things go from bad to worse
"Calm down Edward. We don't know. We can't find her." Jasper spoke calmly.
"Where the hell can she be?" I nearly shouted.
"Maybe she went home." Alice said.
"Well what are we waiting for?" I said turning and sprinting to the exit.
"TAXI." Rose shouted.
As soon as the taxi stopped Rose told him the address and he drove off.
The whole way I sat there thinking the worse. I couldn't stop the thoughts from coming and that scared the hell out of me.
I wobbled my way out of the club/pub and called for a passing empty taxi,
As soon as the taxi stopped I told him the address. After ten minutes we finally arrived at the apartment. My mind was all over the place, how could Jacob possible think that the baby wasn't his? I mean he was the only person I have ever even had sex with. After paying for the cab fare I wobbled my way inside of the apartment.
As I passed my mirror I caught a glimpse of what a mess I truly did look like after all the crying I had done tonight. I went into my bathroom and wiped all the make-up away from around my eyes. I washed my face with cold water to try and stop the oncoming tears that where falling freely down my face.
I went back into my bedroom and changed into my sweat pants and put my hot momma top. One that Rose had brought me. I sat on the end of my bed my thoughts still all over the place. As soon as Jacob spoke those words it upset me so much to think that he thought so little of me. I can still remember the day I told him that I was pregnant.
"Jacob. We need to talk." I said panicking for what I was about to do.
"What is it Bells?" He asked worried.
"Well…I um…well." I stuttered out.
"What? Just say it Bells. You can tell me anything, you know that." He said lovingly.
"I'm pregnant Jake." I said quietly waiting for his reaction.
"No. You can't be I used a condom." He said more to himself then me.
"Well I am and it must have spilt or something. I'm not sure but all I know is that I am and I'm scared Jake. I'm really scared" I said crying.
"I can't deal with this." That was the last thing he said before walking away from not only me but also our baby too.
"Jake? Don't walk away from us. We need you. Please." I said whispering the last bit, as sobs racked through my body.
He was nowhere in sight.
I fell to the floor still crying, I don't even remember getting home.
"Bella, how did he take it?" Rose said turning towards me. She rushed over to me as soon as she saw my face.
"Bella what the hell happened? Are you okay?" she asked worried.
"He just left." I said as the tears took over again.
That day, when I told him and he walked away from us, has hunted me every single night. It was the nightmare I had and every time I would see what was coming next but I couldn't wake myself up in time and I would end up waking up screaming. After the first few weeks Rose and Alice gave up. They couldn't help me and I felt so guilty for all the nights when I still wake them up screaming.
I couldn't be here when Rose and Alice got back I needed to get away, so I grabbed a few clothes and put them in my carrier. I picked up a pen and found some paper to leave a note for them.
Dear Alice and Rose.
I'm sorry for everything that has happened tonight. I can't stay here, my head is all over the place. I'm going to go to Forks for a while. I need to sort some stuff out. I'm sorry again. I love you both.
I stuck the note on the fridge and walked out to my car, driving away in a rush. An hour later I had finally arrived at my old home. I parked and got outside, really scared about what I was about to do. I hadn't spoken to Charlie since the day I told him about my pregnancy. I must be a fool to be doing this, but I had to try.
I rang the doorbell and only had to wait a couple of seconds before it was answered.
Charlie stood there just staring at me. I had to admit that the last six months he had changed a lot, his hair was going slightly grey in places. He had more wrinkles around his face but he was still the same person. This worried me more for what was about to happen.
"What are you doing here?" He said angrily.
That was exactly what I was scared of. He was my father and he was supposed to forgive me for my mistakes not still hold a grudge for them.
"I want to make things right with you." I said as a few tears escaped before I could stop them.
"Just leave Bella. I made it clear six months ago, that I never wanted to see you again." He said turning angrier.
"But I'm still your daughter. Doesn't that mean anything? Dad, you can't just turn your back on me. I need you and I love you." I said.
"I can’t and I have so just leave." He shouted.
Tears started to fall harder and the pain was getting more and more unbearable. I couldn't understand how he could do this. I obviously meant nothing to him and that pissed me off.
"Fine! I wish I never came back to stay with you. It turned out to be one of the biggest mistakes I've made yet. I should have just stayed with Mom." I shouted back.
"I wish you did to." He yelled getting closer to me. I was breathing heavily now from the anger that was rushing through my veins. My baby wasn't even born yet and I couldn't imagine ever leaving him or her
He pushed me back lightly but because of the extra weight I was carrying the impact made me fall back on the floor. A shooting pain continually shot through my stomach which made me gasp from the shock and agony of it.
It didn't seem to be getting better, only worse. I was finding hard to breath and tears clouded my eyes. The pain was too intense.
It was the last word I heard before there was black.
As soon as we got in the apartment, Bella was nowhere in sight. Where the hell would she be?
"Edward, Quick over here." Emmett shouted.
We all went over to where Emmett was standing with a note in his hand.
Dear Alice and Rose.
I'm sorry for everything that has happened tonight. I can't stay here my head is all over the place I'm going to go to Forks. I need to sort some stuff out. I'm sorry. I love you both.
"No. Rose, that's not good at all." Alice said breaking the silence.
"Why?" I asked my eyebrows furrowed.
"Because Charlie made it clear he wanted nothing to do with Bella after she told him about the baby." She said pausing. "We have to leave now." She said panicking.
The drive to Forks was the hardest hour of my life. No-one said anything, all of us consumed by our own thoughts.
"Can you go any faster? God damn it." The irritation appeared in my tone of voice.
"Edward, just calm down." Rose said sternly.
"How can you even think that I could calm down? What if my Bella's hurt?" I said whispering the last part. I regretted it immediately and hoped no one heard but luck obviously wasn't on my side.
"You're Bella?" Emmett said smirking.
"Shut up." I snapped, not in the mood for his wind ups.
He obviously heard the warning in my tone because he didn't say a word after.
"Finally." I said as we passed the 'Welcome to Forks' sign.
It only took five minutes to get to Bella's Fathers house and the sight we saw wasn't pretty.
"I knew this would happen." Rose said sadly.
They were arguing really badly but that wasn't what hurt the most it was that he actually pushed her. I jumped out of the car so fast trying to get to her before she hit the floor. They hadn't even made it inside the door.
"Bella?" I shouted.
She hit the floor and she let out an ear piercing scream. The time I got to her, it was too late she had blacked out. Her face was scrunched up in pain and her hand was resting on her stomach. Something wasn't right.
"NO! SOMEONE CALL AN AMBULENCE NOW." I screamed at no-one in particular.
Rose and Alice ran over to their friend, while Jasper was calling an ambulance. My anger was rising and I turned to where Charlie was standing, looking shocked at what was happening before him.
"ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY NOW? LOOK WHAT YOU HAVE FUCKING DONE! I SWEAR IF ANYTHING, AND I FUCKING MEAN ANYTHING, HAPPENS TO HER I WILL PERSONALY KILL YOU MYSELF." I screamed in his face.
Emmett came over pulling me away from Charlie before I did something stupid that wouldn't help this situation.
"He isn't worth it man." Emmett said. I knew the words were true but it didn't help calm me. He pulled me over to where Bella was.
"Where the fuck is the ambulance?" I shouted. What was taking so long?
"It's coming now." Jasper said.
"How could you Charlie? After everything, she just needed her daddy. Why did you hold all this against her when you knew it wasn't her fault? She has always been good to you, always cooked for you, clean your clothes and house. She was 16 and in high school she should have been out with her friend but no instead she was doing all this shit for you. FOR YOU CHARLIE." Alice said shouting the last part.
"How can you just treat her like shit after all what's she has done for you? You're selfish and arrogant and a damn right hypocrite." She said as the tears fell.
"She's right Charlie and I'm warning you if you ever hurt her again I'll hurt you." Rose added as her and Alice walked over to where they were putting Bella in the ambulance.
"Edward, go with her and we will follow behind." Rose said.
"Thank you." I said with gratitude while getting into the ambulance.
I sat there while they worked on getting Bella back. My thoughts where all over the place the only thing I know I was certain about was that I loved this girl. I couldn't imagine a world where she wasn't in it.
We finally arrived at the hospital and they rushed her into theatre. She had internal bleeding that they needed to stop. Both she and the baby were in danger at this moment. None of us where allowed in the room so we all sat in the waiting room.
It was killing me slowly, every second that went by seemed like minutes. Every minute seemed like an hour and every hour seemed like days. I was slowly losing it. I hated hospitals. It was the place where my Mom had died when I was a little kid and I had made a promise I would never go into the same hospital ever again. But here I am and it was making me anxious. I couldn't lose her. I just couldn't lose her, not here, not now, not ever.