~5 Months Later~
The wind swirled gently around Sky, leaves billowing around her feet. She shivered and rested her hand on her belly, smiling as her baby girl kicked her. Sky took a deep breath as she stood outside the cemetery gates trying to pick up the courage to go in.
She lifted her hand and held the ring attached to a thin silver chain. It was one of Axel's rings and she took it wherever she went. She never left her bedroom without it and only took it off when she took a shower.
Sky took a shaky step crossing over the boundaries and looked over her shoulder to see Jake, Zeke and Blake watching her with a sad smile. They nodded once and she gulped. She forced the sudden queasiness away and pressed forward, walking through the graveyard until she found the one she was looking for.
Fresh flowers sat by the headstone and tears stung her eyes. Sky knelt down slowly and brushed some dirt away from the headstone. The flowers had some dead leaves so she picked them off and let the wind take them away.
Her throat had seized as she opened her mouth to talk and a few tears fell down her face.
“He wouldn’t want you to cry,” She whispered to herself and took a deep breath, “God, I look so crazy right now. You’d think I’m used to talking to a bloody headstone,”
Sky used her sleeve to wipe away her tears and placed her hand on the headstone.
“Hey,” She said quietly, “There isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t think of you. I know it might sound stupid to you but I always find time in the day to think about you and the time we had. I miss you so much and you would be glad to know that I don’t do as much as I used to. Well, I am 8 and a half months pregnant so I shouldn’t be doing much.
“I have the nursery ready for the little one but she won’t be in there until she is at least 6 months. She won’t be leaving my side at night. I want to be sure that she is safe. I still haven’t thought of a name but with everything that has happened recently, I’ve not been able to focus on a name,” Sky sighed, “I never thought I would have to do this without you there for me but there is nothing I could have done to stop your death. I still hate myself over it and you would be so pissed off if you could hear me,”
Sky stopped talking as a few people walked by holding flowers and when they were out of sight, she carried on talking.
“I miss you,” She whispered, “I miss you so much that it hurts. Even though we had our differences we still loved each other. You have to admit, that things got really hard sometimes and we both made mistakes but we never gave up. Sure, we had our falling outs but what else was meant to happen? You were just as stubborn and hard-headed as I was.
“I just wish you were here with me. I...shit, I miss you so much,” Sky said, crying, “Why did this have to happen? You should never have died. It’s unfair how this always happens to me. It feels like people die when they get too close to me and I hate it,”
Sky covered her face as she cried and didn’t care when she heard people talking about how bad they felt for her. Her baby kicked and she sat up straight, quickly wiping her tears away.
“I know you hated when you saw me crying, but I’ll tell you that being pregnant is like having a whole different person trapped inside you,” She laughed slightly, “Blake runs away like his ass is on fire when I snap. Darcy told me that he is scared of me but I don’t see how. They are the scary ones. Zeke punched someone in the throat when they bumped into me and Tyler almost pushed him down the stairs when he said I needed to chill out.
“Ty has become so protective over me and I guess that’s what siblings do,” She smiled, “You should see him in court. He doesn’t bat an eyelid when the prosecutors are throwing accusations his way and he never loses his cool. So far, he hasn’t lost a case. The worst Blake and Zeke had got, was community service but Blake never showed up. His case worked tried to wake him up and Blake received an email the next day explaining that he didn’t need to do community service because the case was dropped.
“And Zeke? God, don’t get me started on him,” She scoffed, “He is acting like a horny teenager! I am certain that he managed to get Jason in bed with him and I know my brother keeps sneaking out of his room trying not to be seen. Unfortunately, I was hungry at 3 in the morning once and saw him leaving his room in just his boxers, with hickeys all over him. I almost threw up my ice cream then and there.
“Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy that they are...happy, I guess, I just don’t want to hear what they get up to,” Sky shook her head, “I’ve had to have words with Zeke and explain nicely that if I hear them again, I was going to set his precious sex things on fire. Including his favourite, the sex-swing. He almost dropped to his knees to beg me to leave his precious collection alone. Well, it did work for the first few weeks, but then Jason got hold of him...or the other way around. I don’t want to remember that if I’m honest. I could have killed Jake for sending me to get them for dinner when he knew what they were up to,”
Sky almost leapt out of her skin and she had a gun pointed at the person behind her, “Shit. Don’t do that!”
“Sorry. I thought you heard me!”
“If you send me into an early labour, you’ll be in the grave next to him,”
“I got him flowers. I wasn’t sure what flowers he liked,”
“These a lovely. Thank you,” Sky said, laying them on the grave, “He didn’t like flowers to be honest. He liked buying them, but hated to get them,”
“Then why have you given them to him?”
Sky smiled, “Because we always played pranks on each other,”
Sky stood up and rubbed her belly, turning around.
“Are you ok?”
“Yeah,” She said, “I just miss him,”
“I wish he was here to see me pregnant,”
“So do I,”
Sky nodded and sighed, “How was your appointment?”
“There’s nothing they can do. I guess I’m stuck with this face until the day I die,”
“Well, I happen to think you look sexy,” Sky said, stepping forward and grinning, “The scar is kinda hot,”
“Then I don’t mind being blind in one eye,” Axel smirked and kissed her gently, “I guess that’s one thing I can thank my brother for. My ridiculously sexy fiancee finding me even sexier with a large scar on my face. Good thing I have one eye to admire that plump ass and my god, those tits! If we weren’t in a cemetery, I’d bend you over and fuck you,”
Sky lifted her hand and ran her finger down the scar that ran from his hairline, through his left eye and stopped just before his chin. It had healed well but there was no hope for his vision to come back.
“Behave yourself, Koala,” She said, her lips brushing his slightly, “My due date is around the corner and I am not going to be manhandled,”
“We have the limo to ourselves,” He said, cupping her ass, “Do you remember the first time we had fun in the back of a car?”
“Yeah. I was undercover pretending to be a hooker,”
Axel moaned, “Fuck. You’ve made me hard. I need to get you home as soon as-”
“I love you,” Sky said, quickly, “You know that, right?”
“I’d hope so considering you agreed to marry me,”
“And you would love me no matter what?”
“Ok, where is this going?”
“This is going to sound crazy but would it be ok to have Dexter as an unofficial godparent?”
Axel smiled slowly and kissed her, deeply, “If that is what you want. I’m sure he’d like it if he was still here babe,”
“No worries,” He ran his tongue across her bottom lip, “Now, get that sexy fucking ass of yours out of this place because I’m going to-”
“Not manhandle me,” Sky said linking her fingers with his.
“I wasn’t going to say that, you bitch,” Axel tutted, “I was going to say, bend you over the seat and make love but fuck you,”
Sky laughed, “Yeah. That’s not going to happen when I’m so pregnant,”
“Why? I heard it helps you go into labour,”
“It doesn’t,” Sky said, “And I had a friend who tried that. It just made her pissed off and tired,”
“So, no sex?”
“I didn’t say that,”
“Come on guys!” Zeke yelled as they got closer to the car, “I forgot Jason is still tied to my bed with a cage over his dick!”
“For fuck sake,” Axel muttered, “Tell me why I’m still friends with this dick? And why I still don’t kick him out of my gang?”
“Because you love him and he is a good friend,” Sky said, “Zeke, Jason is going to be so pissed when you get back,”
“Which I am going to love,” Zeke smirked, “It’s about time the loser starts to act more like a dom. I need to be fucked roughly because Ty has nothing to do with this conversation. I’m driving,”
Sky kicked a stone at him which made him laugh and she looked up at Axel, “You might have to send him to the basement when our daughter arrives,”
“Yeah,” Jake said, “Along with any boy who even looks in her direction,”
“I have to be prepared,” Axel tutted, “Get in the fucking car already. I need to get out of this fucking outfit,”
“Tracksuit bottoms are hot,” Sky said quietly, “Easy access,”
“And that is our cue to go in the other car,” Blake said.
Axel laughed, “Good. Now, fuck off. I need to spend some quality time with her before my mood is ruined by your face,”
Blake flipped him the middle finger and walked to the other car with Jake.
“After you, beautiful,” Axel smirked at Sky, “And hurry up before I decide to fuck you in public,”
“Good thing I love you,” Sky muttered and awkwardly climbed into the car.
“Sky,” Axel said, “I love you,”
“I love you too,” Sky smiled as Axel climbed into the car, closing the door, “Are you going to fuck me or are you just going to sit there looking pretty?”
“God, I fucking love you,”
A/N: I didn’t kill him. Obviously. But I think I scared a few of you haha.
There might be an extra chapter but probably not about Zeke and his shenanigans. I also don’t know when the extra chapter will be out.
Stay weird. Stay fierce <33
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