christmas morning. All bright smiles and dazzling eyes.
She nods "Jax is a great dancer and it was so much fun." She walks back to the couch to pick up her phone. "Anyone have song requests?"
I shake my head "whatever you want, baby."
Jax looks unsure of what he should do. I just give him a nod and half smile and he relaxes immediately. "Pretty light on your feet there" I told him and he laughed.
"It's easy when you have a good dance partner." He grinned "she makes me look good, but it's really all her."
"Hey now!" She chided playfully. "You have mad skills. Don't sell yourself short. I'm working hard to turn you into dating material, mister" she gently grabbed his chin and turned his face to hers and planted a soft kiss on his cheek.
"Now!" She hopped towards me "I was promised wings and beer." She put her hands on my shoulders looking up at me with that adorable smirk.
I lowered my face to her neck. "And what do I get if I give you what you want, babygirl?" She shivered in delight.
"What would you like?" She asked with that innocent look on her face.
I can think of about 100 different things I'd like to do to and with her in this moment, but all of those will have to wait.
So, I thought it over for a moment. "A kiss will do. I miss those lips on mine." I ran my thumb over her lower lip. She blushed a soft pink before leaning up and placing her lips to mine in a gentle kiss.
I know Jax is watching, I'm not going to torture the poor guy so I keep it short, soft, and sweet.
When we break away I hold out the bags containing wings and beer and she gladly takes them into the kitchen.
Looking over at Jaxon he's trying to hide a smile. Clearly he finds something funny. So I raise an eyebrow in a joking questioning expression. He just shrugs and shakes his head smiling harder.
"Alright boys! Grab a beer and park it on the couch! We have a Halloween marathon to get through!" She came out of the kitchen holding the large container of wings and a beer and made her way to the couch.
We all sat watching movies with Lennix in the middle. I stole glances at her while the movies played catching Jax doing the same.
There was one part that made her jump. She buried her face in my chest and gripped Jaxon's hand. He looked down at her hand and then up to me surprised. I chuckled and ran my fingers through her hair then kissed the top of her head.
Yeah, there's no question about it. No matter how much she tries to hide it or how much she tries to fight it. It's going to come out eventually and I no longer can bring myself to feel the jealousy, because seeing her happy and Jaxon happy is all that matters to me.
I don't doubt her love for me, hey it's 2020. You can love more than one person at the same time and clearly, Lennix just so happens to love us both. It's up to us to be ok with it or bow out. I'll talk to Jax about it when she goes to sleep, which should be soon by the way she's yawning and leaning on Jax's arm.
"Are you tired, Princess?" Jax asks staring down at her. He hasn't made a move to initiate contact. He's trying to respect the rules. I have to respect that since I sure as hell didn't.
She nods her head. "Maybe I should head home" she stood up stretching and yawned again. "It's late. Take one of our rooms. One of us can sleep on the couch." I offered.
She gave me a soft, sleepy smile. "You sure?"
"Of course, baby. Go get some sleep. We'll clean up." I kissed her cheek before Jax came jumping up off the couch.
"Just a sec!" He went to his room and was back quickly with one of his t-shirts. "You don't have anything to sleep in here." He handed it to her and she blushed taking it from him.
"Thanx, Jax. Maybe there's hope for you yet." She kissed his cheek and walked off to my room.
"We need to talk." I said while we put food away and cleaned up.
He looked worried "about?"
I rolled my eyes "calm down. It's not like that."
Jax released a breath "good because I promised her we wouldn't fight. She said she wouldn't come over anymore if we did."
I chuckled. She's got him whipped! I've never seen him like this. He's usually such a cocky asshole.
"Rules" I finally said.
He raised a brow crossing his arms "what about them?"
"We could change them." I said watching confusion take over his face.
"Change them how?" He asked skeptically.
I tried to figure out how best to approach this without making him feel uneasy. "Lennix cares for the both of us. I don't want to make her choose. If she's interested, if you're interested... I'd be ok if..." he cut me off.
"She's not a toy, Zander. You're suggesting we share her like our baseball glove in 9th grade?" He looks absolutely appalled.
I pinch the bridge of my nose feeling a headache coming from dealing with this. "Not like a toy. I would never insinuate she were any such thing."
He looked at me with a sly grin and I knew something off hand was going to slip from his mouth.
"I would. A naughty little fuck to-" I stopped him there.
"Can you not right now Jax? I'm trying to be serious." I almost growled out.
He held up his hands in surrender. "I don't know man. We've shared a lot of things, but a woman was never one of them. How the fuck would that even work?" His confusion was all over his face. " and why would you even come up with this? You got jealous over a comment just a week ago."
I shake my head "I don't know. Seeing her with you, the way you are together... it just didn't bother me. Actually I was happy seeing you both so free and happy together."
The look of shock on his face was priceless. "Don't get me wrong, I love Lennix and I'm not letting her go to anyone unless she no longer wants to be with me, but her feelings for me are strong. They aren't going anywhere anytime soon. Her feelings growing for you haven't made hers fade from me. Just think it over. I don't need your answer. If it happens it happens. If it doesn't. Then this conversation never happened."
He purses his lips and furrowed his brow before he nods. "Yeah I'll think about it, but In regard to the rules... I'm not pushing her. She will make a move before I do anything."
I nod "I wouldn't expect anything less. The only amendment I had was that it's not an either or situation unless she decides so or one of us decides it's not what we want and backs out."
"Alright. I'll think it over. Night, Zan." He turned and went to his room closing the door quietly behind him.
I walked to my room to grab a pillow and blanket for the couch.
When I grabbed a blanket a half asleep Lennix called for me.
"Zander?" Her voice was raspy. I've woken up to that voice a few times. It's sexy as hell coming from her.
"Yeah, baby?" I whisper back.
"What are you doing?" She sat up in the bed. Sheets pooling around her hips, one leg uncovered, her t-shirt riding up to show her upper thigh. If I were a betting man, she's not wearing anything under Jaxon's shirt if the amount of skin I see is any indication.
God the things I want to do to that body.
"Just grabbing some stuff to sleep on the couch. I didn't mean to wake you." I said quietly.
"Don't be silly." She pulled the blankets back. "Get in bed."
I'm a weak man. I didn't even think about arguing. I stripped off my shirt and pants down to my boxers catching her looking at me biting her lip.
I crawled under the covers and went to pull her into my body to snuggle, but she had other plans.
She straddled me and bent down to kiss me deeply. Her hips rolling against mine. Soft moans leaving her lips dying on my tongue. My tongue soothing hers.
"Zander" she breathed against my mouth.
"Yeah, baby?" She's grinding so slowly and hard against my cock my words come out as a groan.
"I want you inside me." She sighs.
I smile against her lips. " what else do you want?" I tease.
"I want you to fuck me hard. Make me scream." She moans softly.
She's soaked against my boxers. I've never wanted to curse the thin layer of fabric so much before in my life. "Anything for you, babygirl."
I roll her over under me sliding the t-shirt off her body and strip my boxers before climbing back between her thighs. Lifting her legs over my shoulders I aligned my cock with her sweet velvety entrance. Her eyes begging me to give in to her. I smirk down at Lennix knowing just how loud she can get. I put my hand over her mouth.
I'm not about to catch shit from Jax tomorrow for what I'm about to do.
"Jax is trying to sleep, babygirl. I'm going to need to you be a good girl and keep those gorgeous moans quiet ok? Just this once." I say smiling down at her.
She nods in understanding just before I bury myself deep inside her in one hard thrust. She moans out loud against my hand. I slid out slowly and back into her with force dragging out another loud sexy moan from her lips. I wish I could just release her delicious lips and hear them in all their glory.
I pound into her harder, faster as her nails drag down my back spurring me on. Her walls tighten around my cock making me groan. "That's right baby. Give it to me." I angle my hips to hit her g-spot over and over. Her moans become louder. I slide my hand down to her throat applying slight pressure. She bit down on her lip hard. Her sweet little cunt tightened around me like a vice. A deep growl left my lips. I threw my head back in pleasure and plowed into her harder. Faster. Deeper. I tugged on her nipple making her whimper and moan again. "Cum for me, baby. Let go on my big fat cock." Her eyes rolled back, her body tensed. She was right there. Her legs shook. I kept my hand on her throat and grabbed the back of her head with my other and pulled us together. My lips crashing against hers swallowing her screams as she found her release. Within seconds I let go painting her walls in my thick fluid and let her fall back to the bed. I release her leg around my hips and lean down covering her face in kisses as she giggled. Meeting my lips in a sweet tender kiss.
I run my lips over hers softly. "I never knew a quicky could be so draining." I was still breathing hard. She just laughed softly. "Obviously, whoever you were with before wasn't demanding enough for you to be tired with a quicky." She raised a brow. "Such a shame." She joked kissing me softly again before I rolled over pulling her to me and snuggled in to sleep.
I drew gentle circles on her back kissing the top of her head. "I love you, Lennix." I whisper into her hair. She snuggled into me tighter. "I love you too, Zander.”