"Playground school bell rings again."
Time for class.
"Rain clouds come to play again."
It's not the same now that the Dementors are here. The cold just won't stay away. I wish you were here to keep me warm.
"Has no one told you she's not breathing?"
They told us you were dead today…
"Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to."
I refuse to believe that.
Please let this letter find you safe. PLEASE let me know that you're alive. That you're alright.
"If I smile and don't believe..."
I continue with the task that the Dark Lord has set. I must not fail.
"Soon I know I'll wake from this dream."
Maybe it would be better if I failed. Maybe then I would be with you again.
"Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken."
I am shattered beyond repair. I have not heard from you in months. Our daughter will be here soon, but you must not know, or you would be here. Who is intercepting our letters?
"Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide."
I know that you are out there alive somewhere, but I grieve for you as though you have died so that you will remain safe.
It hurts so bad. This pain is unimaginable. Almost impossible to bear. Our daughter is coming. She'll be here soon, and there is blood everywhere.
"Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping."
Please come for our daughter. I won't be able to hold on much longer. I won't be here to watch her grow. There was too much blood. I lost it too quickly for it to be replaced. I am hemorrhaging to death they told me. Lily came out wrong. They told me she was breech, but they had no way to stop her entrance into the world. Stubborn just like her Papa. They had to choose between me or her. I told them to save our sweet angel. She is innocent…pure. She has not yet sinned as I have. I hope she will never have to.
"Hello, I'm still here."
I will always watch over you my dear. You and our sweet babe.
"All that's left of yesterday."
I'm so glad you have each other in our lives. But I am heartbroken that she serves as a reminder that I am no longer there with you. Do not blame her for that. It was my choice, and my choice alone. I love you.