I just turned 18 last month, and sad to say that yes- I am still a virgin. Hell, I've never even had a girlfriend, I haven't even kissed a girl for Christ's sake. Well, unless you consider my mom a girl, but I guess in a romantic sense it wouldn't count, right?
I've had a huge crush on a girl named Addison. She's smart, beautiful, popular, you name it. She's the whole package. The bad thing is? I don't think she has a clue about my existence.
She's very popular, but! She's not like every popular girl, she's actually really kind. She looks after the others, loves volunteering, and helping any way she can. But, I know, she'd never look my way, nor would she ever fall for me.
We had just come back for spring break. I made my way to my last class. It was my favorite class, physics.
I loved that subject, besides chemistry. I was going to leave for Polytechnic University in California this upcoming year. But the biggest reason I liked this class was that Addison was in my class, and she sat right in front of me.
She usually partners off with her friend McKenzie. I end up being partnered with Asher. He's a good friend of mine. She had been absent the last few days, and I hoped she was back soon.
I made my way into class and sat on my chair. Everyone else began making their way in, including Addison who was greeted by most girls in our class. She smiled and waved at everyone. I couldn't help but steal a glance. My breath caught at how good she looked today.
She was wearing a cute sundress that went to her mid-thigh in a light blue color with small white flowers. I could feel my jeans tightening around my crotch as my dick hardened just looking at her. She was so freaking hot. McKenzie was absent, so she sat by herself.
The teacher gave his lecture, and I spent the day mostly trying to avoid looking at her and trying to focus on taking notes. When the class was almost done, he told us there was a big project coming up and wanted us to partner up.
She quickly turned and to my surprise, asked me to be partners with her.
"Hey, Ethan, would you mind being my partner for this project? Sorry, Asher, I know you're usually his partner, but I was out sick, I need to catch up and-"
"No, it's fine. Don't worry about it, I'll look for someone else. Good luck you two." Asher smiled and winked at both of us.
My mouth was still partially parted as I stared dumbfounded at her. Did she just ask me to be partners with her?
She waved her hand smiling "Ethan, are you ok?" She giggled giving me a glimpse of her pearly whites and those beautiful hazel orbs. I shook my head to snap out of it and smiled awkwardly and rubbed the back of my neck. "Umm, yeah, yeah I'm fine."
"Listen, I was wondering if you could tutor me, I could come by your house and borrow your notes from the last few days I was absent. I could use some help on the assignments if you don't mind. I'd pay you, I don't mind. I just really need to catch up, could you please help and let me borrow your paperwork and-"
"Umm, yeah, of course. Don't even bother asking, I'd love to help. You don't need to pay me, I'll gladly do it." I quickly answered making her smile. She hung her head, tucking a loose strand behind her ear, blushing.
Wait! Did she just blush? Damn, all that working out with Asher and his girlfriend must be working for me. Asher was right, lifting weights would pay off eventually. Or maybe I was reading too much into it, I'm fantasizing too much about it I think.
Three weeks later
Addison is cool. She has been hanging out at my house every day after school. She is incredibly smart. But, she does need a bit of help with physics. She wants to get a perfect A+ this year, which is why she asked me to tutor her.
I was far too shy at first, but we have slowly become good friends in such a short time. She'll wave at me in the hallways, and even hugged me a few times when I'd see her in the cafeteria. We joke around a lot at home since it's where I feel more comfortable with myself.
I won't lie, there have been times I have been tempted to kiss her, and my wet dreams of her at night are getting out of hand.
Today was an early day. We got out at noon, which means I can go home and relax for a bit while it's time for her to get here.
I decided on going upstairs to my room and take a shower. When I got out, I jumped in place holding my towel as if for dear life. "A-Addison. What are you doing here? In many room?" She sat on my bed and looked towards me, she giggled and stood on her feet.
"Your mom let me in. There was no one home at my house, and I got bored, so I figured I'd come by earlier. Oh, by the way, your mom said she was leaving for work early. So, she ordered pizza for us. It should be here in a few more minutes."
My mom is an E.R. nurse in our nearby hospital. She has been working the night shift since I was in 8th grade, and our dad bailed on us, so it's just mom and me since my brother David is in his third year in college.
She bites her bottom lip and took a few steps forward, striding from side to side. My breath was caught in my throat and I began to feel real nervous.
She ran her hand softly across my chest making me shiver. "Ethan did anyone ever tell you, you are incredibly good-looking?" She whispered in my ear as she moved around me slowly.
"Fuck." I whispered as she slowly ran her hands on my back, and down my spine. "N-no. Not, really."
"Well, you are. You're hot. And you're hotter without a shirt. And you look really sexy without your glasses. Showing those gray orbs, I mean, don't get me wrong, you look hot with glasses too." She said as she made her way in front of me, she slowly trailed her fingers on my chest making me hitch.
She smiled at my reaction. "Ethan?" She leaned on me, pressing her hands on my chest and whispering in my ear.
"Why haven't you asked me out? Don't you like me? " she asked making me nervous.
"Of course I do. I just,"
"I never thought you'd go out with someone like me."
"Ethan." She giggles. She laces her hands around my neck making my heart raise.
"You are my ideal man Ethan. You're not just kind, and funny, but smart, sexy," she looks down at my waist and smirks mischievously. "Very sexy." She adds making my dick twitch and hardened.
I know she noticed. I could see her face reddened as she leans in and begins grazing her lips over mine.
I couldn't hold it anymore. I had to have her, I need to be inside her now before I lose it.
I kissed her, running my hands around her waist. I pulled her right against me, making her moan in my mouth. I parted her legs, and lifted her, making her wrap her legs around my waist.
He finally kissed me. I had always had a small crush on Ethan. Though I never said anything. But these last few days I've spent with him, I realized I was falling for him, hard.
We'd soon go to college.
If I never kiss him, I know I'd regret it.
He kissed me hungrily, making me wrap my legs around him. My pussy throbbed at how good he felt. His kiss was hot, making me wonder if he had experience with girls. He was an amazing kisser after all.
He slowly walked us to his bed, dropping me on his bed as he fell right on top of me as well. I tugged at his towel, taking it off him and dropping his ass as I arched my back.
He quickly took my shirt off and unbuttoned my jeans, pulling them off along with my panties.
He glanced at me for a few seconds as I unhooked my bra and took it off, tossing it to the floor.
I pulled him over me, making him crash his lips on mine.
I could feel his cock twitch against my walls making me wetter. I wanted him inside of me so fucking bad.
"Wait, Addison. Are you sure you want me?" His voice was erratic as my breathing.
"Ethan, it's always been you who I wanted. Now Shut up, and fuck me." I said as I pulled him closer and continued kissing him.
He slowly entered the tip. He didn't know I was a virgin, and I knew this was going to hurt, but I didn't care. I readied myself for it. Held by breath and tried not to tense.
Another inch went in, and I bite my lip. "Ethan," I whispered erratically.
"Hmm." He managed to say as he plunged all in making me cry out, making me dig my nails on his back. It hurt like a bitch.
His eyes went wide like saucers and he was ready to lift himself off when I pulled him to stay in place.
"Addy, are you?"
"Yes. I am. But I want this Ethan. Just, be gentle, please?" I said as tears ran down my eyes from the pain.
"I'm sorry. I didn't know. I thought you weren't anymore. I promise I'll be gentle." He said as he cleaned my tears and stroked my hair lightly. He slowly kissed me, waiting for my legs to relax from how tense I was from the pain.
"Ok. I'm ready." He waited for my queue and slowly began to thrust inside me.
His thrusts were slow and gentle, waiting for me to adjust to his size and the pain to seize. It hurt badly at first but soon was replaced by nothing but pleasure.
"Mmh, Ethan. " I moaned, my hands caressing his back as he roamed my body and trailed his hands around my breasts, taking one in his mouth.
My back arched as he sucked and nipped at my nipple, slowly gliding his tongue around my nipple and sucking on it softly. His strides soon picked up making me wrap my legs around him, making him go deeper inside of me.
Our bodies began to sweat, his face began to pick up speed as he trusted deeper into me.
I was becoming a moaning mess, and each time I moaned it was like a queue for him to go faster, harder, deeper inside of me.
"Oh God, Ethan! I need to, I think I need to come. " I whispered yelled making him grunt.
He kissed me hungrily, running his hands through my hair pulling me closer to him as he pounded into me with vigor.
"More baby, please! I want more." I pleaded as the pressure mounted inside of me. This was all new to me, but it was so good. I wanted more of this, more of him, so much more.
"Addy! I- fuck. I'm almost there." He grunted. I could feel myself coming, I had never experienced such pleasure, it was so damn good. And just as he was about to come, he began to fuck me harder, faster, making me orgasm and come harder. My juices pouring out wetting his bed, shivers ran through my spine and making my toes curl.
"Ethan! I'm coming." I yelled through the pleasure, digging my nails on his back.
"Mmm, fuck." He grunted, spilling himself inside of me. He pounded a few times deep inside as he felt himself come. Slowly gripping my head, kissing me passionately.
We laid there, our bodies molded together for a while, kissing each other. Our tongues interlaced, none fighting for dominance, simply enjoying each other's bodies and loving the way we fit each other so perfectly.
We parted gasping for air. He leaned his head, burying himself in my hair. My hands wrapped around his back.
"Ethan?" I asked nervously.
"Hmm." He managed to utter out as his body lost energy from our lovemaking.
"What now?" I asked making him quickly look at me extensively. A worried look on his face.
"What do you?"
"I mean. You were my first, and, I like you, Ethan. I mean, I really, really like you, and I -" I said as he quickly claimed my lips with a smile.
"Then nothing has to change from this. Other than I'd love for you to be my girlfriend. In which, maybe, there could be a problem."
"Problem? Why?" I asked worriedly.
"Because we might be spending more time in bed than actually studying from now on." He said making me smile.
I pulled him, kissing him and hugging him tightly.
Three years later
Ethan and I are still dating. I graduated with honors and managed to get into Polytech thanks to him. To my surprise, it was the same university he wanted to attend.
Our college dorms were too expensive, so he and I decided to rent a one-bedroom together since our first year in college.
He's so good to me. We've had a few arguments here and there like any other couple, but living with him never felt so right.
"Addy! Come on baby, get some rest from studying. Come watch a movie with me." He says as he closes my laptop and pulls me to him towards the couch.
I giggle and sit next to him, wrapping my arms around his waist. I love him more and more each day. He's a big nerd, but, he's my nerd. And I wouldn't have it any other way.