Sinful Release Is Powerful
The pressure inside me was building and no matter how my times the little angle on my shoulder told me to stop, that this was wrong, the devil across from her egged me on. Sweat beads broke out across my chest and began running down my body. Tingles danced along my legs as the bittersweet feeling began bubbling to the surface.
She fluttered the feather faster and faster, making my legs shake as her grip on my jaw tightened. Shockwaves blasted through my body when she whispered, "Cum, Britt."
Knowing I couldn't hold on any longer, I let go of all my inhibitions and screamed out as she slowly pulled the feather away. She let go of me as every fiber inside went limp and I crashed against the wall in utter bliss. Even though I wanted to hate myself for falling apart at her hands, I couldn't be mad. This is what I signed up for and if letting her bring me to paradise was a precursor for what Ethan could one day do then I would let her keep doing it.
"I think that's enough for tonight. Don't hate yourself, Britt. It's all part of this world and it doesn't mean anything. The sooner you convince yourself of that, the better off you'll be."
With that, she closed the door behind her, leaving me to get dressed. A hard lump rose in my throat and the guilt from before was back. I just orgasmed with someone who wasn't my boyfriend. Taking a deep breath, I pushed the thoughts out of my mind and put my clothes back on. Once I was dressed, I opened the door and left the club with more anxiety than I had when I came.
I got into my car and took off towards my house but as I drove down the road, my mind began to wonder back to my encounter with Mistress. She was right, I had nothing to be ashamed of and the sooner I blocked it out, the better. If I was going to continue doing this I was going to need to leave it at the club. And that's just what I was going to do.
The next day, I agreed to work the lunch and supper rush for James. He was having a lot more business than usual and was in the process of hiring another chef to work during the day while I worked at night. Plus, it would give me more time off to do other things.
"Britt, can I see you in private??" James asked as he walked into the kitchen.
"Just give me a minute." I said as I plated one of the lunch specials before putting it under the warming light.
Taking off my apron and coat, I hung them on the hook and went to James' office to see him. When I walked in, he smiled and said, "Did you know Ethan had a birthday coming up?"
My eyes widened with trepidation. How could I not have known his birthday?
"No I didn't." I said in disbelief as I looked down at my lap.
"It's not your fault you didn't know. He hasn't told anyone his birthday, even his partners."
"Let's just say he never really enjoyed celebrating it as a child."
"Okay, so when is it?"
"February 12th. Two weeks from today."
"But he isn't coming back for another month. He called me this morning and said that Julia needs therapy for four weeks so he will stay to help her until then."
"Well then, we will just have to throw him a party when he gets back."
"If he doesn't like to celebrate his birthday, how do you think he will feel about a party?" I asked in a sarcastic tone.
"My brother has always been a bit of a hard-ass. He drove people away his whole life, hell he even quit talking to me for a year after our father passed away. And lets not talk about my brother, sister and mom who he hasn't spoken to in a long time. Since he met you, he has been the happiest he has ever been."
Hearing his words made me feel on top of the world. Just thinking that I was responsible for making him happy again was heartwarming but even that came with consequences. Because the truth was, he was broken before and even though me being with him may have healed his previous pain, what's to say what I've been hiding from him wouldn't cause more? A worse type of pain, a betrayed type of pain.
"That's nice of you to say, James but I couldn't have been the only reason his mood changed." Joking as I said it, I looked up to see him studying me intently.
"You don't believe me. Do you?"
"I didn't say that. I just don't think I'm the only reason he has changed."
"Believe whatever you want to believe but I know my brother and I have never seen him like this before. Anyway, back to the business at hand. I want to throw him a party."
"And you want me to cater it?"
"No. I want you to help me plan it."
"I have only known him for 4 months, two of those of which he tried to avoid me at all cost. What makes you think I am the best person to plan this with you?"
"Look I know you two haven't been together for long but you still know him better than most people who know him."
"Ok. Where do we start?"
For the rest of the lunch rush, I spent my time between the kitchen and going through ideas with James about the party. After deciding on a simple dinner with his partners, James and his wife, we still needed to make a menu. He argued with me that I shouldn't be cooking but I told him it would be the best gift I could give him and I wouldn't take no for an answer.
After my shifts were over, I left the restaurant and headed home. Just like the night before, Tara's car wasn't home and again I would be sleeping in that house alone. Having a roommate was only good when they were around but when they had a happy, normal relationship with their boyfriend, they could be complete jerks.
Once I had taken a shower and finally made a decision about what I was going to eat, I sat on the couch and turned on the TV. I had just finished another episode of the stupid housewife show when the doorbell rang making me jump with glee. I ran over and opened it but the delivery guy wasn't behind it.
"Ethan?" I screamed before throwing myself into his arms and nearly knocking him over.
"I guess I surprised you." He laughed as he held me tight and walked us into the house.
"What are you doing here?"
"I wanted to see you."
"She kicked me out. She said I was beginning to annoy her all the moping around."
"You missed me?" I asked while looking into his eyes.
The doorbell rang again alerting me to my meal and I excused myself before taking the bags from the delivery guy and tipping him. I turned around and smiled as I placed all the bags down on the coffee table.
"How is it that a gourmet chef finds take-out, gratifying?"
"I may be a chef but there's nothing wrong with admitting that you are horrible at cooking Chinese food and Tim Su's has the best in the country."
He followed me into the kitchen to get some plates and forks then placed everything by the food before sitting down next to me on the floor.
"Whether you cooked it or not, I'm just glad I'm here to share it with you."
He kissed my forehead as I dove into the lo mein and my heart skipped a beat. His presence made my body ache for his touch and wanting to give myself to him had never been more clear than right now. Dropping my chopsticks on the table, I leaned over and straddled him as he stared into my eyes.
"Ethan, I want you."
Pressing my lips to his, I slid my hands up an down his chest as he gripped my hips and deepened the kiss. I could feel his heart hammering in his chest and the bulge in his pants hardening with every swipe of my tongue inside his mouth.
Pulling away from the kiss, he looked at me and asked, "Are you sure about this?"
Slipping my shirt over my head, I threw it onto the couch and returned to kissing him as he ran his hands up and down my back, landing on the clasp of my bra and unsnapping it. He pulled the straps down, revealing my swollen breasts and began rubbing my nipples with his thumbs.
Moaning into his mouth, he pinched them both making me throw my head back in bliss while he peppered my neck with open mouth kisses. A pool of arousal soaked through my panties and his dick twitched in his pants. In one swift movement, he stood up and carried us both to my bedroom and kicked the door closed with his foot.
Laying me down on the bed, he pulled his jacket off and began unbuttoning his shirt and loosening his tie while I lay beneath him silently begging him to touch me. His movements were painstakingly slow, making me squeeze my legs together just for a little relief from the pressure building inside me.
This was it, what I had been waiting for from the moment I had met him, and I had never been more scared in my life. I felt my pulse throbbing in my clit as he ran his hands up my legs and grabbed my waistband then began pulling them down as he looked at me. Our eyes connected and everything inside of me burst with happiness. If this was what perfection was, I couldn't wait for more.
Why would Ethan hide his birthday? Sounds like a story there!!! What kind of party will this turn out to be, especially since he doesn't like sharing the day with anyone.
Britt needs to come clean with Ethan before things get more serious than they are and she breaks his heart. He's obviously been through a lot and she knows it but she keeps hiding things from him.
ETHAN CAME HOME TO HER!!!! AWWWWWW. Now will she let him take her virginity or will she stop him again.