The hard part
Rose and Alice have been telling funny stories about Bella for the last hour and I found myself imaging it all and laughing along with them.
Just then someone cleared their throat from the doorway and we all looked over to see the Doctor standing there.
"Is Bella okay?" I asked before anyone one else spoke.
"Yes she is stable for now and we have stopped the bleeding the only problem was that, I’m sorry to tell you this but the baby didn't make it through the surgery we could only save one of them I'm so sorry I tried everything I possible could but none of it was enough." The Doctor said.
"When can we see her?" I asked.
"Well she is still sleeping it is up to her now when or if she wakes up but you can stay with her if you would like." The Doctor said leaving.
Rose and Alice where in tears and I could tell Emmett and Jasper had a hard time trying not to cry but in that moment I didn't care I let my tears fall freely. We all sat around Bella's bed for hours until the others decide to go home to change and shower but I stayed by her side not wanting to leave her, I never wanted to leave her side.
I would sit and talk to her for hours about everything that is going on and all the other news. I was glad Charlie and Jacob never showed their face around here.
"Bella I know you can hear me I need you to wake up we all do. We all miss you so much. I love you Bella and I can't lose you I just can't, please I can't go on in a world where you don't exist. From the very first moment I laid eyes on you I knew you was the one for me and I love you, I have never felt like this about any one and I never thought I would but that all changed when I met you, you are my life now Bella. So please, please wake up for me." I begged, a few tears slipped out as I pulled her lifeless hand into my own.
I must have sat like that for hours because all the others came into the room with worried expressions on their faces. I must have looked like shit my eyes burned from lack of sleep and my head banging constantly from all the crying I've done but what hurt the most was my heart it was missing something or should I say someone and it will carry on hurting until the beautiful girl in front of me woke up.
"Please wake up I love you." I said as I walked over to the window near her bed with Alice.
I hurt all over, what the hell has happened. I tried racking my brain for answers but it just hurt my head twice as bad.
I feel scared in all this blackness, I kept searching but never succeeding to find my way out. What if I never found my way out? What if I was stuck here forever? This would kill everyone one of my friends.
I heard Edwards voice and I tried to follow where it was coming from but I couldn't find him and that scared me. I just kept focusing on his voice until I had finally won the battle against the darkness and my eyes started to flutter open.
But where the hell was i?
I started to chock on the tubes that where down my throat.
They all snapped their heads in my direction.
"Bella your awake?" Edward said looking worried, shocked and scared all at once.
A doctor came rushing in to take the tubes out.
“W-where am i?” I croaked out.
"Bella you're in hospital, we thought we were going to lose you, Hunny." Alice said crying.
Everything came rushing back to me like a missing puzzle.
"My Baby. Is my baby okay?" I shouted looking around at all of them waiting for an answer.
I looked at Edward last and I knew at that moment that I looked at him that my baby wasn't okay, that my baby never made it.
"I-I'm so so sorry Bella hunny but the baby didn't make it." Rose said tears streaming down her face.
“You had an internal bleed and they tried to keep the baby alive but it was just too early for her.” Rose sobbed.
Her it was a baby girl.
I continued to look at Edward, he had tears starting to fall and I had to look away, the pain becoming too much.
I was carrying my baby for months and now my baby has been taken away from me like everything else has.
I turned away from all their faces and let the tears fall down.
I must have been crying for hours but he never left me he stayed by my side the whole time.
Just then the door opened and I felt Edward tense beside me.
"What the hell are you doing here Charlie, Jacob?" Edward said fuming.
Charlie. Jacob. Just the mention of their names made me see red. I turned to face them and I just exploded, tears where streaming down my face.
"HOW DARE YOU COME HERE ACTING LIKE YOU BOTH CARE BECAUSE NEITHER OF YOU DO. IF YOU DID YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER LEFT ME JAKE AND CHARLIE YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER PUSHED ME AND KILLED MY BABY.” I shouted.
“My baby I never had a chance to know because of you Charlie." I whispered.
It got too much for me and I couldn't talk I couldn't even breath properly, I began to hyperventilate.
"FUCKING GET OUT THE BOTH OF YOU." Edward shouted at them before turning to look me in the eyes.
"Breath Bella, please calm down." He said before he pushed the red button for help.
The doctor came rushing in, shouting and giving orders. He was trying to talking to me trying to get me to calm down but I couldn't hear what he was saying it was all a blur, it was like everything was happening to fast and I couldn't control anything or myself. He soon realize I couldn't hear him or control myself so he injected me with something and the last thing I saw before I blacked out was Edwards worried face.
Seeing her like this was killing me. They had to sedate her because she wasn't responding to us. After she feel to sleep, the doctor started doing some test and asked me to leave. Once I was out my anger flared and I saw Charlie and Jacob smiling and I lost it.
"ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? LOOK WHAT YOU BOTH HAVE DONE TO HER I FUCKING MEAN IT STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER AND LEAVE NOW AND NEVER SHOW YOUR FUCKING FACES AGAIN, OR I SWEAR I WONT BE RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT I DO." I shouted in their faces.
"OR WHAT?" Jacob challenged.
I was just so glad Emmett came when he did and grabbed me back.
"Just leave both of you" Emmett said.
"No." Charlie spoke.
"Fine." Emmett said and I looked at him like I wanted to kill him.
He pulled his phone out and walked away while started speak to someone. After he finished and put his phone away he came back over to where I was standing dumbfound with Charlie and Jacob. He pulled me away back to where the rest of the group was.
"What the fuck Emmett." I nearly shouted.
"Calm dude." He said smug.
"What the fuck." I said. "Who was you speaking too?" I said when he never replied.
"The cops. I told them everything and told them Jacob has been harassing her and they said they will be here in oh Five, Four, Three, Two and One." As he said one the police came through the door to a shocked Charlie and Jacob and arrested them.
"Wow. Emmett, you have a brain." Rose said as we all laughed.
Five minutes later.
"That's not fair. Rose baby." He whined actually getting what Rose said.
"Is Bella okay?" Alice asked suddenly.
"Yeah, they had to sedate her because she started to hyperventilate. It all got too much. I just can't believe that they actually think they have done no wrong you know." I said sadly.
"Yeah." Alice said sadly.
"Come on let's get back to her before she wakes up." I suggested.
Everyone sat around Bella's bed while I sat next to her holding onto her hand.