It's been a month since I heard from Hunter especially after the question I asked him I feel so bad I wish I would have never asked him that. I can't stop thinking about him
Ms. Lisa: Nevaeh
Ms. Lisa: Get your head out of the clouds and get back to work!!
Nevaeh: Yes ma'am
I hurry back to work and get my day finished; today feels like a blur my mind is surely cloudy
Natalie: Earth to Nevaeh
Nevaeh: Huh what happened
Natalie: Which dress should I wear tonight. The red one or the blue one
Nevaeh: Umm red
She looked at both dresses
Natalie: Blue it is
Nevaeh: I hate you
She stick out her tongue
Natalie: What's up with you
Nevaeh: What you mean
Natalie: I mean since you been back you been different
Nevaeh: I mean I
I look down
Natalie: What is it
Nevaeh: Have you ever wanted more out of life
Natalie frowned her face up at me
Nevaeh: So you telling all you ever wanted out of life is what you got
Natalie: Yes I am happy with it because I always got something to fall back on
Nevaeh: With all you can do Making clothes, eyeshadow, hats and scarfs, and you just very talented with you hands. You mean to tell me you okay where you are.
Natalie: Yes long as I got a job I am a okay.
Natalie: I am comfortable with where I am i wouldn't change it for nothing in the world.
When she said the I realized I didn't want to be that person. I can't just be comfortable. A rise person once said "If you stand for nothing what would you fall for". I don't have time to wait for it .
Nevaeh: Nat I have to go
Natalie: You coming to the club tonight
Nevaeh: No I don't think I will be able to I somethings to do
Natalie: Okay.. see you when I see you
I wink at her and left. As I am leaving I get a phone call
Nevaeh: G what's up
Golden: I miss you
Nevaeh: I miss you more.
Golden: Soo what you doing
Nevaeh: Leaving my best friends house
Golden: Call me when you get home please!!!!
Then she hung up immediately; don't know what that is about but okay. I get on the bus and I think about the fact that I really miss be at the office with Miceal and I can't stop thinking about Hunter oh and God do I miss the cottage that bed and being able to run with no interruptions. I miss it!
I get off at the near stop and start to walk the rest of the way home and from a distance I see a black Escalade parked then I hear a voice scream out to me so I immediately started running to her I mean hey it's Golden
We hug and scream in the streets neighbors looking outside hoping to see a fight. Then I paused and look at the car hoping who I think it is in the car
Golden: He's not here
Golden: He wanted to be but its just his Father
Nevaeh: I understand
She looked down
Nevaeh: Is everything okay with him
Golden: Yeah he is good don't worry about him lets have us time
Nevaeh: You have me concerned now G talk to
Golden: Well his father past away 2 days ago
Nevaeh: I need to go to him
Golden: Well you cant he told Tony he didn't want to be bothered
Nevaeh: Yeah okay
I ran to the car beating on the window
The window rolls down
Tony: Ma'am hi how can I help you
Nevaeh: Take me to him
Tony: to whom
Tony: Ma'am I cant do that he gave me
Nevaeh: If you don't I will find him myself. Now take me because if he finds out I walked around looking for him because you wouldn't do it imagine what that means for you
Tony looked at me and looked at G
Tony: Get in
I tried texting and calling but it went straight to voicemail.
Neveah: Tony drive faster!!!
Golden: Calm down we will get to him in time
20 minutes later we arrived and this apartment building. I run out the car and I hear tony yell out
Tony: Apartment 1801
I run past the desk clerk and went straight to the elevators I push it until it comes down I push 18 to take me to the 18th floor I run out and look for 1801 and I bang on the door and scream his name
Nevaeh: Hunter!!! Its me please open the door Hunter!!!
I bang and bang on the door I fell to the ground and I began to cry then when I got no answer I got up and started to walk away when a lady across from Hunters apartment opened her door
Lady: He left a hour ago
Nevaeh: Thank you
Then I ran pushing the elevator to go back down. I paste back and forth in the elevator thinking God where could he be and then it hit I know exactly where he is at
Nevaeh: Tony!!! Take me to the beach now!!!
Tony: Yes ma'am
Golden: Why there
Nevaeh: He took me there before
Golden looks at Tony and they looked so confused. Once we hit the beach I see his car and I hop out the car
Nevaeh: Don't wait for me and I am sending you a number call my mom and let her know I am safe and with Hunter
Nevaeh: Oh and G thank you!
She smiled and I ran off looking for him all over I hear screaming and I ran towards the sound once I see the tree I ran even faster until I see him and with open arms I embraced him from behind. Immediately he froze up
Nevaeh: I'm sorry for your lose
He slowly grabbed my hands breaking free he turns around and looks at me with tears falling from his face. I took the cloth he gave me during my break down and wiped his eyes he looked down grabbed my hands and fell to his knees I rubbed his curl that was in his eye he looked up at me even though he was on his knees he was still at my stomach. And before I knew it he grabbed me and buried his head in my stomach and cry like a baby and I just comforted him.
We eventually end up laying under that tree all night and when the sun came up Hunter looked as if he was in a trans he didn't get no sleep he just laid there. So I get up and pulled him up by his hand
Nevaeh: Come on time to go
He doesn't say a word he just do as he is told so I put him in the passenger seat and I took his keys out his pocket and I hop in the driver seat I remember the address and so I set it up in the navigation on his car and let it lead me to his apartment I parked his car got out my side and ran to his side un did the seatbelt and grabbed his hand and wrapped it around me staggering to the front entrance walking past the front desk and all the people in the lobby staring at us I pushed the elevator and finally it came and I made it up to his floor I check the keys to see which one is his and I found it. Side note this place is beautiful black marble floor black leather sofas a fire place the all black and silver kitchen with a breakfast bar its one bedroom all black velvet comforter set nice window view inside the bedroom was a big beautiful beige and off white bathroom with a jet set tub on one end and a shower on the other with his black towels folded on top of the toilet ready for use.
I sat him on the bed and began to take off his shoes then his socks and eventually all his clothes and lead him to the shower I turned the shower on and put him in and close the door I walked away and realized he was just standing there so I went back in there I looked at him for a minute and I picked up his wash cloth and began to clean him I washed his back then he turned around for me to wash the front of him which was extremely hard to since he didn't stop staring at me the whole time I grabbed the other bar soap which I assumed was for his face I rubbed it in my hands and rubbed it on his face and washed it then he got on his knees so I could wash his hair and he let me he me the whole time I did it too once I was done I got out turned the water off grabbed his body towel wrapped it around his waist and lead him out the bathroom and sat him at the end of his bed I went to the closet and got what look like a pair of pajama pant and I white tee and some lotion and I lotion up his whole body except two areas his butt and his big friend in the there. yeah you get why!!! Anyways I get him dressed and lay him down to get some rest when he grabs my hand I looked at him
Hunter: Stay with. Please I don't want to be alone
Nevaeh: I not I am just going to be in the front okay
He grips my hand tighter and pats on the bed
Nevaeh: But my clothes are soaked I don't want to wet up your bed
He gets up pulling me with him and we goes back to his closet he grabbed one of his dress shirts took it off the hanger unzipped my shirt taking it off of me then unbuckling my pants pulling them down and then turning me around taking off my bra then kneeling down taking off panties I was covering my breasts he looked at me and the shirt on my shoulders our eyes connected and never left each other as I put my arms and he button the shirt then he goes to his drawer further down and pulls out a pair of boxers kneeling down again he jesters me to put one foot after the other in then pulls them with his hand around my waist he pulls me close and hugs me so tight then holding my hand he leads me back in the bathroom where two wooden French door where his towels is on the top and under it was a nice Samsung washer and dryer and he put his stuff and mines in his washer then close the doors and left with my hand in his bed. He laid down and tugged me to lay with him so I did I laid down and we laid face to face looking in each others eyes then he pulled me close and laid on my chest I played with his hair and ear and he fell straight to sleep and I did too.
2 or 3 hours went by and when I woke up Hunter was no where to be found so I get to a buzzing phone
Nia: You okay
Nia: How is Hunter
Nevaeh: He making it
Nia: Okay well I just wanted to check on you
Nevaeh: Thank you
Nia: I will see later
Nevaeh: Yeah maybe I just want him to be okay
I hear talking in the living room I look to who it is but I couldn't see the other person
Nevaeh: Mama I am going to call you back
I hang up from her and Hunter came it
Nevaeh: You scared me
Hunter: How did you sleep
Nevaeh: I should be asking you that
Hunter: Better than I have in a while. Thank you for being here for me
Nevaeh: Anytime. I got your back
He smiled and took me by the hand to the living room. Where some people was who I never saw before
Nevaeh: Oh wow Hunter!!
Hunter: Mom, Lil bro, Granny this is Lily oh sorry Nevaeh my friend
They looked at me with they're mouth open God I am so embarrassed
Carsten: Damn Hi friend
Hunter: This is my mother Vita
Nevaeh: Hi Mrs. Vita sorry for your lose well all of your lose
Hunter: And this is my most prize possession my love Grandma but everyone calls her
Granny: You can call me Granny
She said smiling and her hands reaching out for me
Granny: Come to me I want to touch your hands
I go to her kneel down and give her my hands she holds them tight and close her eyes and when she opens them she kisses my hands and then takes my forehead and kisses it too
Granny: Nice to meet you Lilyanna
Nevaeh: Very nice to meet you
Carsten: Hey Big bro can't we talk over here for a second
Hunter: Yeah What's up
Carsten: Um quick question do she know who you really are
Hunter: No I haven't told her
Carsten: How the hell are you going to hide that especially at the funeral
Hunter: I don't know I didn't think this through. Since you get it will you help me please
Carsten: You lucky I love you
They walk back over
Carsten: Mom we should go
Mrs. Vita: What we need to talk funeral arrangements
Hunter: I will handle all of that
Carsten: Yeah me too
He says pushing her out the door then his Granny taps me
Granny: I look forward to seeing more of you Lilyanna
Nevaeh: Yes Ma'am
Granny: Pop pop I will be seeing you
Hunter: I love you Granny
She kisses him
Nevaeh: I love her
Hunter: Apparently she loves you too
He takes my hand and kisses it
Hunter: You hungry
Hunter: You like stir fry
Nevaeh: You got shrimp
Hunter: Let me check .. yup
Nevaeh: Then lets get cooking
Hunter: No how about you go take a bath and get dressed I will prepare dinner and set the table
Nevaeh: No I should be doing this for you
He puts his hand over my mouth and pushes me to the bathroom
Hunter: Bathroom now take sometime to yourself please I got you.
Nevaeh: Okay okay I'm going
And he left.
After an hour of getting myself together I came out to the lights dim and candles lit at the breakfast bar
Nevaeh: Such a Gentleman
Hunter: I try. Now sit please
I sit down and her goes to the fridge
Hunter: White or red
Nevaeh: Surprise me
He sat the wine on the counter and went to the stove and made the plates God it smells amazing!!
Hunter: Here you go
Nevaeh: why thank you!
Then he sat down next to me he looked me I looked at him
Hunter: I need to tell you something
Nevaeh: What is it
Hunter: I um
He looks down I touched him on his hand
Nevaeh: Hunter What is it?
He looked up at me. And before I knew it he kissed me. I was stiff at first but then my hands went around his neck and he pulled me close and sat me on his lap; his went up and down my back then he pulls back
Hunter: I get so vulnerable around you and it hurt when you said why am I so perfect because I am not I am just as messed up as the next guy
Lily: I'm sorry
He looked at me and I bit my bottom lip
Hunter: Lily you.. I
Then while he was talking he looked at me he pulled me closer.
Hunter: I desire you but because I am afraid to hurt you I back off and give you space when I just want to be with you every chance I get. And plus I haven't known you long and it might sound weird saying that I desire to just be with you and I don't want to lose you and I like that with you I can just be myself.
And be I knew I kissed him.
Lily: I feel the same way I long for you when you are not around
And he brushed my hair behind my ear lightly touching the side of my face with his thumb brushing my bottom lip
Hunter: I have never felt this way before
Lily: Me neither
I hugged him and he buried his head in my chest
Hunter: Can you stay with me
Lily: I would love too
He hold on tight kissing my neck I rubbed the top of his head as his tongue burned each part of my skin then he looked at me unbuttoning my shirt he took his index finger licked it and touch the curve of my chest then he stopped
Hunter: You are beautiful more than I expected or imagined
Then his head went down to my stomach he sniffed my stomach and licked a part of it and unbuttoned my jeans he looked at me as if he was asking me can he touch there I quickly shook my head yes then while looking at me with those piercing grey eyes his finger entered me and my eyes close and my head went back but he stopped me
Hunter: No please look at me don't leave my eyes
I did so as he continued to go deeper I bit my bottom lip but I don't what is was but this moment was different I saw him his heart his feelings I felt what he felt for me it was like we were one in this moment when he got deep enough he went in a circular motion and I started to shake I gripped his neck harder but our eyes never left each other his other hand undid my bra and I took it of for him and his tongue traces my nipple then he put my breast in his mouth sucking and licking my nipple so hard all I could do was moan so I felt like I shouldn't be getting all the pleasure so I untied his pajama pants and grabbed his penis which was so hard his eyes got big and he bit bottom lip and he begin to shake and breath heavy he started to close his eyes but I caught him
Lily: Focus on me
Hunter: Mmmh Mmmmmh oh my God (gasping)
Then I turned his head and licked his neck and bit him slightly then his speed picked up
Hunter: You are so wet
Lily: You are big
We laughed then he kissed me and he picked up speed again going in circles inside me so I tightened my grip and went faster too and looking in his eyes he came I felt him burst all and I got all on my hand then he his hand went harder and deeper with my breast back in his mouth I exploded all over his hand and I screamed so loud I know the neighbors heard me a tear came out his eye and tears flew down my face too. We exhaled looked each other and then he gave me napkins for my hand while he licked me off his hand I blushed
Hunter: I can't wait to actually feel you in my mouth
He says as he continues to lick his hand I bit my lip then I put his hand down and kissed him
Hunter: Shall we eat
Lily: Yes I think the food needs to be warmed back up and you need to change your pants
He looked down
Hunter: Oh wow yup you right!!
Lily: I will warm up the food
He takes me off his lap and get out the chair and walks away to change and damn his walk makes my legs shake. But while he is changing I warm up the food and put my clothes on right but I can't find my bra I look on the floor and I don't see it then I look up to see Hunter twirling something around his finger it's my bra!! So I ran to him and he holds up where I can't reach it
Lily: Hunter give me my bra
Then he sniffs it
Hunter: You smell nice
Lily: Hunter you are not funny give it here
Hunter: But I want to keep it so I can smell it when I think of you
Lily: No!! I need it
Hunter: Me too
He smiled I blushed and stopped I looked at him and started tickling him he laughed so hard then he fell on his couch with me on top of him he stopped and starred at me and I starred back
Hunter: I like you a lot Lilyanna
Lily: I like you a lot to Hunter
Hunter: Here you go
Lily: Thank you
I put my bra on and he went and grabbed the food
Hunter: Now let's eat for real
We ate talked kissed talked some more laughed we were enjoying each other's company
Hunter: Favorite Disney Movie I know you got one
Lily: Beauty and the Beast
Hunter: And I know you have another one
Hunter: Curious of why
Lily: Bell was normal she liked books and she loves her family she just wanted more than she had but she was willing to work for it too and when she saw the beast she was able to love him even beyond looks she liked what was on the inside and Cinderella had faith that one day her life would change even through being put as a made in your own house and token from normal to lower than low she kept the faith that one day my life will be better and she didn't even know the prince was a prince when she met him she thought he was a normal guy who she fell madly in love with after one day and she had hoped to meet him again and when she did she didn't know she was talking to a future king she thought the help maybe and when she did find out she just knew he would not fall for her know who she really was and how she dressed but he didn't judge her he loved her anyway.
Hunter: You have a strange way of seeing a story
Hunter: But I like it
I smiled. He starred off into space for a minute. I went to touch him and he jumped. I pulled my hand back
Hunter: No I am sorry
His eyes are different. He quickly gets up and run to the bathroom so I give him a minute. Then I go knock on the door
Lily: Hunter I am here for you please don't shut me out
I sit with my back leaned against the door
Lily: Okay well I talk you listen. Knock if that's okay
Lily: Okay I am about to tell you something I have never told anyone this but most of my life I have felt like Bell and Cinderella so busy doing for or well trying to please others that I put myself on the back burner and now when better finally approaches me I am waiting to wake up from this dream because wrong has been my life I do understand right. So when you came along you are a guy a girl dreams of like Prince Charming. You say your not perfect but to me your are everything I need. So if I can be the same to you or at least I can try.
It was quite for a while
Hunter: I wasn't taught to show emotions I was if you were a guy who showed emotions like crying then you were a pussy. And by me being a man I had be a protector, provider, and strong. My father taught me that and he was all that I looked up to him I even did time in the war like he did just to so he can be proud but it wasn't enough. He always told me you can do better and believe me I tried. He just appreciated my brother more. It didn't stop me from loving him I just never let my guard down again and I kept everything at arms length and nobody thought anything of it because I am not easy to read. I wish I knew he was proud of what his first born has turned out to be.
Lily: it hurts not knowing but I have a feeling his chest is stuck out because you turn out better than he imagine you would be
The door opened so I quickly popped up. He looked at me then he grabbed me and hugged me
Hunter: Thank you for listening.
He went to kiss me and I stopped him
Lily: Let's take things slow
Hunter: I am confused
Lily: Let me comfort you
He grabs me with his hand leading to my butt but I stopped him
Lily: This is a distraction and
Hunter: You think I'm not ready for sex
Lily: No I'm not ready
Hunter: Wait why
Lily: Um you need compassion and comfort not
Hunter: But I want you now.. Everywhere I can possibly have you I have every since th-
Lily: The what
Hunter: Never mind I'm sorry
Lily: As much as I want you we need to take things slow and you need heal properly
Hunter: Your right. Sorry
Lily: I know something you need
Hunter: And what's that
I took his hand and we went to his bedroom I laid him down and laid next to him I wrapped my arms around him and he laid his head on my shoulder.
Hunter: This is what I call a happy ending
He said as he gripped me tighter. And we fell asleep.