I Like You
"We just started studying an hour ago, how can you need a break already?" I chuckled as he laid back against the couch and munched on some chips.
"This stuff makes my head hurt. I mean I get why it's important, but what will I need it for in my business degree?"
"History is important whether you're a garbage man or a lawyer. You should want to know where you came from or the struggles people went through back then for our freedom today." I said as I folded my arms over my chest and pouted.
"You know you're really cute when you scold me."
He sat up and placed his hands on the side of my face and pulled me to him, planting a soft kiss against my pursed lips. The action took me by such a surprise that I stayed there completely still causing an awkward exchange between the two of us. He retreated to his spot with a disappointed look and I couldn't help but feel like a total jackass.
"I'm sorry Colin, you just surprised me that's all. I wasn't expecting us to be...well..." I rubbed the back of my neck only making the situation worse with my response.
He grabbed my hand and smiled at me then said "I thought I made it pretty clear last night that I liked you. Maybe I should have said it instead of being too forward. I'm sorry but I just can't help the way I feel about you or how I feel when I'm around you."
My cheeks must have been glowing red with as hot as they felt right now and it only made him smile bigger. He leaned forward again and kissed each one of my scorching cheeks, making me blurt out my secret without even thinking.
"I'm a virgin!" As soon as the words left my mouth I just knew he would bolt for the door but instead, he just sat there with a quizzical look on his face.
We sat there for a few seconds until he said "And?"
I looked at him like he was crazy and said "And what? That doesn't freak you out or make you think I'm pathetic or make you want to run out and tell everyone you know that I'm a loser for being 20 and still a virgin?"
He burst out laughing and all I could see was red. And there it is! I knew I should have kept my mouth shut! He must have noticed my reaction because he quickly stopped laughing and got serious.
"Britt, I don't think it's pathetic at all. I find it admirable. You wouldn't believe the number of girls who throw themselves at me because of who I am, as if being with me would give them a reason to do whatever they wanted without getting in trouble because of who my dad is or my money."
I never thought about that, he must have tons of girls at his feet but why did he want me?
"I didn't realize that. I'm sorry I know what it's like for people to only want to be with you for money or status."
I folded my hands in my lap and looked down as I fiddled my thumbs. I always tried to forget the past but no matter what it always seemed to come back to haunt me and I wasn't lying when I said I knew what he felt like because it happened to me.
"Hey, " He lifted my chin and looked into my eyes and said "I like you, Britt. I like the fact that you've never once asked me for anything and that you've treated me no different than anyone else at school."
I smiled slightly then said, "Just because your dad is the dean and you're loaded doesn't mean I would want something from you, to be honest, I didn't even know anything about you until my roommate spilled the beans."
"Has your opinion changed about me?"
He leaned in closer, covering my lips with his and poured all his emotions into that one, deep, slow kiss, sending shivers down my neck. My body came alive from his touch causing my cells to awaken from their deep slumber, making every neuron in my brain begin to fire at lightning speed, sending signals to my arms to wrap them around his neck and pull him closer. But my inner voice screamed "STOP."
I pulled away softly and stared into his wide eyes with an apologetic look before he tucked a strand of hair behind my ear and said "I'll never push you into doing something you aren't comfortable doing, I mean that Britt."
I smiled and nodded my head, too ashamed to speak for fear my words would come out in desperate breaths as my body begged for him to do more, touch me, make me feel what no guy has ever made me feel before, but could he? Was my hesitation really because of what was going to take place in three weeks or was it because somewhere deep down inside me, I wished it was Ethan that was here with me?
I watched as Colin restrained himself, and got back to studying. Every now and then he leaned in and kissed my cheek or my forehead and before I knew it all my anxieties melted away and I suddenly felt extremely comfortable with him. He was fine with taking things slow and I couldn't be any happier because if we decided to take things to the next level I didn't want it to be any time soon, because I would never forgive myself if I hurt him but my mind was already made up and I was going to lose my virginity exactly the way I wanted or did I?
After we had studied for almost 6 hours, Colin gathered his things and went home. He wasn't too happy about me staying by myself but he knew I wouldn't let him stay over either. He text me when he got home and we continued talking for another hour before my eyes began to shut on their own. We said our goodbyes and soon I was fast asleep.
"Tell me what you want!"
I squirmed as he ran his finger along my inner thigh and up over my quivering pussy. I hissed as he smacked my hip for moving, knowing damn well he wasn't going to play nice tonight. I pulled against the soft restraint of the ribbon tied around my wrists that was secured to the bed frame.
*smack* The sting left by his palm sent tingles up my spine and only made my body beg for more. Bucking my hips up, I earned another slap to my hip.
"Quit moving, or you won't be getting your reward!"
His voice stirred something deep inside me, something that made me submit to his every command, something that would let him do whatever he wanted to with my body as long as it brought immense pleasure to us both.
"Yes, Master." I squeaked out as his hands continued their journey around my naked body.
"Remember to use your safe word."
My whole body froze at his words, my mouth began watering and my fingers itched to touch him. He knew every inch of me and what made my toes curl and he pushed my limits every time. We've been doing this for a while now and I've never had to use my safe word because no matter what, I trusted him as I knew he would never hurt me.
He began tracing around my breasts with the strings of the flogger, causing little goosebumps to form along the trail. He raised it slightly and smacked it against my breast causing my body to jerk from the unexpected action. He placed it back on my belly and dragged it across my other breast and slapped it just like the first time. I could feel my pussy leaking as he continued the same pattern, tickling my sensitive skin then whacking it, leaving a satisfying sting in it's wake.
He walked away from the bed and opened the drawer of his cabinet pulling out a riding crop. Everything inside of me began to burn with desire at the pleasure I was about to receive while he slowly walked back to my side slapping the leather keeper against his palm. The sound of it hitting his skin made my pussy gush and his smile grew as he stalked closer to me.
I could feel the coolness of the tip against the top of my thigh where he tapped it three times then struck the tender area on the inside of my leg.
"Aughhhhhhhh." My hands clenched into fists as he continues the same pattern on the other leg, then on my stomach and breasts.
My warm, reddened flesh was throbbing from the sensual assault and I felt as if I were going to explode if he didn't relieve the pressure building in my clit soon. Just as if he could read my mind, he slid his hand in between my legs and through my slick folds before landing on my pulsating clit. He began rubbing it quickly then slipped his hand down to my folds again making me whimper from his sudden release away from my nub. He dipped has finger inside me and pumped it in and out making the warmth spread throughout my body.
The torture continued forever with him rubbing my clit roughly only to stop abruptly, leaving me in a panting mess on the bed. He bent down and captured my nipple in his mouth, biting and tugging it as he continued to bring me so close to climax then pulling away before I lost control. My body was shaking with anger and the longer he teased me the more my emotions got the best of me.
"CHERRY! CHERRY! CHERRY!"
I jolted awake from the intense feeling building in my core. I never felt this turned on before even from the other dream I had and I knew that if I didn't lose my virginity soon, I wouldn't be able to keep things slow between Colin and I for long.
Holy crap! Colin does like her!!
How could she be thinking of Ethan when she basically kicked him out of her life?
Who else wishes she would just give in and let Colin show her how good he can make her feel?
And what about the dream? Is it about the same guy or is it just her frustrated state of mind that is conjuring up these images??????