here is the next chapter enjoy.
I woke up the next morning in a daze, sure the night before was just a dream. But as I noticed a slight draft flow over my bare skin, I knew it wasn't a dream. Edward and I had really been together. Flashes of last night coursed through my mind, my cheeks turning hot at the thoughts. Edward and I had the most amazing night. We had connected in a way that I had never connected with anyone before in my life. Even though we had only been together for a few days, I felt so much more for him than I ever felt forJacob. I felt love and comfort. I felt that he would always be there for me andwith Jacob, that was never there. I thought that I had felt love for Jacob. But now Iknew that I never did. I felt something for Jacob but not love. There was never love.
I opened my eyes and I was met with a beautiful sight; Edward sleeping. He lookedso innocent as his gorgeous face was completely relaxed, except for his lips that seemed to be curled upward in a quiet smile. I didn't want to wake him, but my stomach was growling loudly, and soon that would wake him up.
"Baby, you really need to let me go." I whispered in his ear.
He of course wouldn't budge. I rolled my eyes. It was never that easy to wake him in the morning.
"Edward, I want to get some food." As soon as the word food came out of my mouth heshot up and turned to me with a smile.
"What did you say about food?" He asked, his voice still husky with sleep. I felt him start to trace the lines of my back with his fingertips.
"Figures." I said under my breath, smiling to myself.
"What figures, babe?"
I smiled cheekily. "Nothing. Just go find something to wear before Alice gets back."
I found a pair of sweats and Edward's dress shirt to put on before I started to walk out the door. However, my efforts were halted when I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around my torso, pulling me backwards.
"I never gave you a proper good morning." Edward whispered in my ear, trailing his lips down my neck. I shivered involuntarily as he turned me around, immediately capturing my lips with his.
We kissed each other hungrily for a few minutes, our hands roaming each other's bodies before I my stomach growled loudly, causing us to break away. I heard Edward chuckle lightly.
"You better go get something to eat," He whispered, leaning down to kiss me lightly again. "I'll be down in a second."
I smiled at him, kissing his cheek, then nodded, before I turned to walk out of the room.
"Hungry Bella?" I gasped as I spun around to find Alice, Emmett, Rose, and Jasper all sitting in the living room.
"When did you guys get here?" I asked.
Alice eyed my appearance and smirked as I flushed. "Just a few minutes okay. So are you hungry or what?"
"Definitely. What do you guys have?" I cleared my throat, walking over to them.
"McDonald's." Emmett yelled. I walked over to them and grabbed the pancakes theypicked up for me and dug in. Trying to ignore the fact that they, were allstaring at me waiting for something.
"Bella have you seen my-" A very shirtless Edward walked in, and stopped short when he saw his family sitting in the living room. He looked over at me, fear in his eyes. He knew that we would never live this one down.
We hadn't told them that we slept in the same room when they were away. Theythought that Edward had always slept on the couch. We hadn't felt the need toenlighten them on this subject but seeing their faces, they all knew what had transpired, and they all looked ecstatic for us.
"Dude! You finally got laid!" Emmett yelled at him. Rose turned to him and slapedthe back of his head. "Babe, what is wrong with the truth?"
She just gave him a pointed look that clearly told him to shut up. He closed his mouth and sat back with a frown.
"So, did you guys have a good night?" I asked them.
"Yeah, but the better question is did you have a good night?" Alice asked, quirking an eyebrow.
I blushed ten shades of red. "I, um, I had a good night, I guess." I stammered.
"You won't talk with the guys here will you?" Rose said. She didn't wait formy answer. "Emmett. Jasper. Edward. Get out now."
They all obeyed the order and left me to the wrath of my two best friends.
"You slept with him didn't you?" Rose asked.
"Yes." I answered in a very small voice. I looked down at the floor waiting forthem to yell at me and tell me that I am stupid for sleeping with him afteronly a few days of being together. Losing my V-card to a guy that I have knownfor a few months. But they said none of those things. I looked up at them andthey seemed to be waiting for something.
"Well how was it? And do not tell me any details or I will run right out thatdoor." Alice said.
I was surprised that they weren't chastising me, but I quickly forgot about that as I remembered Edward and I's night together. I sighed happily. "It was perfect. It was everything that I could ever have wanted. But I feel so horrible about it. I mean we have only been together for a few days and I already gave him my Virginity. I just I feel so much for him and I thought "why wait?" I know that I have more feelings for him than I ever had for Jacob and it seemed so right." I finished in a rush.
"Bella don't feel horrible about you thought that it was right, then itwas. If you know that you feel something so strong for him why not share thatwith him? We all know that you guys have had feelings for each other for avery long time. So don't feel that way. Edward is not Jacob." Rose finished.
"I know that he is not Jacob I still feel stupid for being so easy." I
"Bella did he ever push you or make you do anything or did he follow you?"Alice asked.
"He let me lead he made sure that it was what I wanted. He must have asked ifI was okay about 20 times."
"So he didn't throw you over his shoulder and throw you on the bed and forcehimself on you?"
"He didn't tie you up and take you?" Rosalie asked bluntly.
"No, of course not."
"He made you feel like an angel?"
"Yes." I smiled wistfully, remembering the reverence of last night.
"Then, what is the problem?"
I don't even remember." I said to them, finally seeing their point.
"Rose I did not need the visual of Edward tying any one up." Alice screechedfrom her spot on the couch.
"Now she says what she is really thinking." Rose said with a smirk."Alice I am sure that your brother has never tied anyone up. At least I don'tthink Edward has but I wouldn't put it past Emmett." I told her with a
"Isabella Swan!" Alice yelled before hitting me in the face with a pillow.
"Alice are you sure that you want to start this?" I looked over at her and shenods her head. The second that she did that, I tossed the same pillow back ather hitting her right in the face.
Alice wanted to call a truce, but I wouldn't give. Then Rose joined in. That wasan Oh Shit moment for the both of us. No one goes up against Rose.
"Truce, Truce." We both shout.
Rose puts down her pillow and we all promptly collapsed on the floor, laughing hysterically. "We are acting like five year olds." Alice said through her laughs.
"Are you complaining?" I asked, still giggling.
"No, not really." Alice laughed.
We heard the door open. Jasper, Emmett, and Edward came through the door and took in the sight of us on the floor laughing with pillows all around us with wide eyes.
"Hey." We say at the same time.
"Dude, we just missed a pillow fight." Emmett groans.
"Sorry Em. That is all of your wet dreams come true isn't it?" Rose smirks at him.
"It might be as long as your involved." Emmett replied cheekily.
"Ewwie Emmy, we don't want to hear that." Alice and I both shudder.
"What started all of this?" Edward asked, raising an eyebrow and smiling crookedly.
"Hurting Alice's virgin ears." I told him.
"My ears are anything but virgin." She says with a huff.
"ALICE." Edward and Emmett yell together.
"I am just telling the truth." She said with an innocent look on her face.
They just looked at her for a minute and turned away not even bothering todignify that with an answer.
"Come on, Bella. We need to get dressed and have some fun today." Alice calledover her shoulder.
She didn't give me a chance to reply. I walked into my room to see her goingthrough my closet. I sat on my bed and waited for her to find what she neededso I could get ready for the day.
We decided today would be a lazy day. We sat outside just sitting on thegrass playing random games like "Would You Rather...?" and "Never Have I Ever." At one point, we even started a debate on who is better George Clooney or Brad Pitt.
"Brad Pitt is way hotter. Plus he loves kids! And have you seen those eyes?"Rose argued.
"But Clooney has that bad boy thing about him, and he lives in Italy." Ipointed out.
"But Brad gives to charity and look at all of the kids that he has adoptedfrom around the world." Alice added.
"He was married to Jennifer Aniston." They both agreed that this was a badpoint on his part.
"Clooney won't get married, and he goes through a few girls every year. Whywould anyone want to be with a guy like that?"
We kept going at it for another hour. After that Jasper, Emmett, and Edwardput their foots down saying if we talked about stupid shit like this again theywould leave us. That made all of us automatically shut up and start talkingabout school.
We all had a lot of homework to do so we parted and went to our rooms tostudy. I still need to finish two essays and a biology lab. Some days I justwished it would all go away and we could live in the moments of fun. Not havingto worry about what other people thought and what they expected of you.
But of course, that wasn't real life, and instead of having fun, I was stuckbehind a desk trying to figure out the traits of Atticus and why he tried tohelp Tom Robinson in To Kill A Mockingbird.
Oh well. I thought to myself, suddenly remembering last night. At least I have Edward to spend my life with me.
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This story is going to stay rated T but I will do a series of out takes where I will write the lemon. This should be posted in a few weeks hopefully I can find time to write. Review and you will get a teaser. Adrienne.