I had never felt more love for anyone than this woman right here in my arms. She was right, we both had screwed up lives, we both had different outlooks on life than most people, and to me that just meant we were truly meant to be together. Why I fought it for so long and kept pushing her away was beside me. I could kick my own ass for ever thinking she would choose someone else over me. It was obvious in her words, in her eyes, and in her kiss how much she chose me and I felt like the luckiest son of a bitch in the world.
And right now, all I wanted was to feel the love between us, have her body pressed so tightly against mine that we felt like we were one person.
I deepened our kiss as I pulled her tighter to my chest, groaning into her mouth as I felt her slide her hands down my back, along my spine. I loved the feel of her hands on me and I would never grow tired of it.
Her perky breasts were pressed tight up against my chest and I could almost make out the metal barbells piercing her and damn was it hot.
When her hands snuck up the back of my shirt and pressed against my flesh, I couldn’t help but hiss out a breath, breaking the kiss. Her touch left my skin hot and I needed to feel more of her.
I gripped her chin then and forced her to look up at me. “I might be a little rough, but I need to claim you...” I breathed out, my voice full of sand and deep from my desire for her, and she visibly shuttered in my arms. I loved how I could affect her like this.
She stepped back from me as I watched her grab her shirt, pull it over her head, and discard it on the floor. She stood gloriously topless in front of me and my mouth watered at the sight of her. Adrena was the most gorgeous woman I had ever laid eyes on. And she was mine, and I was going to show her just how much she was.
I closed the gap between us when I stepped up to her and grabbed her chin with one hand and cupped her ass with the other, before slamming my mouth down onto hers. She moaned, opening up for me as she dug her fingers into my hair, allowing me to take what I wanted. I danced my tongue around hers, tasting and claiming her mouth. I broke the kiss and trailed my hand down from her chin, over her neck, through her cleavage, and straight for the top of her pants. I couldn’t stand the thought of our clothes being in the way any longer.
So with one tug and pull, I had her jeans free and began tugging them down, her panties included, as I gripped her ass and picked her up, helping her jeans and panties find the floor.
I continued to hold onto her with one arm as I pulled my own shirt off over my head and tossed it among hers. Now we were chest to chest and my heart started beating rapidly against my chest at the excitement this was giving me. Her nipples were hard and pressed against my chest and all I could think about was releasing the beast in my own jeans so I could take her, claim her entirely, and never let her go.
Her mouth found mine again as we both moaned into the kiss all while I tugged and pulled at my jeans. When I finally succeeded, my erection sprang out from my briefs as I shoved them the rest of the way down and kicked them free from my ankles. I laid her down on my bed in front of me.
Her legs were still tightly wrapped around me, as if she wasn’t ever going to let me go, and I was full of so much love for this woman. I slid my hands up both of her thighs until I gripped her hips and pressed my erection into her wet lips, causing her to throw her head back and moan out. She was so beautiful, I thought, as I looked down at her before lowering my mouth to her neck to lightly nibble and suck her sweet skin.
She dug her nails into my back and moaned out my name, her body writhing beneath me as I smiled victoriously against her neck before biting her a bit harder. Then I shifted her hips upwards as I pressed my cock head against her entrance and slowly slid inside of her. We both let out our own moans as I sank deep inside of her, filling her, and I froze once I was all the way inside of her. I leaned back on my elbow to stare down at her as I focused on how deep I was inside of her, my woman, and smiled down at her.
“So fucking beautiful,” I rasped out before slowly pulling my hips back and thrusting deep into her once more.
Her eyes rolled into the back of her head as she continued to dig her nails into my back before moaning out my name. “Dash...” she whipped her head back down to look at me, our eyes connecting as the energy shifted between us. What we had felt and shared before was now magnified by a thousand and there was no denying the two of us were meant for each other. Then she whispered something that nearly undid me. “I love you...” Tears filled the corner of her eyes as she continued to stare at me.
I couldn’t help but let out a low guttural growl as I felt her pussy tighten around my cock, pushing me closer to the edge than ever before. I could normally make sex last for hours, but with her, I couldn’t help myself. She felt so good and as soon as I entered her I was usually lost to my normal stamina levels. She unfolded me in the sweetest way possible.
When she lifted her hips towards me, matching my feverish thrusting, I bit down on her shoulder and let the waves of my orgasm crash through me. Every single muscle tightened in my body as I felt my cock swell just before I shot my cum into her, claiming her, filling her. And it was in that moment that I saw her throw her head back, grip my back harder, and let out a dry scream, my name laced in there some where. I felt her body tense up beneath me as she came hard, her body twitching and pulsing in all the sweet spots as her pussy clenched me tighter. Just looking at her come undone underneath me almost made me cum again, but I calmed my arousal, wanting to pace myself if I planned on claiming her body all night long.
As soon as her body went limp, I removed myself from her and laid next to her, completely out of breath. The cool sheets stung my hot, sweaty skin as I tried to control my breathing. I had never cum that hard in my life and it put a permanent grin on my face that I was never taking off. I loved that she could make me smile like this.
“Wow,” she whispered through her own heavy breathing as I looked down at her with the same grin and winked.
“You’re telling me.” I chuckled, my chest still rising and falling heavy and fast.
“Are you tired?” She asked, staring up at me as my grin grew wider.
“A little..” I looked down at her naked body and wanted to touch her again, my erection slowly coming back to life.
“Well, too bad, because I’m not done with you.” I laughed as I watched her get up on her knees and center herself over my cock. I was still grinning from ear to ear as I watched her grab a hold of my cock, making me hiss through my teeth. “I wonder what we taste like together...” She gripped the base of my cock as she lowered her mouth and took me into her mouth.
“Fuck...” I growled out as I pushed my hips upwards and farther into her mouth. She was so hot and I was harder than before, if that were even possible. Her sweet mouth was perfect against my sensitive cock and when I finally looked back down to watch her take me, I was mesmerized at how much she was enjoying herself. She was stroking my cock with the same motion and velocity as her mouth and when she flicked her tongue over the head before sucking hard I nearly lost it. “Ah, fucking hell...”
She giggled and released my cock from her mouth with a popping sound and stared up at me with pure brazen fire in her eyes. “I love how I can make you feel, make you react, and make you writhe beneath me...” her voice was deep and seductive and as soon as she finished, she lowered her mouth back down onto me as deep as she could fit me in and I growled out a long moan, gripping the sheets with one hand while my other found it’s way into her hair. I gripped her hair and began fucking her mouth in a slow, sweet manner as she stared up at me.
“Ahhh,” I growled out, pulling her mouth from my cock as she licked her lips and grinned up at me. “You’re going to kill me woman... Now get over here.” I grabbed her around the waist and pulled her over me, straddling me, as she adjusted above my cock and finally slid onto me, sinking my cock deep inside. “Fuck!”
“Dash!” She moaned out, placing her hands flat on my chest as she began to ride me faster and harder, digging her nails into my tight pectoral muscles. I gripped her ass, spreading her cheeks as she rode me even faster. Spreading her cheeks allowed me to go in deeper as I dug my heels into the bed and matched her feverish rhythm.
Our heavy breathing and sounds of sex surrounded us before I felt her squeeze my cock with her walls and let out a loud, long moan. Her eyes closed as her nails dug even deeper into my flesh.
I gripped her hips tighter and continued to thrust my hips upwards, faster, harder, and then my entire body tensed as yet another orgasm ripped through my body. Then I slid one hand up her back until I gripped the back of her neck and brought her down to me as I claimed her mouth with mine. My thrusting hips still pounded my cock into her, allowing our orgasms to last longer. We were both moaning into the kiss as I felt my orgasm finally calm down, leaving my toes numb and the rest of my body exhausted.
She didn’t move when I stopped thrusting, keeping my cock still securely inside her as she laid her cheek against my forehead. Our breathing almost matched, as I heard her start to giggle. The sound was beautiful and I knew I could get used to this.
I smiled against her neck and noticed how close her breasts were to my face as I thrust my hips upwards, pushing her farther up as I wrapped my mouth around one nipple and flicked my tongue over the metal barbell, causing her to tense her walls around my cock and inhale a sharp breath. She was still giggling, which only made my heart swell for her more.
Once I released her nipple, I pushed her off of me and grabbed her before she could go too far, and held her back tightly against my chest. I wrapped my arms around her and nuzzled my face into her neck.
She moaned and pressed her ass tighter against me, threading her fingers through mine.
I couldn’t believe a woman like Adrena had chosen me, loved me, and was lying here with me. I never thought I was worthy before her and now that she was pressed tightly against me after not one, but two mind-blowing orgasms, I was never letting her go. And whatever her past was going to throw at her in the coming days, I was going to be right beside her, fighting along with her, so we could both look forward to a bright future ahead.
I scanned my eyes over her tatted up arms and couldn’t help but notice something I had never noticed before. Sure, I had been up close and personal to the rest of her body, but I had never really been this close to her ink before, and it was then that I noticed she had scars that were covered up by the black shading of a needle.
I pulled my hand from hers and softly drug my fingers over the scars. “What’s this?” And it was then that I noticed her tense up, and not in a good way, as she looked over her shoulder and down at my hands.
“I’d rather not talk about that,” she said softly, averting her eyes away from me and pulling the sheet up and over her shoulder.
I didn’t say anything at first, trying to find the right words because I wasn’t exactly the most subtle when it came to my words. I was definitely rough around the edges but I needed her to know that I truly cared.
“Hey,” I began softly, “I know you have an ugly past, I can show and tell you some things about mine that will make you cringe. We’re in this together, babe... What happened?” My last two words were a whisper and I waited for her to acknowledge me.
She stayed frozen and stared straight ahead and I was giving her a bit of space but I really wanted her to tell me everything; I wanted to know all about her past, the good, bad, and ugly. Then she finally turned her head towards me to look up into my eyes and I kept quiet, noticing small tears filling her eyes.
“Those scars are from him... when I didn’t do what he wanted me to do. He would cut me with razor blades, tweezers, pens; really anything he could get his hands on that was sharp. He would hold me on his lap and stab and cut me as he screamed into my ear, making sure I understood what he was saying.” Her voice faded to nothing as she turned her head away from me as if she were ashamed.
So much rage filled me at that moment that I thought I was going to explode. I wasn’t a perfect person by any means, but harming another human being was disgusting, and knowing that this man put his hands on her in this way made me see red.
I noticed that she was crying and shaking and I didn’t know what to do. I was so mad that I was afraid to reach out to her, not sure I would be able to give her the tenderness she needed right now. And this is where I cursed my brother. Dane was the tender one, the one to handle this, and it pissed me off that I wasn’t.
But when she let out a sob and gripped the pillow beneath her head, something changed in me and I wrapped my arms around her so tight that she could hardly breathe. I pressed my face into her neck and lightly kissed her, shushing her between kisses.
“Hey, I’ve got you. That son of a bitch will never lay a hand on you again. I will make sure of that, even if I have to bury him out back.” She continued crying her eyes out and I didn’t know what else to do besides just holding her tightly and letting her cry it out. She grabbed my forearm and squeezed me, showing me that she had heard me loud and clear, even when she couldn’t use her own words to validate it. It was clear now that all I needed to do right in this moment was to hold her, protect her, be her rock.
I lost track on how long we had laid here. Then I heard her soft, heavy breathing and knew she was fast asleep. As much as I didn’t want to move, I knew I needed to go over and talk to Dane to figure out what to do next. I would spend every last dime to my name if it kept her safe. Money didn’t matter to me and if I lost it all to protect her then so be it; I just knew we needed to come up with a plan and fast.
I rolled away from her as slowly as I could until I was on my feet and went in search of my clothes. After getting dressed, I headed down the stairs and towards the house, the lights illuminated my path as I went.
The house smelled so good and I knew Dane was cooking something with chicken as my mouth watered at the scent. I forgot how hungry I was and how much Adrena had worked up my appetite.
“Dane?” I called out and heard him reply from the kitchen, so I headed that way. “Hey.”
There was an awkwardness between us that was uncomfortable as I scratched the back of my head and looked around.
Dane stared over at me. “You two getting along over there?” He asked dryly, pulling something from the oven and turning his back on me.
“Listen... I don’t want there to be...” I was cut off when Dane spun around and slammed the dish on the counter, making me immediately shut up.
“There isn’t going to be an awkwardness between us. I knew she had chosen you from the moment we both had her in bed. There was no denying the pull between you two. Does it suck for me? Hell yeah, it does, but I’m happy for you brother; happy for her. You two deserve each other. But,” he paused, glaring at me before continuing, “but if you hurt her again, I will personally castrate you, do you understand me?”
I was flabbergasted by his words but happy that he had said them. I continued to scratch the back of my head as I nodded.
“Yeah, I got you brother,” I replied. “Speaking of castrating. How are we going to go about finding that son of a bitch and keeping her safe?”
Dane seemed to physically calm down as he went back to cooking and replied, “While you were making up with Adrena, I already got that figured out. I called Joey. You remember him telling us about his cousin from Atlanta right? The private detective guy?” I nodded, waiting for Dane to continue. “Well, I called him and he’ll be out here in the morning. He wants to speak with Adrena and then he said he’ll go from there on finding him. He isn’t cheap, Dash.”
I shook his head. “I don’t care how much he costs. As far as I’m concerned, he can have everything if he finds that bastard.” I had a bad taste in my mouth over thoughts of Karl and the sooner he was caught the better I’d feel.
Dane nodded at me, clearly agreeing with me in the money department. Even though Adrena chose me, it was no secret that Dane still cared about her and as long as he didn’t try anything with my girl, I was glad to have another man looking out for her, keeping her safe.
“So...” Dane started, eyeing me, “have you finally figured out that she loves you?”
I let out a small laugh, nodding my head. “Yeah, I definitely figured it out. I also figured out how crazy I am about her too. How much I love her.” I stared off into space, remembering the first time I laid eyes on Adrena and thinking about how I would never change a thing.
Dane nodded. “Good, I really hope you do because she deserves nothing but the best.”
“I agree,” I snapped out of it and stared up at him. “I really do love her, Dane.”
“I know,” Dane replied softly as the two of us stared at each other.
Then we heard running footsteps on the back porch as I felt my heart rate start to beat rapidly in my chest. I looked over to find the back door whip open and Adrena run in wearing nothing but one of my shirts as she looked panicked. I immediately went to her.
“Babe, calm down. What’s wrong?” I gripped her arms, forcing her to look up at me.
“Truck,” she was breathing heavily, “there’s a truck coming up the drive.”
I glared over at Dane who looked just as confused as I felt. I pulled Adrena into my chest and stepped farther into the kitchen, putting us out of view from the front windows. Dane rounded the island and went into the mudroom to peek out the windows from in there and said over his shoulder, “There is a truck coming up. I don’t recognize it. You two stay here... I’m going out to see who it is.”
“No!” Adrena cried out. “What if it’s him? He will gun you down before you even step out onto the porch! He’s a monster!” She cried into my chest as I held her tighter, the ball of rage filling me once more.
“It’s okay, I’ll be okay,” Dane replied before we watched him slowly open the door and slip out on to the porch.
My heart was pounding out of his chest and I realized I didn’t know if it was my own heartbeat or if it was Adrena’s. I held her tighter to me and kissed the top of her head. “I’ve got you, babe. Nothing’s going to happen while I’m here.” I looked around the corner and watched Dane through the window, my heart was nearly beating out of my chest, not knowing what was going on out there and feeling pissed and scared that I wasn’t out there with my brother. But I couldn’t protect both of them at the same time. I knew Dane could handle his own if it came down to it.But I hoped nothing actually went down.