Tonight will be amazing but will end in tears
As soon as my eyes landed on Edward I started feeling something I've not felt since Jacob and it scared me, I was absolutely terrified.
Edward was 6ft5 with an amazing reddish-brown hair colour. His hair was quite long sticking in every direction possible, it's the kind of hair you just want to put your hands through. So sexy. He looked absolutely stunning, like he was from one of the models from a front cover of a magazine. He was sexy looking with raffled bed hair and only he could pull of something like that. He was quite muscly and with the shirt he was wearing you could see he was quite well build but not as much as Emmett. His bright green eyes stood out the most and when I looked at him it felt amazing like looking right into his pure soul. He knocked the breath out of me and I could feel my knees getting weaker.
"Bella are you okay." Rose said worried.
"Yeah. Erm. Fine." I stumbled out.
Which caused Rose and Alice to start laughing because they knew me well enough to know I was flustered.
"So you girls ready to go." Jasper said.
"Yeah." Rose said.
"Mmm." I manage to get out which to luck cause Alice and Rose to start laughing again.
We all made our way out of the flat, after I Locked up we made our way down to the Taxi which was now here.
Everyone was chatting away and I knew Rose and Emmett had hit it of straight away Rose was blushing and she was never one to blush. Alice and Jasper where in their own little bubble which left me and Edward chatting away.
"So your Boyfriend couldn't make it tonight then." He asked.
"Erm. I don't have one. I mean the baby's Dad left when I told him." I said sadly.
"Oh I'm so sorry. I didn't no." He carried on.
"Don't be." I said smiling at him.
The last Ten minutes went by in a bit of a blur. Edward and I had found so much about each other in just that short amount of time.
We had finally arrived at the restraint.
"We are just going to use the lady's." Alice said to the boys.
They nodded their heads and we made our way to the restroom. As soon as we were in there, Alice jumped straight to her questioning. That girl didn't waste any time.
"Wow. Rose you and Emmett." Alice said wiggling her eyebrows up and down. I started giggling.
"Yeah I know I really like him. I mean he is so sweet and caring. Just like a big teddy bear like you said Alice." Rose said laughing.
"Bella you and Edward seem to hit it off." Rose said.
"Yeah I mean he is a cool guy but..." I trailed off.
"But?" They both pushed.
"I'm scared I've not had feelings like this since Jacob. I mean who wants to be with someone who is six months pregnant and huge." I said.
"Bella don't do that any guy would be luckily to be with you and I think Edward has the hot's for you." Alice said.
"Don't." I said as I walked away from them both and back out to the table. I couldn't let them get my hopes up, because then I will end up even more hurt. I was already broken, that would quite possibly kill me.
"So Bella How the pregnancy going." Jasper asked everyone else were talking between them and not really paying much attention to our conversation.
"Yeah it's going good." I said with a smile. No matter how hard my life has been since I found out I was pregnant, I wouldn't change nothing about it.
"Anything from Jacob." He asked.
"No still nothing." I said as a few tears escaped. They all knew that it was a touchy subject for me and pretty much a conversation killer.
"Bella, Hunny are you okay." Alice asked with a worried expression. They were all paying attention now.
"Erm I'm fine Erm I'm just going to go and get some fresh air, I'll be back in a minute." I said getting up.
"Okay, we will come with." Alice said getting up with Rose.
"No it's fine, you two stay and enjoy yourselves." I said walking away from a very worried Alice and Rose.
I hated that even when Jacob wasn't here he still managed to ruin a perfectly good evening. I sat outside for a bit, when Edward came out and sat next to me.
"You feeling okay." he asked worry thick in his voice.
"Mmm, it just all got too much and with my emotions all over the place it doesn't help." I said laughing when he did.
"You’re amazing you know that." He said staring at me intensely.
"No I'm not." I said blushing ten different shades of red. I was shocked he would say something like that to someone like me as well as the tone of voice he was using.
"You are your strong and you will do anything and everything in you to keep your baby safe. Even though it's hard on you with the constant reminder of everything that has happened. It takes a lot to do what you are doing." he said. His words made me feel proud of myself and perhaps I was doing something right for once in my life. "Thank you." I said. My voice thick with emotion. I didn't know what else to say. We sat in comfortable silence for a while until I started to feel cold.
"Come on let's get you in the warmth." he said taking my hand to help me up.
"Thank you." I said again as we walked back in hand in hand.
When we got back to the table, everyone gave us a looks of concern but didn't ask us what happened. We carried on talking about everything and nothing and I was really enjoying his company.
The rest of the meal went by with lots of Chatter and getting to know each other. Alice and Rose kept sending worried glances my way.
After the guys paid even though we all argued against it that we should all pay a bit towards it but the guys where not having it.
We finally made it to the pub, which looked more like a club to me.
We all entered and the boys headed to the bar to get us all a drink while we found a table.
"You go find a table and will go get the drinks." Jasper said.
"Okay see you in a minute." Alice said giving Jasper a loving kiss before walking away to find a table with Bella and Rose.
"Bella and you seem to be getting along." Emmett said.
"Yeah. So do you and Rose?" I said.
"Yeah. Hope you don't mind Jasper but I do really like her." Emmett blurted out.
"Na man its cool. I'm not going to go all big brother on your ass. Just don't hurt her or I will hurt you." Jasper joked before he turned back to me. His expression changed from humorous to serious in a matter of seconds.
"No but Edward, Bella's been through so much please don't hurt her or ill drop you like I did Jacob. I mean it." He said seriously.
"Jasper. I would never and I mean never hurt her in any way but I do really like her but she's not ready for all this so I can be her friend that's enough as long as we can see each other and hang out I'm fine with that man." I said. I meant every word that came out from my mouth. The last thing I wanted to do was hurt Bella more than she was already hurting. Jasper took a long calculated look at me. He must have seen something that convinced him my words were sincere.
"As long as we understand each other." Jasper said.
"Come on lets gets these drink to the girls." Emmett said.
We all made our way over to where the girl where sat chatting.
"Here you go Bella." I said handing her drink to her and taking the only available seat next to her.
"Thank you." She said smiling. That smile was beautiful.
"OH MY GOD." Alice screeched. "I love this song. Come on let's dance." Alice said.
Everyone got up apart from Bella, we all turned to her in question.
"You coming." Rose asked.
"No. I'm going to pass but you go enjoy yourself." Bella answered.
"You sure?" Alice asked.
"Yes. GO." Bella said. I decided to stay with her so she wasn't on her own. She was the only one I wanted to dance with anyway.
Once they all left to dance it was just Bella and I.
"You not going to dance." She asked.
"No. I'd much rather stay and chat with you." I said taking my seat again.
"Oh. Okay." She said blushing a beautiful red and giving me a shy smile.
"Want to play twenty question. I mean to get to know more about each other." I chocked out.
"Sure." She said.
"Okay. Favourite Colour." I asked.
"Green." She blurted out blushing.
"Why are you blushing for?" I asked.
"It doesn't matter." She said blushing even more.
"What’s so embarrassing about liking the colour green." I asked confused.
"Erm, well it's the umm colour of your eyes." She said blushing even redder. "What about your favourite colour?" she asked trying to get the attention off of her.
"Brown." I answered simply.
"Why brown, it's kind of a boring colour." She said. She looked so adorable when she was confused.
"Your eyes are not boring. They sparkle with joy." I said as she blushed again.
"Okay. Your favourite food." She asked changing the topic.
"It's a tie between Chinese or pizza. What about yours."
"Well maybe some time I could take you to have a Chinese." I said. She looked shocked for a moment before she composed herself.
"Sure. I would like that." She said with a soft smile.
We carried on asking question and we were both having fun until, Bella heard someone.
"Bella, is that you." Some guy said as soon as he spoke Bella tense up. I instantly knew something wasn't right.
"Bella, is that you." I heard from behind me, it was a voice I never wanted to hear ever again. I felt my body tense up and Edwards questioning gaze on my face.
"Please let me explain, Bella." He said as soon as the words came out of his mouth I lost it.
I pushed my chair away from the table and I started shouting.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS THERE TO EXPLAIN YOU FUCKING LEFT ME, OR SHOULD I SAY US YOU FUCKING LEFT ME AND YOUR BABY." I shouted. I was losing control over my emotions. No matter how harsh the words were, they were all true.
"I'm sorry Bella please forgive Me." he said, practically begging. That enraged me more.
"YOURE SORRY. HOW CAN YOU EVEN ASK ME TO FORGIVE YOU, YOU HAVE NO RIGHT WHAT SO EVER. SO JUST LEAVE LIKE YOU DID SIX MONTHS AGO AND NEVER COME NEAR ME OR MY BABY AGAIN." I shouted as I started getting more protective of my baby. The tears started and made Edward get involved. He could see how much this was hurting.
"JUST LEAVE HER THE FUCK ALONE." Edward shouted.
"Who the hell are you?" Jacob seethed getting in Edwards personal space.
"HE'S MY FRIEND. WHAT'S IT TO YOU ANYWAY." I shouted.
"YOURE FRIEND, HUH?" He said sarcastically. “SO HOW DO I EVEN KNOW THAT THE BABY IS EVEN MINE, YOU WHORE." He shouted. I felt the air leave my lungs with his words.
That made Edward lose it and he lunged for Jacob, punching him in the face. Things were way out of control now, I wanted it to stop.
"PLEASE STOP IT." I shouted but Jacob continues to throw punches at Edward. Edward didn't let up though and gave as well as he got. I wanted them both to stop. I started to panic. The others must have already seen because Jasper and Emmett where already here trying to get Jacob of off Edward.
"JUST LEAVE JACOB. NOW." Jasper shouted.
I turned around to see Edward's face bleeding he looked a mess because of me this is my entire fault. I caught a glimpse of everyone's worried expressions and I couldn't take the pity that they all felt so I walked away and didn't stop.
I have been looking for Bella for nearly an hour and I still can't find her, none of us can. I was worried, what if something has happened, what if she needs my help and I'm not there none of us are.
I can't stand to think what if Jacob had found her and that thought scared me the most what if he is the one that hurts her and the baby.
Alice and Rose have been phoning Bella but she's not picking up. I can understand she most probably wants to be left alone but I need to know she's okay or she will be okay either way I have to know. I care about her so much it hurts, I know it's only been a day but she is an amazing girl and to go through all of this on her own, she just amazes me.
I finally found jasper and the others. They all had the same worried expressions.
"Where's Bella?" I asked.