I groaned, a rollercoaster in my chest as my eyes glued to her glistening skin, she wore the lingerie I had left on her bed, a blindfold covering her eyes, I didn't want her to see me, I wanted her to just feel. I could hear the pounding of her heart beat as she waited for me on her knees. I couldn't hold back, I'd left her a note with instructions, and she had followed. I could sense the adrenaline that ran through her delicate body as I stepped in front of her, lifting my hand, I stroked her face, the feel of her soft skin under my fingers awoken the beast inside me, I'd missed her, I was aching to take her. Her breath caught as she leaned into my touch, her lips parted, she took my finger into her mouth, sucking on it, the warmth of her tongue tracing against my skin sent me to a forbidden place, a dark dark place that I was afraid would scare her. I grabbed her hair and pushed her head into my crotch, the feel of her lips against my aching cock, the only thing saving her throat from being torn was the jeans that kept me in place. I pulled her head back, just watching her, I could stare at her all night. Her lips parted and she went to speak, my index finger pressed against her lips, no talking. I wanted her to feel. I pulled her up onto her feet and for a minute I didn't stop myself from holding her in my arms, I squeezed her tight against me then pushed her onto the bed. Her body was shaking with anticipation as I locked her wrists to the headboard of the bed. I reached for my shirt and yanked it over my head. My eyes fell onto the roses I'd sent her, she'd placed them in a new Vase and kept it on the nightstand. I took them in my hand, ripping the pebbles off and scattering them across her body. I kept one rose and ran it down her flat stomach. My eyes taking in everything that was before me. She arched her back as I traced the rose over her burning skin. A small moan slipped past her lips as my free hand cupped in between her thighs, I rubbed her over the black underwear she wore, my cock rising with need. Placing the rose beside her face, I pulled down my jeans, stripping naked, then settled myself in between her legs, her chest was heaving with lust as I ripped her panty from her skin. I studied every single inch of her body, the beast in me raging with uncontrollable desire. Spitting down onto her tight pink pussy I rubbed the tip of my erect cock at her entrance, she was already soaking for me. With a thrust of my hips, I was inside her. A groan left my throat as I buried myself in the depths of my pet. She moaned out, I knew it hurt her, it'd been a long time since I last took her body and she was tight as ever. I vigorously thrusted in and out of her, my cock burning as her walls squeezed tight against me. Lifting her legs up, I placed them on my shoulders, pounding into her, my head was spinning as I fell deep into bliss with every second that I was inside her, claiming her. Her hands had wrapped tight around the pole on the headboard as her body shook with need. I pulled out, then pushed back in, pulled out and pushed back in, a moan escaped her throat as I teased her. I didn't know how long I could last before I came crumbling down onto her. We were both panting now, sweat running down my neck and over my heaving chest as I picked up pace and roughly took her, repeatedly pounding into her, stretching her tight little pussy. A low growl erupted from deep within my throat as I felt her clench around my cock, loud moan escaping her lips, my muscles tensed, my body stilled, I pulled out and spilled my load onto her sore pussy. We spent a moment just panting, her face was buried in the inner part of her arm, I let her legs free from my shoulders and crawled on top of her, placing small kisses on her breasts, to her neck, and then I greedily devoured her lips. 'Good girl.' I whispered into her mouth. 'Good little pet.' I kissed her again, drowning in her scent, drowning in the little details of her existence, for she had me crumbling down with every breath that she took. The monster in me calmed against her, it settled with her presence.
I wiped the cloud off my eyes and stared out of my window. In between my thighs I was sore, my entire body was sore. My mind drifted off to what went down last night. A small smile centred my lips as I remembered every feel, every touch, every emotion that went through me as my master explored my body yet again. I never got to see him, but I heard his voice. His deep shallow voice. My eyes fell onto the stockings that still covered my legs, he'd chose it for me. I ran my fingers over it, melting at the soft material that held the memories of my master. My stomach clenched with the butterflies that twirled inside it as my heart beat for my beast, my Kaleb.
A soft knock on the door broke me out of my trans and pulled me into the real world, I quickly pulled the sheets over me and waited for James to enter. 'Good morning.' He smiled, his eyes instantly falling to the torn panty on the floor, a frown replaced the smile on his face as his gaze fell onto my nervous form. 'Everything ok?' He questioned.
'Yes, I uh, I had a trip and tore my clothes apart' I played it off, halfheartedly laughing at how ridiculous I must've sounded. He nodded and came closer to the bed, taking a seat beside me. My heart was pounding in my chest, I wanted him to just get out before I slipped up and made him suspicious. 'Look, I've been thinking. Why don't we start over?' His suggestion startled me, I kept my mouth shut, not sure what to say. 'I can't imagine what you went through and I'm sorry that you had to go through it at all but I'm here now, here to make things right.' I felt for this man. He was nice and genuine, I knew that but I couldn't give him what he wanted, for my heart belonged to someone else. 'I'm sorry James, I really can't do this, I can't go back to how we were.' I tried to be as honest as I could but I could see the frustration that ran through him. He lifted his hands to my face and before I knew it, he crushed his lips against mine. My breath got stuck in my throat as I tried to make sense of what was happening, I tried to pull away but he kept me in place, my hands pushed at his chest, finally he let go of me. 'No! No James! Why can't you understand that this is not what I want?' I was angry now, I felt like I had betrayed my master, my lips only belonged to him, I belonged to him. I could see the lust that burned deep inside those hazel orbs as James stared at me, his eyes still on my lips, he wasn't understanding and I didn't need this. 'I think it's best if you leave.' I watched him carefully, not wanting anymore intrusions on my body as he clenched his hands into fists, he stood up and ran his fingers through his hair, a small laugh escaped his lips as his eyes caught mine again. 'Yeah. Maybe I should leave.' He opened his mouth to speak again but then he stopped himself, he smacked his hand into the wall on his way out, I flinched at the impact his hand made with the wall, my heart in my throat.
I felt bad, stupid even, to deny a man who wanted to take care of me, to be there for me, instead I was in love with the man who wanted to break me, the man who had already broke me. I chose a monster over a human, a devil over an angel. I really had become a pitiful being, but I didn't care, this was who I had become now, I would be proud of the girl my master made me be. A pet, a slave to his games, a slave to his desires, I was not ashamed of it, for my heart beat for him, for I, breathed for him.