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8 - Y O U


I darted fast as I could out the door. I needed the cold air to calm my thoughts. My head was spinning and my heart racing. It fucking hurt but I knew I couldnโ€™t blame her.

Not one bit.

It was my idea. My great idea to scratch each otherโ€™s itch, a โ€˜agreementโ€™ with no strings attached. I never thought I would fall for Janey. This was a damn clusterfuck.

Incredible gorgeous Jane that was kissing some dude at a party.

I knew it deep down. She was into males and females and maybe that was the problem. In my fantasy I hoped that I could be enough for her.

I had long thought about her different approach to sex and I was ready to try it, with her. When I was going to talk about it I would explain that exactly to her. I trusted her and I knew that she would go slowly with me.

I kept walking down the street, the noise of the loud music drowning out.

โ€œDavina!โ€ Jane yelled.

I couldnโ€™t look at her, not yet anyway.

โ€œHey wait upโ€ She was running. In those pumps.

I stopped and Jane put her hand on my shoulder, going around to face me.

โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong?โ€ She asked โ€œDid something happen inside?โ€

I hung my face low and bit hard on my lower lip.

Jane grabbed my chin and lifted my head up so I was gazing right into her eyes.

โ€œTell me, Davina.โ€

I needed to man up and just spill it. The way she looked and having her this close was torture.

โ€œI needed to get out of thereโ€ I almost whispered โ€œIt was hard seeing that.โ€

โ€œSeeing what?โ€ She put her hands at her sides and looked at me inquisitively.

โ€œYou, locking lips with that guyโ€ I snapped.

She looked at me puzzled.

Then I knew that all of this I was feeling was fucking one sided and it hit me like a ton of bricks. It teared my fucking chest open.

โ€œI didnโ€™t know you felt this wayโ€ she muttered.

โ€œFor a whileโ€ I confessed.

She leaned with her back to the wall then, not letting go of my eyes with hers.

โ€œI thought it was just fun for you, the whole โ€˜agreementโ€™ thing.โ€

โ€œIt wasโ€ I leaned next to her on the wall โ€œIt wasnโ€™t planned to have feelings for you.โ€

โ€œNeither did Iโ€ She sighed.

What? Was I hearing this right?

I just pulled off the wall then and grabbed her face with my two hands and put my lips to hers.

Her soft lips against my own were like fucking fireworks. I swept my tongue seeking entrance to her mouth, she tasted better than I ever imagined and I was pouring everything into this kiss.

When we finally let go, I had to ask โ€œWhy didnโ€™t you say something?โ€

โ€œBecause you came up with that idea, no strings attachedโ€ She answered โ€œI thought that was it and I kind of kept it to myself. That was also why I was just having fun at the party with Dean.โ€

โ€œI was going to tell you tonightโ€ I swallowed โ€œWhen I saw you with, ehm, Dean, I just cracked.โ€

โ€œIt didnโ€™t mean anythingโ€

โ€œI knowโ€ I said โ€œItโ€™s just something that was going through my mind and holding me back.โ€

โ€œWhat was?โ€

โ€œInsecurity, I supposeโ€ Sighing, I continued โ€œYou swing for both teams and I just thought that I wouldnโ€™t be enough for you.โ€

โ€œYouโ€ Jane said โ€œYou are everything I need, Davina.โ€

She then looked up at me with her gorgeous eyes and kissed me.

โ€œYou canโ€™t choose who you fall forโ€ She whispered against my lips.

The End

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