I had spent the last few hours attempting to calm Bella down for our doctors appointment. I wasnt very successful considering I was not exactly calm either. One phrase ran through my mind. "I am going to be a father." Three pregnancy tests couldn't be wrong. I swallowed the nervous bile that rose in my throat. We were only in high school! We couldn't be ready so soon in our young lives, could we? A large part of me said we were ready. We loved each other. We could.
"Edward are you ready?" Bella asked, breaking me from my reverie.
"Yeah," I swallowed thickly. "Justgive me a minute, love." I replied. I took a deep breath turned around and grabbed Bella's hand. I smiled gently at her and we made our way to the doctor's office in my arrived a few minutes prior to our appointment, and the nurse had Bella fill out a form. Once that was done we had to wait for the Doctor to call us back. We waited in silence. To calm both of us down, I rubbed circles onthe back of her hand and kissed the top of her head as she slept on my shoulder. After about an hour we were called back. Bella gotsome blood work done and she did one of their pregnancy tests. We were then put in an exam room where we waited for the doctor to come in.
"Hello I am doctor Carlie Mason." She said. She shook both of our hands and started looking at Bella's chart. She nodded to herself for a minute when she looked up at us and gave me a small smile.
"Well, congratulations you too. Looks like you guys are going to be parents." She smiled warmly and my heart flipped in my chest. I'm going to be a father. The father of Bella's child. God... I looked over at Bella to see she had a mirrored expression of awe. I kissed her forehead in reassurance.
"So what I am going to do first is an ultra sound to see how far along you are, and then I will give you your prenatal vitamins."
"Okay." She whispered. I looked over at her and she was extremely pale.
"Bella are you alright?" I asked her.
"I will be." She said. "It's just this will change everything. My parents will find out and I will be dragged back home and I hope you will come with me."
"If we leave, we leave. And who knows I just may like that rainy town." I said. Hoping to lift her spirits.
"Maybe." She answered in a murmur. We waited for the Doctor to come back and when she did she went through the expectations. She also gave us some information on teen pregnancy and just pregnancy in general. We both accepted the information and made our way out of there and over to the pharmacy, our hands still clasped together.
BPOVThe minute doctor Mason said that I was pregnant it was like my world collapsed. I mean that I already knew that I was pregnant but some how when she came in with all of the information, it just hit me. I am truly pregnant. With Edward Cullen's baby. I looked over at Edward to see the same look on his face that I am sure was on mine. We gave each other weak smiles and waited for Doctor Mason to continue with what she was saying.
A few weeks later
We were going to tell my parents today. Dear God. I knew that we really didn't need to yet, but it was the end of the semester and they were giving us a few days off. We both agreed that they would want us to come home so we decided it was best to do so at the end of the semester rather than part way through. I packed for a few days but I was fully prepared to come back and get therest of my belongings.
Everyone is planning on moving back with us. Alice is actually giving up weekly shopping trips to be with us. And spa treatments. How could I forget the spa treatments. I smiled to myself thinking about how much my life has changed since I came here. I went from the girl who was broken to the girl who is dating the hottest guy here. I went from being pushed around by all of these bitches to standing up to them and telling them to fuck off. I would miss this place but I will have to face up to what has happened and tell my parents their little girl is having a baby. I hoped that they would forgive me and that they will understand that I didn't want this to happen. I didn't want to be a teenage mother but that is the hand that I was dealt and I will just have to live with it like they will learn to.
"Babe time to go." Edward called into my room. I took one look around and I smiled at all of the amazing times we have had in here. All of the touches the kisses and just every love filled moment. I would miss it. I knew that once we tell them we would not be able to see each other. No matter how many times I told them that I love him this will be one of our last moments together.
"Bella." My mom called from where they were standing in the airport with the Cullen's.
"Hi mom, Dad."
"It is so good to see you we missed you so much." Both mom and dad said to me. I smiled at them both we made our way home and I asked Edward to bring over his family an hour after we got home so we could get this all over with and just tell them.
"I missed you too." I said to them. We part from the Cullen's and go home once we get back I un-pack and ask that my parents go to the living room the second everyone gets here. They just give me odd looks but they agreed with what I ask of them. I waited until I heard the door open. Once I was sure that everyone was here I went down stairs and sat down beside Edward clutching him for support.
"I need to tell you something but I want you to listen and not to jump to conclusions first." I said to both my parents and Mr. and Mrs. Cullen. They all looked at each other and took a deep breath. I tried to smile at them all but I think it came out as a grimace.
"I well I mean we made a mistake." I started. Looking over at Edward for his support. He gave me a reassuring smile. Encouraging me to continue.
"We knew it was stupid. I wish that I could take it back but we can't." I was lying to them. I don't think what we did was stupid. I am happy that I lost my V-card to Edward. I couldn't have imagined a better person to be with. I paused uncertain of where to go from here. They all looked confused but after a minute a light came on in all of their heads and I did not need to continue.
"You got my BABY PREGNANT!" My dad yelled. I felt Edward shrink back into the couch beside me waiting for dad to stop yelling.
"Sir I did not intend to get her pregnant. I love her." Edward grabbed my hand and held on to it tightly. My dad looked like he was about to have a stroke. I had never seen him that way before.
"That's it you are moving back here." Dad said then he stomped out of the room closely followed by my Mom. Mr. and Mrs. Cullen looked over at us with sad eyes. They didn't say anything for a few minutes.
"Well we can't change what you two have done but now we need to deal with it. Edward I am assuming that everyone is moving back." said to him. We both nodded. "And am I correct in saying that you two will stay together no matter what happens."He nodded again.
"Well then Bella welcome to our family." He finished with a weak smile that I returned. They left and Edward and I were alone. I smiled at him.
"Nothing we didn't expect." I said to him.
"I know." He huffed. We sat there for awhile before he said anything again. "I neverwanted to get you pregnant Bella. I wish that we got pregnant when we were married and ready and not teenagers that don't have a clue as to what we are doing."
"I know but we can't change it." I said to him. I leaned into him and closed my eyes, just feeling. Wishing that we weren't sitting in my parents house after the worst conversation that I have ever had.
"Isabella Marie Swan what is he still doing here?" Dad yelled from the doorway. I looked up from my spot to see both of my parents there.
"You need to leave." I said to him.
"Call me if you need anything." He whispered to me before kissing my forehead and leaving me to the dogs. Here we go now I get chewed up and spat out by both of my parents oh the joys in life.