I lay here wondering if anyone will help me,
Wondering if anyone can see my pain I hide, the darkness circling around as far as I can see,
Is it possible I have died?
I scream inside not being able to let out a sound,
So cold and distraught I find myself alone,
The pain in my heart begins to pound,
Can someone please shine a light so the darkness will be gone?
Alone in my thoughts I know I am lost to almost everyone,
Nothingness seems to in-grope my soul,
Wondering if the coldness will ever be gone,
Asking myself if I ever again will be whole.
Broken and alone I lay her in my pain,
Crying inside almost every day,
Why go on in this life when there seems nothing to gain,
I lived my life up and now it’s time to pay.
Don’t think for a moment there is no cost to pay for your life,
Live to free and be a captive when you die,
So live it up and keep all you can in strife,
And always remember when it’s over why bother to try.