I wanted out of this situation. I wanted to be with my Edward. I needed to get away from Jacob. I needed to find a way out of here. I knew that he was way too strong but I had to find a way.
"You gave up your virginity to him and you haven't even known him one fucking year? DO YOU HEAR ME? DO YOU FUCKING HEAR ME, SLUT?"
"I hear you Jake." I whisper with tears streaming down my face.
"What did you say?"
"I said that I hear you." I cry a little bit louder.
"Will you stop crying? I hate it when you cry. It makes you look horrible, and ugly." He snarled.
"Let me go then, Jake. Please let me go. I won't tell anyone it will be our little secret."
Jacob continued on his rant like I had said nothing. "Bella, I pursued you for a year, and with one little mistake I lost you. Do you know how that felt? Losing you like I did? Losing everything that I worked so long for? NO! YOU WILL NEVER KNOW HOW THAT FELT! NEVER."
"Jake, I thought that I loved you but I didn't. I'm so sorry, but we weren't right together."
"Everything was perfect when it was just the two of us, Bella."
"Jake, nothing was perfect! We fought all the time! You fucking slept with my best friend! How was that ever perfect?"
"ISABELLA, I SAY THAT EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT AND YOU ARE IN NO POSITION TO CHANGE THAT!"
And in a burst of strength, he knocked me to the ground and started ripping my clothing a part.
I couldn't keep but feel like I needed to go back to my Bella. I had a gnawing feeling that told me she needed me. Needed my help. Ally kept telling me that it's anxiety at our first time apart. It made sense. Or that's what I kept telling myself. This is what I need. I needed to take my mind off the worry, and have fun with my family.
Jacob was finished with me. He had taken what he believed was rightfully his. I cried through the entire thing he didn't care. He was hurting me. He laughed afterwards, saying this was how it would feel for me from now on. He was nothing like Edward. Edward was caring with me, treating me like a porcelain doll. He had never hurt me since our first time. Jacob didn't care about anything but his release.
I crept across the room and grabbed all of my clothing. I threw them on and sneaked out of the room. I needed to get away from this. From Jacob. From all of this pain. I needed Edward.
Just as I made my way to the stairs, I heard the floor board creek behind me. Then I was falling. Falling until everything was black.
Alice was finally humoring me, and we were going home. The drive would take us about another half hour, and I couldn't wait to have my Bella back in my arms. I needed her back in my arms. I needed to know that she was safe and that she still loved me as much as I loved her. I needed her to whisper it in my ear when she hugs me, just as I will to her.
I wished that I had pushed her more to come with us. She could have really used some fun, but I understood. I knew that everything had been tough for Bella with her parents abandoning her and being back in the same town as Jacob, but I knew we could pull through this. I knew that we would make it. We had everything we needed to make it through. A good family and amazing friends. In the end, it would make all of the difference when we were raising our baby together.
We made it back in record time. Immediately, I knew that something was off. As if cued, Jacob Black sprinted out of the house without a shirt on.
Emmett and Jasper bolted out of the car, and proceed to tackle Jacob to the ground, holding him until they find out what had happened.
I rushed into the house, and saw Bella lying on the floor with a pool of blood beneath her. I yelled for Alice to call 911.
Before I even had time to think, I was outside, shoving Emmett out of my way.
"LOOK AT WHAT HE DID." I scream at him when he shakes his head no.
"Edward, you can not ruin your life over this douche. Go back to Bella and watch over her and your baby." Jasper said to me, placing a hand on my chest to calm me down. I took a deep breath and nodded, running back to the house before I collapsed on my knees beside Bella, praying that she and our baby would be alright.
I heard all of this shouting around me. One voice sounded like an angel's voice. Edward. But I was unsure.
All of a sudden, the pain in my stomach becomes so horrible it is like nothing I have ever felt before.
Then I feel nothing. No pain. Nothing. I lost all sense of everything.
The ambulance showed up after an excruciating five minutes. All I could think and pray that my Bella needed to be okay.
She needed to make her way through this. My Bella was strong and she would make her way through. She had to. I needed her too much. We love each other enough that we will get through this.
I didn't know what I would do if I lost her.
I don't think I have the ability to go on with out my Bella the love of my life. My everything.
I can't loose her she means to much our child means to much. I need them both.