The waiting game
OhMyGodOhMyGod. She has to be okay, she just has to be.
I started to pace backwards and forwards, my thoughts all jumbled. Why the hell he would push her, especially in her condition, doesn't he think at all.
"Are they okay?" Jacob said walking into the waiting room.
How could he even think for a second any one of us would believe a fucking word of it? He was completely bullshitting and that made my temper flare and I lost it.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU EVEN DOING HERE YOU BASTARED?" I shouted getting up close in his face.
"Chill I will leave when I know they are both going to be okay." He said.
"AS IF YOU CARE YOU LEFT THEM SIX MONTHS AGO. YOU JUST WALKED AWAY FROM THEM BOTH. BELLA WAS BROKEN FOR MONTHS BECAUSE OF YOU. SO JUST FUCKING LEAVE. NOW!" I SCREAMED.
Jasper pulled me back to him and the tears stared to fall harder.
Jasper turned me around so he was facing Jacob and I was behind him.
"Leave now, Jacob. You're not wanted around here. So don't come back." Jasper said calmly but with a serious tone.
He finally left and we carried on doing whatever we were doing before he entre. Edward was still outside the operating room waiting, I was just glad he wasn't in here when Jacob came in that would of ended badly, very badly.
"Are you okay, Baby?" Jasper whispered into my ear.
"Yeah. I'm sorry I don't know what came over me. I've never lost my temper like that before." I said as more tears fell down.
"Don't apologize. You have nothing to be sorry for, he never should have come here. I'm just glad Edward wasn't in here because there would have been no guarantee that Jacob would have walked out of here alive." He said sadly.
"I no." I whispered
We fell back into comfortable silence again. The only sound to be heard was the ticking of the clock which after a while started to get on my nerves.
How much longer? I hope they are both okay. Please let them be okay, please.
"How much longer." Rose asked as if she heard what I was thinking.
"I don't know? Why aren't they fucking telling us anything?" I shouted frustrated.
"Come on Bella. The time you're ready the shops will have closed." I yelled up in annoyance.
"Calm down Alice she is coming and besides we still have like ten hours till the shops shut and whatever we don't get today we can get another day." Rose said.
"Oh no, no, no. One shopping trip is more than enough for me but thanks." Bella said coming down the stairs.
"Come on lets go." I said excitedly as we all walked over to Bella's Car.
An hour later and we were finally at the mall. As soon as we all got out I started dragging them both to Mother Care.
"Awe. Those clothes are so small and cute." I gushed out.
We spent the rest of the day buying Bella Maternity clothes and also stuff she would need for when the baby came.
"ARRRRRRRR." Edward groaned when he walked back into the waiting room, breaking me from my thoughts.
"What's happened?" I asked panicking.
"Nothing, they are still not telling me anything. ARRRR. I can't take this." He shouted while pulling at his hair.
"Dude, Calm down. You're not going to be any help if you lose it." Emmett said.
"Your right. I just wish they would tell us something. It been five hours already I can't take not knowing anything." Edward stressed.
"We Know." I said pausing. "We are all stressing Edward but this isn't about any of us we all need to be strong for her. She will be okay, she is strong enough to pull through. They both are." I said as a few tears escaped.
They are strong. I kept repeating over and over in my head.
"I need some air." I said getting up and walking out of the waiting room which I have been in for the last five hours.
Tears started to fall down faster and freely as I walked out of the hospital, I quickly found a bench to sit on before my legs gave out.
I don't know how long I was sitting here for with everything going over and over in my head but Jasper soon came to find me.
After Alice left everyone just stayed silent, we were all to lost in though.
"Someone should go find Alice." Rose said making everyone jump and bit.
"I'll go." I said getting up and walking out of the waiting room.
It felt good to walk around. We've all been stuck in that room for over five hours.
Where could she be?
Maybe she's outside. I walked out of the hospital and I spotted her
Straight away curled up in a ball on the bench.
"Alice." I said when I reached her.
She looked over at me with tears were still falling.
"She will be okay. She strong." I said.
"What about the baby? What if she makes it and the baby doesn't, then what." She said sadly.
"I don't know Ali. I wish I did but I don't." I said sadly.
We sat in comfortable silence, too lost in thought to talk.
After god knows how long it started to rain.
"Come on, let's go back inside." I said helping her up.
"Ok." She said taking my hand.
We walked back in to the waiting room. Everyone was still in the same position as before.
"Seriously. You bought all this in one shopping trip." I asked amazed.
"Yup. I would have rather gone back but Bella kept complaining." Alice said.
"One shopping trip with Alice is more than enough, Thanks Jasper." Bella said.
I spent the next hour bring everything inside and three hours helping the girls put it all together.
I enjoyed it. Spending the day with my Girlfriend, Sister and best friend.
"Anyone hungry." Bella said.
"Yeah." We all said together which made us all burst out laughing.
"I'll order Pizza." Bella said grabbing the phone.
We all finished up and when the pizza arrived we spent the rest of evening Eating and watching Movies.
"Jasper! Jasper." Alice said waving her hand in front of me.
"Huh. What." I stumbled out.
"You want a coffee?" She asked with a concerned expression.
"Erm, Yeah sure." I said.
She walked out of the waiting room with Rose right behind her. God I can't even begin to think of what they are going through, they have been with Bella 24/7. I hate seeing Alice hurt or any of them Emmett and Edward are like brothers to me. Edward really does like her I can't even think what is going on in his head right now. I decided I would try and talk to him.
"Hey Edward." I said sitting next to him.
He just nodded to let me know he heard but didn't want to talk right now. He looked like shit, he hadn't eaten or even touched his drink.
"I know you don't want to talk now but I just wanted to tell you she is a strong person she will make it. When she wakes up she will need all of us for support and you have to be strong for her Edward you have to be because if you're not she won't be. She likes you a lot Edward she told Alice and Rose. I know you like her too and once all of this is over she is going to need you even more. So please don't lose it and go back into your own shell, I know it's hard being in this hospital as your Mom died in here but she will need you after all this Edward please don't let her down by walking away or whatever. Okay." I said as he nodded his head at the end to let me know he understood.
"Thank you." Edward said quietly.
"No problem, I love you both, you're like family to me and I don't want anyone hurting." I said getting up and back over to where Alice was sitting.
"Is he okay?" Alice asked.
"Yeah he is now." I said smiling.
Bad stuff always happen to good people and what Charlie did was way out of line. This is his daughter for Christ sake, you just don't do that. Why couldn't he just forgive her?
Just then the door opened and the person I never wished to see again walked in. Edward looked like he was going to punch the lights out of him so I got up and stood in between them.
"Why are you here?" I said.
"She's my daughter. Why wouldn't I be here?" Charlie answered.
"NOW SHE IS YOUR DAUGHTER. FUCKING HELL, IT'S YOUR FAULT SHE IS EVEN IN THIS FUCKING PLACE YOU PRICK." Edward said as he punched Charlie in the face.
"Stop it!" Alice shouted. "Get lost Charlie. You got what you wanted. So leave."
"No. I'm staying until I know she is okay."
"Fucking unbelievable." Edward said walking back to where he was before he entered.