The Best friend
"See the brighter side of things. We get to spend time together on a Friday night," Jason added, grabbing the beer from my hand.
It was true though.
Ever since we both starting dating other people, we haven't spent much time with each other and I really missed him a lot.
"Yeah, I missed hanging out with you."
"I know. It's been so crazy. When will your parents get back?" He asked, resting his back against the couch and I noticed his shirt ride up a little, showing a hint of his sexy abs. I've always been attracted to him but I couldn't say if it was the same for him.
"Umm.. Saturday afternoon I guess. What about your girlfriend, Jane? Are you meeting her later tonight?" I asked, curious about his relationship status.
"I don't think so, Em." He dragged, taking a sip of his beer and I pulled up my hair in a low bun.
"Why not?" I asked, streching my legs on the coffee table in front of us and he stole a quick glance at my bare thighs before meeting my gaze.
In all these years, our friendship haven't crossed that line even once and I knew he can never see me in that way. Jane was way more prettier than me.
"Well, I am facing some issues being physically close with her." He admitted honestly, making me raise my eyebrows.
"What do you mean?" I asked, scrunching my eyebrows and he pointed towards his dick with his eyes.
"Oh my God! You mean..."
"Yup, I've tried everything and I have no idea why." He let out a loud groan and I didn't know if I should be worried or happy by his revelation.
"Maybe you are stressed and nervous about doing it with her?" I asked, wondering why the heck could he not be turned on by a girl like Jane. She was the hottest girl in our school.
"Are you sure you're not gay?" I teased, making him glare at me.
"Trust me, you will know how straight I am when I kiss you, Em." He joked, shaking his head and the thought of him kissing me sent a shiver down my spine.
"Whatever, let's watch something on Netflix." I changed the subject, feeling flushed and grabbed the remote from the coffee table.
Half way through the movie, we snuggled up a bit closer towards each other and I felt his palm slightly brush against my side boob. I dismissed it, thinking it was probably unintentional but my body started to heat up at the close proximity of our bodies and the smell of his aftershave was driving me insane.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, reminding myself that I was dating someone else but when I felt his hands moving further down, slowly feeling the roundness of my boobs over my thin tank top, I knew that it was not unintentional anymore.
I pulled my gaze away from the screen and looked up at him. He had his eyes focused on the screen but his hands were teasing my nipples, driving me mad with lust.
"Jason...what are you..."
He cut me off by grabbing my hands and placing it on his lap where I could feel the hardness of his dick.
Wow! He was huge. I could already tell.
"You make me hard, Em." He whispered, looking down at my lips but I quickly turned away and pulled back my hand, knowing that he had a girlfriend. He may not be attracted to her but I knew he liked her a lot.
"This isn't right, Jason." I stood up and he copied my actions, grabbing my hand again.
"Wait, just hear my out now. I know you have a boyfriend and everything but I can't help it. I just want to know how it feels like to kiss you." He spoke, making my eyes go wide and I had no idea what to reply to that.
"What do you mean?"
"You have no idea how long I've been wanting to kiss you but I didn't want to ruin our friendship," he admitted sincerely and I was shocked to hear him say these things. I must be dreaming for sure.
"I thought I wasn't your type. Jane is perfect for you." I mumbled and he came closer, taking my face between his palms.
"I can't do this anymore. I don't care if our friendship gets ruined because of what I'm about to do next," he announced and kissed me hard. I could literally feel sparks flying all around me and inside of my body as he deepened the kiss. He slipped one of his arms around my waist, pulling me flush against his chest and started kissing down my neck.
"Fucking hell. I knew it would be as good as I imagined." He mumbled against my skin and continued to kiss my neck.
"Are you sure about this?" I whispered, unable to push him away because this was everything I ever wanted since I started developing a crush on him.
"Yeah, I want you, Em." He replied, slipping his hand under my top and removing it in one swift movement. He pushed me down on the couch and stood in front of me removing his own shirt. I started to drool at the sight of his body which was built with abs.
All thanks to his football training.
"Fuck, you're beautiful. Zain is a lucky guy." He added, undoing his pants and I swallowed hard, knowing the truth. This was my first time. Zain and I have hardly kissed properly.
He squeezed my boobs, freeing them from my bra and rubbed my nipples with his fingers, making me moan out loud and I could feel my pussy flowing with juices as he continued to tease me with his hands.
"I want to know how wet you are for me," he whispered, slipping his hand inside my panties and he slowly touched my silky wet entrance, making me gasp in need.
"Fuck, you are soaking." He groaned, rubbing the length of my pussy and using my wetness as a lubricant, he inserted two of his fingers inside me.
"Ahhh..." I was not used to two finger and almost yelped at the sensation. He gave me a puzzled look and my face went red in embarrassment.
"You are so tight, Em. Is..is it hurting?" He asked in a concerned voice and I shook my head, relectantly.
"Em, is this your first time?" He asked as if he read my mind and I reminded silent which gave away the answer to his question.
"Oh my God! I'm so sorry." He was about to stand up, leaving me almost naked on the couch with my body set on fire.
He's got to be kidding me.
"What the hell, Jason? Are you going to leave me like this just because I'm a virgin?" I asked, pissed at him and he ran his fingers through his hair in frustration.
"Yes, because I don't want your first time to be like this. As much as I'm happy to be your first, I want to do this the right way." He replied, looking straight into my eyes and my heart skipped a beat at his response.
"Do you like me enough to break up with Jane?" I asked afraid to hear his response but I need to know.
"Are you kidding? I like you more than anyone else in this world, Em. Of course, I'm going to break up with her." He let out a small chuckle. I smiled, sitting up straight and climbed on top of his lap.
"Then, Fuck me, Jason Smith." I whispered, pulling out his cock from his underwear and he hissed in response as I rubbed the length of his cock. He handed me a condom from his pocket and our eyes met for a brief second, making my heart stop.
He was gorgeous and I couldn't believe that he desired me.
"Are you sure, Em?"
"Yeah, I need you, Jason." I smiled, reciting the same words he told earlier and he gave me a small smirk in response. I wrapped the condom on his cock and lifted myself to take his length inside me.
"Oh my God!" I squeezed my eyes tight as I felt the pain of his penetration. My pussy clenched around his cock and kissed me softly to calm me down.
"I swear it will get better," he whispered against my ears softy and held my waist steady in place. Once I knew his full length was inside me, my opened my eyes and looked down at our naked bodies.
I couldn't believe that I was fucking my best friend who I was in love with all these years.
"Is it done?"
"We are far from done, sweetheart." He gave me a devilish grin and rolled over so that he was on top of me now and started to move. The pain was completely gone and I started to enjoy it.
"Tell me if I'm hurting you," he added as he increased the pace little by little so that I was comfortable and my heart swelled at his sweet gesture.
"This feels good, Jason."
"God, you feel fucking great, Em." He groaned, riding my pussy and his right hand cupped my boobs, squeezing them hard. He took one of my nipples in his mouth as he slammed his cock in and out of my entrance.
I was feeling my orgasm build up and i was so fucking close.
"Jason, I'm going to cum." I announced, gripping his biceps and he started to go faster and within seconds, I felt an earth scattering orgasm consume me, making me go blank for a few seconds.
"Wow, this is hands down the best sex I've had so far." He stated, falling down beside me on the couch. I smiled in satisfaction and wrapped my arms around him.
"You know, I've had a crush on you since eight grade but I thought you didn't like me in that way so I didn't tell you about it." I told him the truth and he remained silent for a few seconds.
"That's crazy, Em. I've always liked you." He spoke and started to get up to wear his pants, "I'm feeling thirsty. Do you want something to drink?" he asked, making his way towards the kitchen and I shook my head.
As he walked inside the kitchen, I saw his phone light up with a text message. I was about to call out to Jason but when I peered at the screen, I shut my mouth and my eyes started to fill with unshed tears.
'Yo, did you nail her or not?' - Sam
What the fuck was that suppose to mean?
Did he plan on fucking me already and all of this sweet talk was just to get into my pants?
I couldn't believe that he would use me like that but what if he did?
I heard him coming back and quickly wiped away my tears and started to wear my clothes.
"How you feeling, Em?" he asked, sitting down next to me with a beer.
"Good. All good." I faked a smile, holding back my tears.
How could I be so stupid?!