Why the hell Is this all happening? Why Bella? Why would Charlie do something so stupid to put his daughter and grandchild in danger, how could he be such an arse. Bella didn't deserve how he has treated her since she told him. What I don't understand is that he is practically best friends with Jacob and it make me think what crap he has told Charlie about the whole situation and it makes me so mad that whatever he has told him, he believes so what does that say about how he treats his own daughter. I still can't believe he has the guts to sit in this waiting room to see if she is okay when it is his fault she is here anyways. Why does he care now when he never gave a shit about her before today. If he cared so much he would off forgiven her not pushed her.
The tension was growing with each passing second which was making me more nerves. We all knew what Edward was capable of and that scared me that any moment he would lose it and beat the hell out of him, to be true that didn't bother me like it should of, the thing that bothered me was Bella needed him and he would be no good if he was in jail.
I think all the others were thinking the same as every once in a while they would glance over to see if he was going to make any sudden move.
"Emmett I can't stand it any longer." I whispered to him.
"I know babe." He whispered back.
"I'm going to get a coffee anyone want one?" Emmett said standing up.
"Sure." Alice and Jasper said standing up.
"I'll come with you." I said
"Edward, you coming?" Emmett asked.
He didn't answer he just stood up and walked out the door.
"He has no fucking right to be here." Edward said slamming his fist against the wall.
"We know. Calm down Edward please." I said worried.
"Come on let's just get the coffee." Edward said walking ahead of us all.
We all followed in silence. After we got the coffee we made our way back down to the waiting room.
"It's been a day now." Alice said worriedly.
"I know." I said sadly.
We all entered the room in silence, Charlie looked over at us then he looked back to the book he was looking at.
Arrrrr. I just wish someone would wipe the fucking smirk off of his face.
"What the hell has you smirking?" I shouted scaring everyone.
I couldn't hold it back anymore, I was tired and hungry and I just lost it, but he did deserve it.
"What the hell are you on about Rose." He said smugly.
"Fuck you. You know what the hell I'm on about you arrogant prick." I yelled.
"In your dreams." He said laughing.
"You're fucking sick." Emmett yelled right in his face.
"Emmett he isn't worth shit." I said as tears fell down.
But they never did Edward, Emmett and jasper grabbed a hold of him and dragged him out of the room while calling security. They came back in the room looking quite proud of them self's.
"What did you do?" Alice asked.
"Told security he was causing a disturbance." Jasper replied.
Everyone went back to sitting around but I couldn't get myself to move.
"Rose? Baby you okay." Emmett asked worried.
I could fill the sick coming up and I pushed past Emmett and throw up in the bin that was in the room.
"Rose. Oh god you're burning up." Alice said panicking.
"I'm fine." I lied. "I'm going to go for a walk." I said walking to the door.
"I'll come with you." Emmett said.
"On my own." I added.
As soon as the cold air hit my skin I felt better instantly I knew I was only sick from the worry and the heat from being stuck in that waiting room for so long.
I sat down on the bench and just let my thoughts go. Everything that has happened kept repeating over and over in my head and I let the tears fall. I don't know how long I was sitting there for but Alice soon came out.
"Hey." She said sitting down next to me.
I turned and cuddled her as the tears fell harder. After I was all cried out Alice turned to face me.
"Everything is going to be okay." Alice said trying to convince herself more than me.
"Yeah." I said as we fell back into comfortable silence.
Please be okay Bella, we all love you and need you. Please come back to us sweetie, please for all of us. I love you so so so so much you're like a sister I never got to have I can't and won't lose you.
"Rose? Baby you okay." I asked worried.
She didn't look good at all. She pushed passed me and fell to the floor in front of the bin and started throwing up, the sight before me broke my heart.
"Rose. Oh god you're burning up." Alice said panicking.
"I'm fine." she lied. "I'm going to go for a walk." She said walking to the door.
"I'll come with you." I said.
"On my own." she added and walked out.
I fell back against the wall and slid down so I was sitting on the floor with my knees pulled to me and put my head in between so no one could see the tears that where falling.
After a while I heard Alice get up and walk out. Hopefully Rose is okay.
Everything that has happened is all fucked up, poor Edward is worrying himself to death and Alice, Rose and Jasper are all losing it slowly.
Me well I'm trying to stay strong for them all but it's hard, I can feel
Myself slowly slipping but I have to stay strong for Rose, I can't and won't let her worry about me to.
I really hope Bella will be okay and the baby. I just want the doctors to tell us something anything will do fine, we are all going insane not knowing.
After a while Rose and Alice came back in and Rose came and sat beside me.
"Are you okay?" I asked her.
She just nodded her head yes and we were both silent not wanting to disturbed each other from our thought's.
More hours passed and no one said a thing, it was starting to get unnerving. I'm scared, she has to make it. It would destroy everyone if she didn't.
"I'm going to get a coffee anyone want one?" Edward said getting up.
"Sure." Everyone said together.
"I'll come with you." I said getting up with him.
We walked in silence. We finally got to the coffee machine and that's when Edward broke down.
"I can't lose her Emmett I just can't." He sobbed.
"Hey, she is one strong person, Edward she will make it I just know she will." I said.
"From the moment I first saw her and looked into those beautiful brown eyes I have been feeling things I've never felt before. I think, I think I love her that's why I care so much. I am in love with her. Arrrrhh why couldn't I have realized this before so I could of told her. What if I never get the chance to tell her Emmett I don't think I could live in a world where she doesn't exist? I love her." He said punching the wall as he said the last part.
"Calm down. You will be able to tell her. She is going to get through this and we both know it so stop talking like that. You're going to have the rest of your lives to be happy, get married, have children, or whatever I know you will, so stop beating yourself up about it please we all care about you Edward." I said.
"You really think she wants me as much as I want her?" He asked.
"Of course she does she's in love with you too. She told me and Rose the night after you guys dropped us of home." Alice said.
Nether me or Edward even knew she was here and scared us both a bit as she started talking.
"She really said that?" Edward asked amazed.
"Yes, you know she was so nerves about that night because she hasn't been out with a guy since Jacob and that was what about three years ago she started to date him and being pregnant she didn't think she was worthy of no one." Alice said coming to sit next to Edward.
"Any guy would be luckily to have such a beautiful girl in their life." Edward said.
"Yeah, that's what I and Rose have been telling her all this time but she just thinks she plain and boring, nothing special." Alice said sadly.
"She really doesn't see herself clearly does she?" Edward said as a tear fell down his cheek.
"No." Alice said giving Edward a hug.
They stayed like that for a while just crying on each other’s shoulders. As soon as they pulled apart I spoke.
"She stronger then all of us think and once all of this is over she is going to need each and everyone one of us especially you Edward." I said.
"Yeah." Alice agreed.
"Come on let's go give everyone their coffee." Alice said standing up and holding her hand out to Edward.
"I'll be with you in a second." I said to Edward and Alice.
I walked around until I came across the church. I walked in and sat down.
Please let Bella be okay. We all need her and Edward needs her please I know I haven't done this since I was a kid but I need your help please. I begged. After a while I left and went back to the waiting room. I sat down next to Rose and held her as close as possible to me.