Thank my lucky stars
I've been sitting here rocking Dani's unconscious body in the shower trying to wake her up. Sasha comes rushing in to the bathroom with her phone to her ear. She hangs up and rushes to me. "No no Dani please please wake up." She shouts at Dani. The boys run in grabbing Sasha and pulling her back.
"Get all of them to the jet, drug the assholes to keep them unconscious! No one is allowed to touch them til I get there. Take my sister home to my parents when Dani is stable I'll fly her home GO GO before ambulance gets here and takes our shot at them away."
"No I'm staying, I'm not leaving." Sasha yells. I nod my head at cain and he walks out of the room and comes back with the needle. I hate we have to do this but I need her out of here. The guys take her and the ass hats to the jet. Just as they take off the paramedics show up. They take Dani from me and throw her on the stretcher and I tell them that I came home and found her raped and overdosed on the floor without mentioning those asses. They shove a tube down her throat and begins doing compressions.
I follow them out to the ambulance, they tried to not let me come, tough luck I'm not leaving her side. They keep yelling back and forth to each other but I'm too focused on praying that she doesn't stop fighting. They put a heart monitor to make sure she still has a beat. Her breathing is weak and I'm fighting hard to remain strong. The drive to the hospital is short when we get there the heart monitor starts beeping.
"SHES CODING GET HER TO THE OR ASAP." No. I run after them but I'm stopped. "This is as far as you go son." One of the nurses tell me.
"That's my wife I'm not leaving her."
"Sir if you want us to save your wife you have to allow us to do our job. Shes flat lined we have to get to her so wait here."
I sit in the waiting room with my head in my hands, still soaked from the tub. I can't loose her. I should've stood home and protected her. My tears begin to spill and I feel like I'm going to loose it.
Its been eight hours and I haven't heard anything yet. I must have fell asleep in the waiting room because when I wake up my mom is pulling me in to a hug. "Mom?"
"I'm here baby. I hopped on Arlo's jet the minute Ryder called. I brought you some dried clothes." She tells me as she holds out sweatpants, t shirt with boxers. I grab my mom and she pulls me in to the most comfortable embraces ever. She cry's with me and I don't know what I would do without this woman.
"I can't loose her mom. I love her."
"I know baby go change and I'll see if I can find anything out." I nod my head and head in to the bathroom and change. When I come out my mom is talking to the nurse who told me I had to wait. When I get to them she tells us that Dani has been stabilized and they had to pump her stomach. She said that Dani is in a coma and that her waking up is all up to her.
She told us that if she wakes up and moving we have to get her to a rehab. She said the withdrawals will be bad but if we don't do this and allow her to continue using it will cause severe long term effects. When they lead us to her room I see her small body on the bed in the hospital gown that looks like it's meant for children. There's a bunch of monitors connect to her and she has a tube down her throat. I get in the chair next to her and grab her hand.
My mom takes a seat next to me as we talk about how things will be from now on, once we get back to Cali. She's gonna allow the girls to take over the dance studio and offered for us to take her beach house. Her friend that was staying there went back home because his father passed and he had to take over for him. We decided that us being in the house with her and dad for a while will be what's best until we get the girls cleaned.
A week has passed and Dani hasn't woken up yet. I'm still by her bedside holding her cold hand. "Come on Baby wake up please! I miss those beautiful eyes." Nothing still. I kiss her hand and begin to sing to her.
Sam Hunt Wanted
"You know I'd fall apart without you
I don't know how you do what you do
'Cause everything that don't make sense about me
Makes sense when I'm with you
Like everything that's green, girl, I need you
But it's more than one and one makes two
Put aside the math and the logic of it
You gotta know you're wanted too
'Cause I wanna wrap you up
Wanna kiss your lips
I wanna make you feel wanted
And I wanna call you mine
Wanna hold your hand forever
And never let you forget it
Yeah, I, I wanna make you feel wanted"
I feel my hand being squeezed and in no time she begins to panic. I yell for the doctor as I grab on to her shoulders. "Dani Dani i need you to calm down you're safe." The doctor rush in kicking me out, causing Dani to begin to panic again. After 45 minutes of waiting the doctors allow me back in to the room. I see Dani sat up in the bed but her eyes are close.
"She became aggressive and wasn't cooperating so we had to sedate her. She should be up in a bit." The older woman tells me as she leaves the room. When my mom gets here she has food for us and even got Dani something for when she wakes up.
After a few hours I see Dani's eyes start to flutter open again. I rush over and sit on her bed grabbing her arms before she freaks again. "Dani it's just me you're safe. They will never hurt you again baby. You're fucking safe." She looks at me with tears in her eyes and throws her arms around me as she cries. The doctor comes in again and begins to ask her questions.
The doctor points to her arm and ask her how she got that scar. Probably suicide look out. "It was my birth control it was removed." She tells them. That's what Philip took out thinking it was her tracker. She ask her a bunch of more questions, and told her all her blood work came back good. When the doctor leaves, me and mom tell Dani we're moving back to Cali. She didn't put up a fight and didn't talk much. She's awake and she's a live. I tell them I'm gonna use her shower so I can get cleaned up and ready for bed.
Once I step in the shower and the hot spray hits me all my muscles relax and a wave of relief washes over me. I allow myself to finally process everything as I begin to cry like a little bitch. I may have thought I knew love with melissa my ex girlfriend but the way I felt for her and the way I feel about Danica is completely different. I thought melissa broke my heart but almost losing Dani made me realize I didn't know shit until now.
I will wear her down and I have the perfect plan to make her mine. When I'm done I put on my sweat pants and walk out. I see my mom has left already. She and a few of the guys have been packing up the apartment and settling the school problem. I see Dani looking at her hands as she twiddles her thumbs. Her eyes are red a puffy probably from crying. "Hey!"
She looks up and my heart stops her clear blue eyes hold me captive and I'll gladly surrender to her. "I'm sorry." She says as she looks down again. Shaking her head as her tears begin to fall again. I climb in her bed and pull her to me. I kiss her head and make a silent promise to her that I'll never let anyone hurt her again. She falls asleep in my arms and I just hold her to me and thank all the lucky stars she's here.
It's been a few days but we are back in California now and we got the girls in to a rehab. They are going to be gone for a while because they need to go to a mental institution after. They need to do this to deal with all the trauma they have been through. With both girls gone I can finally focus on the one thing I've been itching for. Torture time!