1 The question
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Thank you for reading Tempted By Death, it’s time for Azrael´s story. This is the fifth book in the Alpha of the Alpha´s series. The fourth story is also ongoing right now, The Beta´s Heartbreak where Gus is the main character. I recommend that you start to read them in order but this one and The Beta´s Heartbreak can be read at the same time.
1 The Black Moon
2 The First Alpha´s son
3 Ivy Flame Marked
4 The Beta´s Heartbreak
5 Tempted By Death
I can honestly say that the first one is the hardest one to read not just because it contains a lot of information, but also because of my dyslexia and from my own pov they have gotten better. I have learned a lot along the way not only thanks to writing and the help of new programs, but also for all the help and support from all you readers and my amazing friends on Discord. I want to thank all of you for everything and for all the love you shower me with. It means a lot to me and you make me smile all day long.
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I close my eyes and push her head further down so that she has to take all of me into her mouth. Well, almost no one can take all of it. I close my eye and imagine a pair of two colored eyes and buck my hips up and I come inside her mouth with a loud groan. Miss what’s her name pull away smiling and I give her a smirk and stand up and close my pants.
“What are you doing?”
She asks when I start walking towards the door and I look at her over my shoulder.
“We agreed before I came here. One orgasm for you and then one for me. The deed is done so I’m out”
She slips her hand in between her legs rubbing her clit smiling at me
“What do you say about two?”
“I guess that I can do two”
I say and pull her up from the floor and bend her over the couch while I open my pants again and roll on a condom then I thrust inside her. This is not the woman I want to fuck, but I can’t have the woman I want because she fucking hates me. Why does she hate me? Yeah, because I used to fuck her sister. I was so fucking stupid! But the Moon Goddess played a trick on me so that I didn’t know about Pim. But I sensed her through Ivy and everytime I was close to Ivy and Pims home I almost went crazy.
Sure, something felt off but I was so sure it was Ivy that made me feel like that until I stood there in Ivy´s room and looked into Pim´s eyes. That was more than a year ago and I haven’t seen her many times since that. And the few times I have seen her, she just looks at me with disgust. I can’t say that I blame her.
I just wanted to run after her when she slammed the door shut and explain. Just explain, I wouldn’t have tried anything she was just seventeen at the time. It was exactly one year ago today and the day before her birthday. Beat that eighteenth birthday gift if you can… Tomorrow is her nineteenth birthday… but I’m not going there. I need to forget about her even if I have to fuck all women in the entire world to make it happen. The woman infront of me moans loudly and I shake the thoughts of Pim away, but then I get interrupted when I hear Lucifer in my head.
“I need you to come home now.”
I groan irritated and pick up my pace. I thrust wildly inside her and dig my fingers into her hips.
I order her and she starts to rub her sensitive nub. I feel her inner muscles squeeze me harder and harder until she comes apart. I pull out and use my hand to finish myself off coming inside the condom. When she heads to the bathroom, I go back home not bothering to say goodbye. When I step inside Luc´s house I immediately feel Ivy´s sent linger in the house and Pim´s face flash before my eyes. At first I thought their scent was similar but now when I have been closer to Pim they aren’t.
“Fuck that shit!”
I mumble and walk to Lucifers office. I swing his door open without knocking and he gives me a harsh look. Fuck him too!
“Look who it is?! The missing Angel.”
He says and place his hands behinds his head and studies me
“What do you want?” I snarl and he raises his eyebrows
“Ivy is going to kick your ass. She has been worried sick about you. Where have you been and why haven’t you answered her?”
“I have been busy.”
I tell him and close the door behind me. Guilt floods me when I think about Ivy. I like her, no I love her even though it’s not that kind of love and now I am hurting her too. But what can I say? I can’t tell her that her sister is the one that has been created for me and that I sensed Pim through her. I can’t tell Ivy that I only fucked her because they being sisters fucked up my senses. Sure, it was the curse to but Ivy would feel bad knowing that Pim hates me now. Ivy would be devastated to know that her sister is hurting because of it.
I can’t even imagine how it felt for Pim when she walked in and understood who I was to her and that I had just been fucking her sister. I might be an asshole most of the time but I would never have touched Ivy if I had known about Pim.
“Busy with what?” Luc asks and I glare at him
“That is none of your business! Why am I here?”
“We need to wait for Ivy.”
“Where have you been for six months?”
Ivy says, slapping my chest and I can’t help but smile at her.
It’s not a lie, I have been having some trouble with the in between and I haven’t been able to figure out why yet.
“Working? You could have told me! I have hardly seen you for a year and then you just disappear for six months. You are such a pest and I hate you so much right now.”
“I missed you too.”
I tease her and her features softens.
“Don’t do it again, if you have to go please just tell us. I was worried about you.”
“I promise and I’m sorry.”
I say and turn back to Luc that smirks at me. Great, now he probably thinks that my little magic slip was because of Ivy. Lucifer gestures for us to sit down and I slump down in the chair with a deep sigh.
“I have been wanting to talk to the both of you about this. I have been thinking about it for a while now, months actually. Ivy I love you and I want you to be happy.”
“I love you too.”
She tells him and I press my lips into a thin line knowing that I will never be able to tell Pim that and she will definitely never tell me that she loves me.
“Azrael you are my best friend and one of the few people I trust.”
I’m not sure that I like where this conversation is heading, but I lean back in my seat and fight to keep my emotions in check.
“Azrael I want to ask you something, I know that is a big thing to ask for and I don’t want your answer today.”
I give him a nod and I’m happy that I’m sitting down when he asks me the one thing that I never would have guessed
“I would want you to make Ivy pregnant.”
I stare at my friend in disbelief. This can’t be happening! He just asked me to make my girl’s sister pregnant. The whole thing from when Pim walked in on us to this point is so fucked up that it’s almost funny. Except its not funny, its just twisted and wrong. I scratch my head and look at Ivy who seems to be just as surprised as I am. She look at me and her cheeks turn bright red.
“Lucifer are you serious?” She ask him
“Yes, I am serious and I want the both of you to think about it.”
I want to stand up and scream no but I don’t because then I have to explain that Pim is the woman that sneaky fucking Moon Goddess created for me for God knows what reason. I don’t understand why she went against my order when I told her that I didn’t want a woman. I love Evelyn and I still do. I hate to admit that my love for Pim is stronger and that is just one of the hundred reasons I feel guilty and like the biggest ass alive. But would Pim even care if I made her sister pregnant? Does she even care about me? Does she even think about me?
The last time I saw her, she had a boyfriend and the fucker was practically dry humping her in the middle of the street. Yes, I have been keeping an eye on her. I have been torturing myself with her smell and then the smell after she leaves her boyfriend smelling like him and sex. That’s why I decided to fuck other women. Get inside one hole to forget the one you really want, but it dosent work and I feel more shitty every time I do it.
I hear Lucifer say and I realize that I have been lost in thoughts
“Ivy can you please leave us?”
He says, turning to his woman. She gives him a quick kiss and then she smiles at me before she leaves.
“What is going on with you?” Luc asks and I sigh
“It’s nothing that you have to worry about.”
“And that little magic trick of yours, what was that?”
“Why are you being so fucking nosy? That is none of your business!”
I growl and he glares at me
“Azrael you are my friend and I know that something is wrong. Let me help you.”
I snort and look away from him
“Is this about Ivy? Do you have feelings for her?”
I groan and clench my hands into fists to keep myself from breaking something.
“It has nothing to do with Ivy.”
“I know that you are lieing. Remember that I told you that I wouldn’t mind if you love her and want her. If you agree with what I just asked then I think that you should consider marking her too.”
Wow, this is just getting better and better. Make her pregnant and mark her.
“I need to go.”
I say and stand up. If I don’t leave now I will fucking lose it.
Luc says and I stop half way out of the door and look at him over my shoulder
“I understand that this is very hard for you. Losing your child and Evelyn, I can’t even imagine how painful that must be but you need to give yourself a chance to be happy again. All I’m asking for is that you think about this and if you say no that is okay.”
I give him a nod and leave. He has no idea how hard this is and I don’t deserve to be happy after what I have done to Pim.