ARE YOU MAN ENOUGH FOR ME!?

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CHAPTER TWO BACK TO SCHOOL

"What the fuck am I doing? I'm going to be sitting in a lecture where 3/14's of the students are fresh out of high school! I'm. Getting. Too. Old. For. This. Shit. Ain't. I!?"

SASSY
It's Monday morning, D DAY!! Ew no. Not Dick Day! I know ya'll was thinking that. I'm standing in front of my mirror.... I'm 5'8..... I have big blue eyes like the Marques Ocean..... As for my hair? It's straight, naturally platinum..... But right now, I've warmed it up to a caramel blonde, that tickles when I let it cascade down to my thick ass.... I'm fair..... With a golden tan, flawless complexion, pouty full lip's and a natural 'Double D' bust that is in perfect proportion with my hip's.... I have what people call, 'Sexy, long ass, legs for day's!'...... I'm curvy with a thick bottom half thanks to child birth..... I have no idea what to wear..... I settle for a dark blue pair of fuck me jeans, a white long sleeve shirt, that unfortunately does nothing to hide my enormous bust.... A light blue thin scarf to try camouflage my boobies...... No make up.... Hair up in a messy bun.... My pounamu pendant from my grandmother.... Sleepers in my ears..... My watch and a pair of blue sneakers..... My satchel and sunnies..... "Well girl...... No looking back now....."

I was able to leave early because my baby is at my mamaz having breakfast..... I take my time heading into town. I decide to walk unless it rain's. It's a crisp autumn morning but it is a refreshing walk, 30 minute's from where I live..... As I come over the bridge I stroll into the nearest cafe for breakfast. Their $3 bagle n hot beverage of choice is a god send...... So BLT Bagle n Lemon, Honey n Cinnamon Green Tea it is...... As I'm sitting outside the café sipping my tea..... I'm thinking of what my song choice will be for my morning class..... I'm scrambling to think of a song.... Then I think back to the last time I was back in the music room......
4 YEAR'S AGO........
I'd had a really big fight with Izzy's dad Raizel. In the same day, I'd had another argument with guy I had been seeing on and off again, when I hooked up with Raizel...... Danny wanted to know who Raizel was. Raizel, a half Indo Fijian, half Sik Indian, 6'2, 190lbs rock hard, muscle defined, ass kicking, football..... God! Danny was the name of the guy I'd been seeing who was also in my class. A 6'5, 400lbs of thick muscle, A Grade Farm Boy Meat! He had me all kinds of twisted, his movie star chocolate hair and eyes, with a musician appearance that screamed some mad 'Bad Boy' vibes...... From my own experience, creative types gravitate to each other..... And Danny and I were very creative with our music..... And when a couple of creative types like us smash together..... It doesn't end well....... No they don't know each other and never met each other..... On my way in to class Raizel rang me to say he was on his way in...... Raizel has a monster for a cock and know's how to use it..... Naturally my mouth was watering at the thought of bouncing around on him...... As I enter campus, Raizel pull's up..... Get's out of his car.... Throw's me over his shoulder and into the passenger seat.... Buckles me in and drives to his place where he eat's me senseless before fucking my brain's out..... When he's done he throw's me in the shower fuck's me some more..... And more.... And more.... Before dressing me himself. On his way back to dropping me off he buy's me lunch before dropping me off at class...... Yep he sound's great.... But he's a dog!!! Now before you judge me, you gotta understand something.... I'm about to tell you how I ended up going from Danny to Raizel..... Danny had seen Raizel drop me off and wasn't happy about it at all.....

Raizel and I had been working together for year's..... I was a sheltered teen so when someone needed me to cover a shift I was on call 24/7 no lie...... Raizel was the one who asked me to cover a shift more than anyone else and as I needed the money I never turned him down...... One day I'm on shift and my high-school crush/best dude friend walk's in as a transfer...... We hadn't seen each other for a couple of year's.... Wil just dropped off the face of the Earth until that day...... When he saw me he called my name..... The name I got given at school.... ROXY..... I froze mid conversation with Raizel...... There he stood..... All 6'2, 280lbs of delicious, fair muscle..... His golden blonde hair, kept short on the sides but in a just been fucked, shocking, straight, mess on the top reminded me how much I want to rake my finger's roughly through all that...... His golden amber eye's blazed with lust and I was stunned beyond belief...... It was soooo dumb.... Raizel was teasing me to get me to cover his shift...... When I heard my name again and turned.... I literally turned into Wil's mouth..... Yes.... For.... Real.... And he tasted good...... His hand's went around my waist as he kissed me like a man kisse's a woman, not as the boy kisse's a girl like our last kiss...... (That was at Prom and it was sooooo goood..... But soooo wrong all at the same time)..... Anyway where were we? Oh yeah.... That panty soaking kiss!!!

I was lost in his mouth until I heard someone clearing their throat behind me..... The same person who's hand's were squeezing my ass..... I froze as one.... I forgot where I was... Who am I kidding.... I forgot who I even was dammit!!!...... Two..... Raizel's hand's were squeezing my ass and I didn't have a damn clue why?..... THREE.... I TURNED MY HEAD AND WAS AMBUSHED BY MY BEAST FRIEND FROM HIGH SCHOOL, IN A SEARING KISS!!!!....
Four..... I was confused and embarrassed and wet all at the damn same time.....

Raizel was pissed, "Sass.... Who is this guy!?"....... "Hmmmm?"...... Smooth Sassy.... Soo smooth... Note Wil's arm's are still around me and Raizel's hand's are still on my ass... Pinching the fuck out of my cheek's as my pussy desperately mould's itself to Wil's hardening length...... Wil smile's his million dollar grin that make's me swoon...... Raizel was fuming, "Who is he.... To think he can call you Roxy and turn you into his mouth like you know each other!?"....... My mind is slowly coming back as Wil say's, "I'm Roxy's man...... Wil"...... I pull myself away from them..... I look at Raizel who is staring dagger's at Wil..... Wil is staring at me like he's gonna fuck me where I'm standing...... Raizel narrows his eye's, "Funny..... Sass never mentioned she had a Boy..... Friend.... Who the fuck is Roxy!?"..... Wil click's his neck..... I know what that mean's, so I step in front of Wil, who pull's me back against his raging hard on..... "Roxy's been mine for year's"..... Oh no he d'nt! But wait..... Yes..... He sooooo did!!!...... Raizel's glaring and huffing..... Not a good sign.... "Raizel...... Cool it!"...... Raizel is about to lose his shit, " Sass..... Who. Is. He!?" I look up at him....... "I'll explain later.... K..... Please!?" I'm now staring Wil down..... This nigga think's shit's funny....... "What are you doing here Wil!?" Raizel interfares, "Sass..... Can you cover me? I'm leaving"..... And before I can say no he slam's the door on the way out...... "Roxy.... Baby..... Look at me"...... Oh..... I'm.... Definitely..... Looking!!!..... "What the fuck are you doing here Wil!?"...... "I got transfered here from my Auckland office.... Why?" I have to pinch the bridge in my nose...... "Why the fuck did you say you were my boyfriend!?"...... "I didn't"..... He walk's over to me slowly and my traitorous body is happy about it...... "I said I am your man"...... Really mothafugga? "You're not..... Why did you kiss me?"....... He flashes a sexy smirk.... "I didn't..... You turned into my lip's..... Lip's that were sooo happy to see you.... Roxy".... He's stroking my arm's..... Making my pussy tingle...... "No! Bad! Bad! Bad! Roxy was in highschool...... Sassy is here right now! AND. YOU. CAN'T. JUST. DO. WHAT. YOU. DID. AND. THINK. IT'S. OK!!!"...... I huff at him, "Well..... Your not my man..... And for me to turn into your lip's.... Your 6"3 frame has to bend to my 5'8 one!!!!"....... He's laughing his gorgeous laugh.... A laugh I've known and fantasised about since I can remember...... "Wil, what brings you here?" He pull's me to him...... "You"...... "Bullshit!!!!"
My boss Leilah walk's in...... "Sassy..... Willaston.... I see you have met... Where's Raizel? Actually.... Where is everyone else?"...... We worked in a fast food franchise..... One I leave month's later...... Because Raizel's a dick....... "Raizel left upset... I'm covering his shift..... As for Wil"...... "Sassy and I have known each other for year's..... We go way back"..... My boss is eye fucking Wil..... And I don't like it.... "Oh.... As in.... She was a friend?"...... Wil pull's on me by the waistband of my uniform..... "No..... As in.... She's the love of my life"...... My boss turn's scarlet..... "Oh.... Wow.... Just as well lucky for you... Sassy will be on your shift..... How about you head to the staff room for a coffee.... I need to meet with SASSY ASAP!!!"...... Wil frowns at Leilah, "Ok?" He pecks my lip's making me sigh, "Mmmm.... Oh shit!" I slapped his arm on my way as I go to Leilahs office....

"Leilah..... You wanted to see me?"....... "Yes Sassy...... It's come to my attention that you're the most used employee here"...... "What do you mean?"...... "You're nickname here is 24/7"..... "And!?"...... "We have policies in place to protect employees from abuse like this"...... "It's not abuse.... I choose to work their shift's.... I need the money..... No one is forcing me to do anything I don't want to do"...... "Yes well that's not the point..... You're only allowed to work 40 hours a week but you're pulling 50-80 hr shift's a week..... It's illegal to work that many hour's as a part timer"...... "Are you firing me!?" I was soo fucking pissed man!..... "Good Lord no!"....... "Then we don't have a problem"...... "No we don't.... Effective of immediately..... You are transferred to night shift full time!"..... FUCK!!!!...... "You can't..... You know I have a life outside of work.... That take's my night's!!!!"...... My boss was pissed, "Then you are going to have to choose your hour's to fit..... I don't want you covering for anyone anymore Sassy!!!"...... I sighed defeated, "Fine..... I'll draft a schedule for you to look over and sign off"...... She hugged me. Leilah has alway's been a good boss to me, "Great.... We need you Sassy but not at the expense of your health and reputation..... I saw what happened when Willaston arrived"...... "Yeah about that"..... She grins, "I know you're hot stuff!"....... "Sure.... Whatever".... She laugh's..... "Have a good shift"....... "Yeah.... Thanks".....

That shift was a tough one..... Every one after was tougher than that...... Wil and Raizel hated each other from the get go and I was the one caught in the middle...... Raizel is a player.... He had a girlfriend and many other's..... He was determined to turn me into one..... Wil was complicated..... He hunted me down and when he did.... I knew nothing of his life since he left school...... He was hot and cold..... One minute we're hot and heavy...... The next moment he avoided me like the plague.... I was getting serious whiplash!!!...... It all came to a head when Wil opened up to me that he'd left school, because he got a girl pregnant during his summer job..... Her father was his boss and made him accountable for stripping the flower of his baby girl..... They had a daughter....... I was furious!!! Why? Because he didn't tell me when he came back..... I don't do affair's...... I felt betrayed for both myself and her...... I know when he would avoid me.... He was with her....... I remember the night we broke up.... It was at work.... He'd taken a week off to spend time with his daughter..... When he came back he was distant emotionally but sexually..... He was insatiable...... We were at work and Raizel had been put on shift with us and they'd been at each other's throat's.......

"What is wrong with the both of you?"...... "He want's what he can't have?"..... Raizel looked like he wanted to punch Wil, "And he stole what was mine!"...... Here I felt a migrane coming on, "What the fuck are you talking about?"....... I was so fucked off with their behaviour..... They're like children, honestly!...... Raizel was fuming, "Your boy here is playing you Sass!!!!"...... Ok..... "What!?"...... Wil was trying his hardest to get my attention..... And away from Raizel..... "Baby..... Don't listen to him!"....... Raizel was about to explode, "Tell her what I saw!!!"...... "What!? What did you see Raizel!?"...... Wil shot a death glare at Raizel, "Fuck up Raizel!!!"...... Raizel was glaring at Wil, "Your boy here is a dog!"...... My head is splitting..... "Ok you two spill! Tell me what this is all about!?"...... "It's nothing baby"..... Straight away that tells me it's something...... "See.... Your "Man" here.... Was dropped off by a little rich white girl and her cute little white baby that call's him daddy!!!"....... But I know about them, " I know.... Her name is Jessica and their daughter's name is Chloe"...... Raizel is grinning brightly..... "But did he tell you she's pregnant and that I saw them making out when he got out the car? TODAY!?"...... The colour drain's from Wil's face as the anger rises in mine!!!!.... "Baby!"...... "I'm just grabbing my stuff and gonna leave.... Don't fucking follow me..... I don't have time for this shit!!!!".....

For the next month I avoid Wil completely...... I swap shift's so we're not on shift together..... He eventually transfers out..... I cried myself to sleep every night..... We never had full on sex but we'd done everything else..... I was soo relieved I held on..... Raizel was getting closer to me.... I knew he was still playing around.... Even when he broke up with his girlfriend who was my friend..... He would flirt with me and I would let him..... He would whisper dirty thing's in my ear...... He'd alway's find a way to brush his body against mine..... His hand would linger on mine when he walked past.... He was making sure my body would long for his and I would let him..... Then I started University..... Raizel never believed in who I am.... Who I truly am..... My heritage..... My like's n dislike's.... My interest's..... My passion..... And my talent's...... He would alway's say I couldn't possibly be who I am.... It was alway's a massive problem for us.... The closer we got..... So when I started Uni and met my class mate's..... I met Danny...... I met like minded creative people.... And I loved it!!!..... We came from all walk's of life.... I was thriving at school, at home, at training, on the field, on the court, on stage, at work...... The more I shone..... The more people gravitated toward me.... Danny and I got paired together in Uni for everything.... Our creative chemistry was undeniable... We worked well together as the lead vocalists of our compulsory assessed band...... One night we were performing a gig in a night club..... Danny and I had been getting closer..... I was in love with Danny's voice..... That night we spent the rest of the night making out..... But the next morning Danny ignored me.... I decided to give him some space...... A pattern developed where we would carry on as normal.... Get close.... Make out and he would ignore me.... Everyone at Uni.... Including the teacher's knew what was happening and didn't like it...... They could see the shit hitting the fan before me..... Danny lived out of town.... So I only knew him at Uni...... We had snuck away into one of the secluded gardens at Uni to make out when his phone rang and he ignored it..... It kept ringing.... And ringing.... And ringing.... And he ignored at as he was feasting on my neck when a woman said his name and he froze...... "Danny!?"...... I turn and there's a woman standing with her hand's on her hip's and tear's running down her face...... "What are you doing here Liza!?"...... He's definitely pissed.... I can tell he didn't see this coming... I'm embarrassed and don't have a fucking clue what the fuck is happening!!!..... "Look we've been broke up for a month and you've moved on with a little girl?"...... "What's happening!?"....... "Bitch! You. Stole. My. Man!".... Aaaw fuck no!!!...... "Liz!!!" I'm furious.... I grab my stuff and head to work early......

I get there and my friend Rose order's food for us when she see's me staring into space for what seem's ages...... "Hey Chikka!! Eat up gurl!"..... "Hey Rosey..... Thank's"...... "Aaahh, it's a guy"...... "Yeah..... What the fuck is wrong with me, why every guy that enter's my life has to be an ass!!!!"...... "A fucktard!!!!"...... "A loser!!!"...... We eat in silence..... Food is sacred.... Food is life.... And then Raizel walk's in one door..... "Fuck!"..... And then Wil walks in another..... "Kill me now!"..... No shit, then Mana enters another door..... "Someone up stairs hates me.... I swear it!"...... Then as if shit couldn't get worse..... Danny enters the fourth door.... "WHY!? Just fucking shoot me now..... DAMMIT!"...... Rosey choke's on a French fry..... I'm trying to hide and there's way too much testosterone in the building glaring each other down..... "Girl!!!!!"..... "Babes.... You take Raizel and Wil..... I'll handle the other two"..... Rosey smirks at me, "You owe me gurl!"..... "Yes.... Yes.... I do!"..... "OK Wil and Rai come with me out back.... Sassy has too many of you to deal with right now"...... She drag's them away.... Mana and Danny approach me staring each other down....... Mana and I use to flirt and mess around and stuff during High school when Wil left.... Mana went to the same school as my sister..... Mana flashes me a sexy smile, "Hey Sass..... I haven't seen you for a while"...... "Hey Mana.... Have a seat".... "Cool"...... He sit's next to me with an arm around my shoulder.... Playing footsies with me under the table...... Danny approaches the booth, "Sass..... Can we have a word?"...... Nope. Not. Having. A. Bar. Of. It.... "Sorry.... I'm catching up with an old friend..... I'll see you at school tomorrow"...... He shakes his head, defeated, "Ok"..... He walks out...... Mana bumps my thigh, "Soo..... What's new?"..... "Plenty..... Where's the 'Devil'?" I reply...... His eye's gleam, "Don't play like that Sass!"..... I roll my eyes.... "Still with her then!".... I go to stand but he pull's me back..... "You look banging baby"..... I chuckle, "This is the worst day!"...... He pulls me closer, "I miss you"..... I sigh, "Since when!?"...... His eyes darken, "Don't!".... I huff, "You told me you were single but you weren't!!!!"...... He eyes me up, "Babe..... I miss you"...... And I miss eating as much Nutella as I want.... We can't alway's have what we want..... Then he pull's me into a sexy as HELL kiss, "Fuck!!! Mana!!".... I'm hot n wet and he's sexy as fuck!!!.... I swear I'm not a slut!! Just unlucky..... I stroke his sides, "You know where I live..... I'll be home at 10.....we need to talk"....... "Cool"..... He kisses me passionately before he leaves, leaving me feeling things.... 2 down...... 2 to go.....

I get to the staffroom.... "Hey Rai..... I'll see you soon.... I need to talk to Wil for a minute"...... "K hot stuff!"...... "Thanks".... Raizel looks at Wil...... "Shes done with your lame ass!"...... Wil stare's dagger's at him as him and Rosey walk away...... I greet him, "Hi....."....... He greets me back, "Hey..... Baby...." And then I start to fucking cry...... "Please don't call me baby....." He pull's me to him as he lock's the door...... He rub's my back as I let out all my grief...... "I'm sorry...." I cry louder at his apology..... I can't help it.... My entire body shakes..... "Why did you come back if you were going straight back to her?" Hes crying himself...... "Wil, I've loved you since we were 15"...... "And I've loved you since the first day you walked into class"..... I looked at him, "Wil, When we were 16, I was going to tell you...... But then Roha told me she was going to ask you out"..... "Roxy, I was waiting for you to say something...... To say you wanted me"..... "Then Misty came along"...... "Like I said baby..... Again I was waiting for you to say something"....... He took my hands, "When you took me to Prom"...... He sighed, "You were taken, I waited for you to kiss me.... I know you were with someone back then but I had to find out what kissing you was like"...... I sighed, "I waited for you to say I was the one for you"...... "Same baby"...... "Then you left for the Summer and broke my heart"....... "You fixed mine the day I walked into this building"..... "What happened?".... He take's a deep breath..... He stroke's my arm's..... "I caught Jess in bed with Dean"..... "Your best friend?".... "Yeah"...... "That's why you looked for me?"....... "No....I started to think about how my life could be if we had had the courage to be together in school"........ "Oh"..... "You were the only one who never let me down..... So I started looking for you"...... "But you cheated on me?"..... "I know..... Jess got me on a weak moment..... The babie's are mine"...... "I know"..... "So she started trying to pull me back in every time I went to visit my daughter"..... "You should've left me alone"..... "I couldn't...... When I saw you..... I wanted you more than anything I ever wanted"..... I cry..... "You hurt me"..... "I know..... It's fucking killing me"...... "I'm not with Jess..... She uses my daughter's against me"..... "I'm not a home wrecker" ...... "My home was wrecked well before I came back..... I still live here..... I only visit my babie's in the weekends"..... "Wil...... I can't do this anymore"...... "Roxy please"..... Hes licking my neck.... "Please don't"...... "Just to say goodbye" ..... "I smell like someone else"..... "Baby... I don't care"..... Hes unbuttoning my shirt as he kisses me...... Making me hiss..... "Please".... I'm crying as we say goodbye.... "Roxy...... I will spend the rest of my life loving you"...... "Stop".... I'm crying my eye's out as he make's love to me...... "I'm so sorry"...... Now hes crying..... "I hate you Wil"...... "I love you Roxy..... Only you.... Forever"..... I sink to the floor crying like I'm dying..... He lift's me, wrap's me around him as he stroke's me on his cock..... My first time did not go as I thought it would. It was the gentlest, slowest, saddest sex of my life..... We cried and kissed the whole way through it..... Even in the shower..... "I have to start my shift soon"...... "One last kiss?"....... "Ok" ..... He kissed me for the last time..... When I closed my eye's he bit down on my collarbone leaving me marked as he sucked and licked the pain away as I cried..... Before I opened my eye's he was gone for ever......

Rosey walked in and held me..... "I got you babe..... You let it all out"..... And I did...... "You need to go home"....... "Yeah"..... "I can't drop you off"..... "And you can't drive in your state"...... Raizel enters the staffroom..... "Sass, I'm taking you home"...... "No.... I will".... "Nope, Sass I got your key's"....... "Let him take you home Babes"..... "Fuck!!!"..... Rosey piped up, "I'll drive his car back after work"....

We drive home in silence..... When we get there Raizel says, "I will wait here fore Rosey"..... "Don't be dumb"..... "Come inside"..... "Are you sure?"..... "Yes".... We enter the house..... My family aren't home yet..... "So.... Would you like anything to eat or drink?"....... "No thank you"..... "Well..... I'm going to the family room"...... "Come with me"...... "Ok"...... I slip into a couch as my cat n dog leap on me...... "I just got cock blocked!?"..... I laugh coz it's true.... They're staring this intruder down..... "You can't be cock blocked if nothing was going to happen"..... Hes annoyed..... "Way to let a guy down"..... "I'm sure you get plenty of pussy"..... "You don't want this one"....He looks at me darkly....... "See that's where you're wrong".... He's moving closer.... I know he doesn't like animal's..... They terrify him..... "Don't flatter me"..... "So..... You fucked him didn't you?".... I'm in shock..... "What!?"..... "I heard you two fucking in the staffroom and the showers"..... "You were fucking spying on us!!!!" He looks shocked..... "No! I was doing inventory..... The wall's are thin.... You're lucky I locked the staff wing down until that motherfucker left"..... "Shit!!! Please don't say anything to anyone"..... "I would never".... I'm beyond embarrassed..... "I'm not a slut!"..... " I didn't say nothing"....."Am I?"...... "Why?"....... "Well..... I was kinda seeing someone and was making out with him until his ex saw us together..... Then I come into work and four of you walk in at the same time..... I get rid of one..... Another one kisse's me.... Then I have sex with one before he leaves for the last time"....... He's thinking..... I can feel his gear's clicking over..... "No.... You're not.... You're fucking sexy.... In a good girl by day.... Sexy woman by night..... Kinda way"..... I laugh.... "Piss off!!!" Hes smirking..... "I know women Sassy..... You're a good girl"..... "Stop"..... "I know for a fact...... You're a dirty woman under it all"...... He get's up and walk's around my house until he find's my room..... "What are you doing?" He scan's my room..... He open's my underwear draw..... "WTF!?" He pull's out my box.... No..... Before I can grab it he open's it and there are all my thong's n sexy bra's..... "I KNEW IT!" He hand's me the box and scan's my room again..... I know this nigga has a radar for sexy shit..... "Ooooohhhhh...... You're naughty"..... "Fuck!"...... He's in my closet..... In the back cupboard he pull's out another box..... "Don't!" Hes grinning like a fiend..... "You're a freaky chick!"...... He found my kinky lingerie and sex toy's..... A Bullet.... A Rabbit.... A Butterfly...... A jelly Dildo..... A Crystal.... Some Chain Bra's and Suit's...... "I'm just going to die"..... I grab the other box..... Put both of them in the cupboard and lock it up....... Raizel is shaking with laughter.... "How the hell did you know where to look?"..... He shake's his shoulder's..... "Umm..... Sorry..... I can't even...... Excuse me"...... He goes to the toilet...... How does he know his way around my house?......

My cat n dog leap off the couch making a big ass noise..... My family are home and they're telling on me..... My family are my mum's elder sister, her husband, my sister and their son..... I'm adopted..... "Sass..... Are you home?"..... "Yes Mama"..... I shut my bedroom door as I head to the kitchen..... Dad frowns at me, "No work today?"...... "No..... I wasn't feeling well"..... My brother Dex, "Who's are those really expensive shoe's?"..... "They belong to Raizel...... A work colleague"...... Raizel walk's into the kitchen, "Hi.... I'm Raizel...... Nice to meet all of you"..... Soo, my brother doesn't like people in general right.... But the way hes looking at Raizel.... I don't think I like it since Raizel and I are nothing right now..... My brother quickly throws out his hand to Raizel, "Hey I'm Dex"..... Now my dad, "Jason"..... Even my mum, "Kathleen"..... Everyone then turn their attention towards me...... "Soooo.... I fainted at work..... Rose couldn't leave"..... "Yeah, I was doing some admin stuff..... So I brought her back"..... My mother looks at Rai closely..... Then at with concern..... "Well.... Thank you Raizel..... Would you like to stay for dinner?"..... He look's at me..... I shrug my shoulder's..... I couldn't care less.... "It's ok really, I don't want to overstay my welcome..... I'm sure Rose will be back before then"...... My dad chuckles, "That mean's you're staying. Thank you for taking care of our girl here.... Anyway, Rosey alway's stay's for dinner" ..... I just nod, "Sure"....... My brother is still here, "Hey dude..... Come play some video game's with me!"..... I need to smooth over my lie to my parents, "That's a great idea.... I need to talk to mum n dad for a minute"..... Raizel just shrugs, "Ok"..... As they head to my brother's room, I close the kitchen door.....

Kali hugs me, "So what happened?"...... I hug her back, "I forgot to take my pill's today"..... Dad is worried, "Are you ok?"....... I smile at him, "Yeah.... I took them after I fainted"...... My mum shakes her head in disappointment, "You need to be careful"....... "Yes mama I'm sorry"....... My mama tilts her head, "Is he a friend?"...... "Yes"....... Dad pipes in, "Nothing more?"..... I chuckle, "No"..... Kali obviously wants to know what really happened, "Hey..... You look pale... You should go lie down"..... I sigh, "Yeah..... Can you bring me a juice please"...... My sister rushes me out the kitchen, "Of course, I got you sis"...... Dad laughs, "OK.... I'll send Dex when dinner's ready"..... I blush, "Thank you Papa"...... My mum frowns, "Be careful Sassy"......

I go to my room..... My sister pretend's she's in no hurry.... When she walk's in she bolt's the door so we have privacy..... "So...... Spill holdout!"...... I tell her everything, now she wants to know what the deal with Raizel is, "Is he one of your?"...... "No..... I don't know why he bother's..... He's a total player.... With Danny and Mana hanging around and Wil...... I just can't deal"..... "Tsk, tsk, tsk, Be careful Sass...... You're vulnerable and they know it"..... Now to drop the next bomb, "Sooo.... Manas dropping by tonight..."..... "Sis! What the fuck is wrong with you? Fuck!"..... Kali likes Mana, just not him being anywhere near me after the last time he came sniffing around..... "Yep!"..... She face palm's, "K, I'll cover for you but this is getting out of hand"..... I try to assure my poor sister, "No..... I'm good.... Really"...... She throws her head back in laughter, "Yeah..... Keep telling yourself that"...... Dinner was awful..... Rosey had to cover for me as I just couldn't deal with Raizel.... So I went bed.... Kali came with me to keep an eye on me..... "You're cold sis, if the poor dude wasn't feeling awqkz before..... He must be now!"..... "Hush sis.... I don't want to give him any ideas"..... She laughed the ugly laugh, you know the one..... The laugh you have no control over and it makes you look like you're insane...... She then snorts like a pig, fuck! "Bit late sis! He wants your kitty kat to play with his kitty jammer!"....... She proceeds to laugh so bad she can't breathe n is kinda going red.... Now purple. I throw all my pillow's at her..... That just makes her worse..... "For fucks sakes Kali! You look like the Joker!"..... I throw another five cushions at her, "Fucking weirdo!"...... Rosey taps the door, Kali opens it, "Hey Babes..... We're leaving now.... Sorry!"..... I jump up to hug her.... "It's ok Rosey.... Really"..... She shakes her head, "No... I should've dropped you off..... But Rai really wanted to"..... "Nah, it's ok..... Please take him away..... I just can't deal"..... She hugs me tighter, "K I'll txt when I get home"..... "Cool girl"..... "Bye Kali, Babes"...... "Bye Rosey Posy"....... I throw another cushion at Kalis head..... "Bye Rosey..... Thank you again".....

Once they leave Kali bolts my door again, the windows open as I spark up a cigarette...... "Halves sis?"..... "K"..... Kali just flicks the butt out the window and lays on my futon.... Mana then jump's in my window..... Scaring the fuck outta Kali...... "What. The. Fuck. Dick!"..... He just struts past her like she isn't here..... Kali stay's but gives him the stink eye as she put's her headphones on.....Shes pretending to listen to her Ipod.... It's what we do to keep each other safe in a situation like this.... Mana dives onto my plush bed, Stretching out around me like a panther..... Fuck he smells delish! Hes swimming in a Georgio Armai cologne, Mania. Hes sooo fucking sexy!...... Manaia Wang, 18 years old, 6' tall, 200lbs of lean deeply cut, incredibly defined, pure, muscle...... Thick, jet black, Asian hair..... It's about mid neck length, the sides are styled back hugging his head frame..... The top is shooting up in messy spikes that look like they're spearing one another..... Fucking yummy..... He has these amazing obsidian, almond shaped eyes, full blood red kissy lip's, amazing olive skin that is like silk, not a blemish or facial hair in sight..... He has these sharp, defined cheekbones that make me jealous.... His jaw is strong and sharp..... His thick, long lashes fan out..... He could be a model if he wanted too.... Mana wears a sleeveless, Zip Up Hoodie, with no fucking shirt underneath, a pure gold thick as chamberlock chain, with an obsidian dragon pendant wrapped around the chain.... He has obsidian n pure gold rings on each finger, the sexiest black jeans with a thick leather belt, not buckled, the two top buttons undone..... His jeans are hanging dangerously low, showing his delicious hairless V! His boxers are just peeking out at me. I'm fucking salivating just looking at him..... Hes already kicked off his Jet Black Limited Edition Holographic Nike Free Runners..... Mana is Chinese/Maori, doesn't do any type of training to keep his magnificent physique..... Soooo sickening! His family is wealthy as both his parents are corporate lawyers, his fathers Chinese family comes from old money......

As I'm looking at the ceiling, biting my damn bottom lip to stop myself from snatching a kiss from him...... He rolls onto his side and strokes my hip..... "Hey baby"...... I blow out a frustrated breath.... "Hey"...... He smirks at me..... Hes soo fucking close I can feel his delicious breath fanning my neck.... I gulp as my body temperature spikes..... It's getting a little hot.... Thank the lawd for antiperspirant deoderant lol..... My Cool Waters cologne is fermenting in a cloud around me making me dizzy...... My crop bra n boy short panties (my pj's) are starting to dampen from arousal.... Fuck!..... As Mana brushes his lips against my neck, he cooes.... "Sooo..... I seen you in town last weekend"..... I whimper, "Yeah"..... His fingers tease my panty line.... "You were banging babe"..... I squirm knowing he know's the affect he has on me, "Thanks"....... His nose rubs against my neck blazing a trail of goosebumps in it's wake, as he deeply inhales my scent.... "Does that mean you'll be hitting the club's allot?"..... I sigh in ecstacy..... My voice comes out seductively without permission, "Probably"...... His generous cock pulses against my side..... "Cool" he breathes..... Fuck. I'm. Horny!!! He knows hes teasing me as he's lying next to me on my bed.... Hes awakening pussy tingling feelings within me screaming to cum out.... My panties are soaked...... Sorry Kali..... His lips start gently nipping at my neck, "Soo..... You're cock blocking me using your sister?"...... I giggle, "Yes".... He laugh's..... I know hes gonna punish me very shortly for that.... In an attempt to distract us both from this heated situation we find ourselves in, I take us back to a previous encounter that had me in stitches..... "Do you remember the day I took my mum's car to come see you?" He laugh's..... Still stroking my panty line, "Yes..... I do"...... Now I'm laughing.... "I brought Rose with me because I didn't know what I was walking into"..... He frowns.... "You're such a fucking cock tease! I remember wanting to fuck you so bad"...... I'm shaking with laughter..... "Your aunty and twin cousins were there"...... Hes getting shitty.... I can hear it in his tone..... Now I'm full out laughing.... I know he is remembering exactly what happened "And Rose was fucking me with her eye's"...... Now I'm laughing hysterically..... "And... You.... You were threatening to push her out the window"..... "I fucking meant it too.... And I wanted to push you against the window frame and fuck you infront of her so she knew I only wanted you..... I wanted to bend you over so I could smash that fat ass teasing me in your fuck me jeans!!!"...... My breathings getting heavy.... His hand is travelling up and down my little short's...." And do you remember what else happened?"...... His breathing gets husky...... "I kissed you"........ "Mmmmhmmmmm"..... Hes stroking my lower belly sending electric currents straight to my core...... "Baby..... It was the best kiss ever"...... My sister turn's away going into the closet.... She's giving me some privacy.... I look him straight in the eyes, "I remember you saying how good I taste"....... He whispers against my mouth, "You alway's tasted the best baby"....... There's a hand in my pantie's...... And another grab's my hair pulling me to his mouth..... We kiss..... I forget myself for a bit before snapping back to reality..... "Stop!"...... He whisper's against my neck, "Why?"...... My temper flares "Because I know you are still with that bitch!"....... He keep's teasing my pussy..... It's wet..... "Alway's wet for me"....... I try to wriggle away to get some distance between us...... "Mana I can't"....... His finger's are inside me..... Driving me crazy with need..... "Shit! My sister's here!"...... He whispers in my ear, "Get rid of her..... I came here for your sweet pussy"...... He bites my earlobe, "I know..... Is hers sour now"....... He laugh's.... His fingers are expertly bring me to climax, "Only when I think about you"....... I'm burning up, I'm about to cum..... "I'm going to"...... He swallow's my moan's with his mouth...... He pull's his finger's out and suck's them clean before kissing me..... Making me taste myself on his lip's n tongue...... I moan in his mouth...... "I'm out"....... Mothafugga! "What!?"...... He grin's..... Jump's out my window and leaves...... I'm left sprawled out on my bed in a cloud of sex pheromones..... Wondering what the fuck just happened!?..... Kali comes out of the closet scrunching up her nose making me blush scarlet..... "I'm sorry!"..... She laugh's...... This is going to cost me big...... "Sis...... Fabreeze that shit! I'm going to bed"....... Yep...... I wonder what shes going to ask for now???

When she leaves I bolt the door..... I grab my dildo and relieve myself...... I forgot to lock the window....... As my orgasim build's my mouth is crushed...... Mana is back..... And he's not backing down..... "Mmmm...... Still a freak baby"....... I should've known he was waiting for Kali to leave so he could have me...... He take's over using my dildo on me as he eat's my nipple's..... "You can't be here"....... He chuckles, "But I am"...... "No..... Mana...... Leave"...... He pump's me harder pushing me over the edge...... I bite my lip to stop from screaming...... He doesn't let up...... He twist's the dildo within me...... "Leave"...... "No"...... My climax is fast approaching..... "Please"...... He growls, "Fuck me Sass..... I miss your tight pussy"...... "No!"..... He shut's me up with a kiss..... He sit's me up as he work's me over..... I bite down on his neck as I cum..... His body shudder's as he growl's into my neck...... Biting down on me.... That's going to leave a mark..... He lift's me pulling out the dildo and slamming me straight on his shaft making me gasp...... I try to get off but he hold's my hip's down and pinches them in place.... I scream into his neck as he bounces me slowly on his fat cock...... "Fuck...... I hate you"..... He groan's..... "No you don't..... You know how to fuck me up!"...... My eyes have rolled in the back of my head as my back arches up off the bed..... "Mnnn..... Hhrrnnnm.... Aaaahhhhh!!"...... I'm sweating...... I'm climaxing again...... We spend the whole night fucking...... Eating each other and making torturous love...... While catching our breath back he whispers in my neck, "Hey"....... I snap back, "I still hate you"...... Completely ignoring me, "I want you for keep's Sass"...... My ugly temper is back, "Bullshit!!!!"...... He whines at me, "Baby..... I mean it"....... I roll away from him.... "You had your chance..... You lied to me"...... His finger's are in my pussy..... Playing.... His voice is thick with husky sexiness, "I mean it..... Move in with me"...... I shake my head, "No"...... He gently pulls my face to his as he continues his assault...... His cock is rubbing against my clit...... "Please baby?"........ Your puppy dog eyes n sexy tricks won't work this time dickhead! I breathe across his mouth, "No"...... The sun begins to rise..... "You need to leave"...... "I'll be back for you baby"........ "I'll lock the window"..... He laugh's, "And I'll knock on the front door"..... His fingers are gone and hes jackhammering me, "Fuck!"...... The ferocity and speed he fucks me with is INSANE! My final orgasim is soo damn violent I bite down on his left bicep to hide my screams....... He know's how strict my parent's are..... With that he's gone and I run to my bathroom to shower...... I clean my dildo and return it to it's hiding place......

My sister enter's my room bolting the door..... I open all my windows and spray the whole room down as I clean my room and change my bedding..... "So you fucked Mana"...... "Stop"...... She continues completely ignoring me, "I saw him leave"...... "I forgot to lock the window"....... Her eyes narrow to slits, "That motherfu...."...... "I'm the one that forgot to lock my window"...... Shes laughing at me..... "You're turning into a slutty bitch!!!!"..... I groan, "I know"...... Shes standing there, hands on her hip's, "Sis..... Pick one!!!!!"..... "I'm choosing me..... I'm done"..... She plops down on my futon, "You're staying at Rose's til he stop's coming round"....... "Yeah.... Come with me?"...... She high fives me, "You know it sis..... I got you".......
ONE MONTH LATER!!!!
My parent's and Dex go to Aussie..... Danny and I had an argument over his bullshit with who ever she is to him.... She keep's turning up at school during band practices and gig's in town.... I'm at home texting back n forth with Raizel..... He's been asking about Danny and Mana..... I've been ignoring both of them so they keep showing up at work looking for me..... My phone ring's it's Raizel.... "Hey"...... "Hey hot stuff!"...... "I'm outside let me in"..... I'm home alone as Kali's at her actual house..... She's adopted to another one of my mother's sister's..... We call all of them our mother's..... I open the door, letting him in..... He looks sooo damn fine..... "Hey hot stuff"..... I close the door as we head to the kitchen...... "You mean slutty stuff"..... He laugh's...... "We'll you are sexy"..... He step's into my space and pull's me to him..... He crashes his mouth to mine..... Ravishing me as his hand's swiftly explore my body..... Stripping me out of my clothes..... I quickly snap out of the trance he had me caught up in..... "Hey..... Stop!!!" He does.... His breathing is heavy..... His cock is pulsating..... "You drive me crazy Sass..... I have to have you"...... I'm soo fucked.... I rake my eye's over his glorious body.... "Strip!"...... He does as he's told..... His cock pulses..... He's a big boy..... His eyes are dark with lust, "Let's grab your toy's"..... We grab up our clothes and head to my room.... I change into my favourite suit..... When he turn's back to me he growl's.... His cock grow's bigger and suddenly I'm a bit scared of his monster..... "Oooh shit! That ain't going to fit"...... He pick's me up and lay's me on my bed where he spend's the next half hour eating my pussy as I scream his name..... "Fuck Sass!!! You've got the sweetest pussy I ever tasted!"...... "Liar"...... He growl's biting down on my mound making me scream out in ecstacy..... And I cum in his mouth for like the 10th time and he lap's it all..... "Fuck me Rai!"...... And he does..... All night long..... The condom's keep ripping.... He's too big....."Those are the biggest they have!"...... "I swear Sass.... That never happen's!"...... "Fuck!!! I missed my last jab!!!"...... "So take the emergency pill"...... "OK.... I'll take care of it tomorrow"...... "I'll take you myself"...... "Rai, I haven't slept with anyone for a month"...... He smiles down at me, "Glad to hear it"....... "We'll see in 9 month's"....... We fuck on the daily...... Nightly....... Every chance we get..... We don't use condom's...... In the weekend..... We don't leave the bedroom and I forget to take the pill's...... My parent's get back a few day's later so we start sneaking around before and after class..... Before and after work.....

Eventually I'm pregnant and we hadn't been getting along and I stopped seeing him..... When I tell him I'm pregnant he freeze's me out.... Completely, and take's off for a month..... One night I bleed out and the doctor tells me I'm having a miscarriage...... My family know's and they hate Raizel...... I bleed out for the next few day's and I cry over the loss of my baby..... I refuse to see or talk to him.... And I cry myself to sleep every night..... Danny is alway's trying to get back with me...... We still have gigs together but I usually go straight home..... I end up clubbing one night and I'm drunk beyond belief..... I'm heading up the stairs to one of the club's...... I'm so wasted I don't even notice Mana as he kisse's me in the middle of the stairways..... I end up spending the rest of the night with Mana, fucking each others brains into oblivion..... The next morning I feel sick as a dog...... "FUCK!!!" And 8 month's later I give birth to a mini Raizel....
PRESENT DAY.....
I'm finishing up my tea before heading into class..... I have my song choice ready..... And I can't wait to meet everyone...... As I enter the class all eye's are on me. I see eclectic people of all age's, some quite young...... I search the Auditorium for a seat..... My lecturer Avril wave's me over during her introduction..... I know she want's me to speak after her..... I was alway's a prized student of her's..... "So welcome one and all..... I would like to introduce you all to Sassy Daniels ..... A veteran student returning from a three year hiatus.... Sassy.... Everyone"..... She give's me a wink..... Which mean's she's taking me to lunch...... I head over to the podium, "Kia ora everyone..... Nau mai whakatau mai ki te waahi toi whakaari nei.... Hi everyone and welcome to Toi Whakaari..... My name is Sassy and I'm a returning student..... If you love 'The Art's' this is the place to be..... I'm a senior..... I love all disciplines and can't wait to work with the talent in this space.... Nga mihi nui kia koutou katoa.... As with tradition.... Each student is to perform a piece of their choosing".....

The crowd stir's, I push on through...... "The piece I have chosen is one that fit's my mood this morning.... I hope you love yourselves some 'Run To You' by the Diva, Whitney...... This piece is quite personal to me, I hope you enjoy" ..... "I know...... That when you look at me..... There's so much..... That you just don't see"....... I let my emotion's take over...... Letting all my pain take over the song...... "But if...... You would only take the time..... I know in my heart you'd find...... Although a girl is scared sometimes.... Who isn't alway's strong..... Can't you see the hurt in me I feel so all alone..... I wanna to run to you...... I wana run to you.... Won't you hold me in your arm's..... And keep me safe from harm.... I wanna run to you.... But if I come to you...... Tell me will you stay..... Or will you run away".......

The crowd reaction is one I wasn't expecting...... As I continue to sing through the song..... My body react's to the emotions I let go of...... By the time I finish my tear's escape..... The audience errupt's into applause..... Some are shocked..... Other's are emotional like me..... I smile as I wipe my tear's leaving the stage to sit where Avril is sitting..... She pat's my shoulder as she returns to the stage..... All eye's are on me.... I blush as I bring myself back...... Avril takes the floor again, "Thank you Sassy..... As usual you deliver..... Now for those of you who have never witnessed a performance as this you will see plenty more of it throughout the year...... Sassy here is a veteran.... She is very talented as you have witnessed she was born for the stage.... One thing I will share with you about this remarkable woman is, she sing's for the love of the art's...... Not for money...... She sing's through the experiences of her lifetime..... That is her artistry"......

All eye's are still on me so I put up my wall's..... As each student stand's to deliver their pieces Avril and I chat..... "I think you should have saved my piece for last..... She nods, "Believe me that was what I had planned.... But when you entered you had already captivated everyone..... You know this about yourself"....... "Av..... Promise you will stop me from any stupidity"...... She chuckles, "Bring your baby in tomorrow...... I haven't seen him in a while"........ "I don't think you want me to do that"....... She slaps me playfully, "Bring him in..... So everyone know's how serious you are about what you do"....... "I'll think about it Av"...... "Sass, there's allot of talent in this room"....... "My performance has put some off"....... "If they can't handle an introduction...... They shouldn't be here"...... "True"....... "I won't tell them you're my favourite"........ She laugh's, her eyes are a glitter..... I mumble, "Too late"...... The introduction takes the entire day as there's two classes.... Certificate and Diploma......

When we head to lunch we go to our favourite sushi place...... "So Sass, how's life?"...... I sigh, "Hard..... Broke"........ "Aaw hon, are you flatting?"...... Another sigh, "Yeah..... It's still expensive..... I need to move"........ She cocks her head, "A couple of my second year's are looking for a flatmate..... They have six room's..... They have two room's free.... For you and your baby"...... "I'll think about it Av"....... She squeezes my shoulder, "Good".......

In the afternoon we're getting down to the last five..... Then this young guy stand's.... He's staring at me through his entire intro..... It's irritating me..... He's young..... Hes definitely talented though..... Avril watches him carefully, "Oh dear"..... I'm getting more irate by the second, "You have to stop this nonsense Avril..... I blame you"...... She cackles, "Not at all..... I didn't captivate anyone...... That's alway's been you Sass...... I'll see you and your baby tomorrow"....... I huff out, "Fine"...... As the Auditorium empties I'm waiting for everyone to leave so I can tidy up the place..... Old habits die hard...... "Kia ora..... I thought I'd give you a hand"....... It's that young guy.... Shit! He look's like he's 16-17..... "Hi..... Thank you.... Kaizan is it?"....... "Yeah..... Look a few of us are going out after class..... Do you want to come with?"....... Hell no! Today was really tiring! "That's really sweet of you but I have to get home to my son"...... He smile's warmly..... "Hey..... That's OK.... I'll see you tomorrow then?"...... I smile back, hes a really polite young man, "Yes Kaizan.... You have a good one"...... He delivers a devastating smile, "You too beautiful"....... Nope. Gurl. Stoppit. Hes. A. Little. Boy. And. You. Sassy. Are. A. Grown. Ass. Woman. A. Solo. Mother. Who. Has. Enough. On. Your. Plate. Right. Now. You. Don't. Need. Any. Distractions. Especially. Male. Distractions!!!!..... "Fuck. Me. Lawd. Help. A. Gurl. Out!"
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AUTHOR'S NOTE
Hey ya'll..... I hope you enjoyed this chapter..... Each chapter on will lengthen gradually soo please read on.......

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