Give My Heart A Break

I Dont Wanna Fall In Love

Kurt sat through the rest of Spanish wondering were Blaine went... he didn't want to care so much but he couldn't help it... he was falling in love with that boy. But he hid the feelings about the boy because he knew he would just get hurt. The bell went and everyone got out of their seats and left the class. Kurt was walking down the hall to his next lesson, he was late, but he didn't care. He walked into the auditorium and sat in his hiding spot, it was above the audience where some performers sing from sometimes, he knew nobody would find him there. He sat down and made himself comfy and then heard the doors open and shut as someone walked in and climbed onto the stage. The lights came on as Kurt stood to watch the boy. He couldn't make out who it was from up here until the music started playing.

Puttin' my defences up'Cause I don't wanna fall in loveIf I ever did thatI think I'd have a heart attack

It was Blaine, he was singing and he was freaking amazing. Kurt just stood there jaw dropped, eyes wide.

Never put my love out on the lineNever said yes to the right guyNever had trouble getting what I wantBut when it comes to you, I'm never good enoughWhen I don't careI can play 'em like a Ken dollWon't wash my hairThen make 'em bounce like a basketball

Kurt was impressed by the stunning boys voice, he couldn't help but stare at him.

But you make me wanna act like a girlPaint my nails and wear high heelsYes you, make me so nervousAnd I just can't hold your hand

You make me glow, but I cover upWon't let it show, so I'mPuttin' my defences upCause I don't wanna fall in loveIf I ever did thatI think I'd have a heart attack (x3)

Wait a sec, is he singing about someone? Blaine looked so passionate and beautiful.

Never break a sweat for the other guysWhen you come around, I get paralyzedAnd everytime I try to be myselfIt comes out wrong like a cry for helpIt's just not fairPain's more trouble than love is worthI gasp for airIt feels so good, but you know it hurts

Kurt couldn't help but get down, he was mesmerized by the voice.

But you make me wanna act like a girlPaint my nails and wear perfumeFor you, make me so nervousThat I just can't hold your hand

At this point Kurt was walking down the through the audience seats.

You make me glow, but I cover upWon't let it show, so I'mPuttin' my defences upCause I don't wanna fall in loveIf I ever did thatI think I'd have a heart attack (x3)

Kurt went back stage and walked to the side of the stage to watch the boy.

The feelings got lost in my lungsThey're burning, I'd rather be numbAnd there's no one else to blameSo scared I take off and I runI'm flying too close to the sunAnd I burst into


When Blaine saw Kurt stood there they just stared into each other's eyes while he carried on singing.

Kurt walked slowly towards him until they were close, still keeping eye contact.

You make me glow, but I cover upWon't let it show

so I'm, Puttin' my defences up

Blaine took hold of Kurt's hand making it obvious he was singing to him and he meant the lyrics he was singing.

'Cause I don't wanna fall in loveIf I ever did thatI think I'd have a heart attack (x2)I think I'd have a heart attackI think I'd have a heart attack (x2)

Blaine had walked so they were kissing distance... Still keeping eye contact. He had the huge urge to kiss the boy again, Kurt felt the exact same way. After a few more seconds of silent eye contact, Both boys couldn't help themselves... They both lent in closer and pressed their lips against one another's. Blaine had never experienced this kind of kiss before, but something told him that this kiss was his first real one. It was gentle, beautiful, sweet and passionate... It was perfect. Blaine lifted his hand to cup Kurt's cheek, feeling his soft porcelain skin. Both boys pulled away for air blushing deep scarlet. They stared at each other in comfortable silence for a few seconds looking deep into each others eyes. Blaine knew he was falling for this boy... he just didn't want to believe it. He needed to 'put his defenses up' Or he would be in danger, he would ruin Kurt and break his own heart. "I gotta go..." Said Blaine. He ran out of the auditorium and into the hallway leaving Kurt alone with his jaw dropped onto the floor.

What the fuck just happened? Kurt asked himself walking off the stage. He just freaking kissed me and ran away... what the fuck?! He can't just leave me like that! What does this make us now? Kurt sighed to himself and walked out into the hall. He walked down the hall and into the choir room it was time for Glee Club. He sat down next to Brittany saying nothing, he was in deep thought about the kiss... about everything. Brittany looked at Kurt and said "Hey Kurtie!" Kurt didn't say anything back... he didn't hear her. He was still thinking about Blaine. She lighty hit his arm and said "Kurt?"

Kurt realized Brittany was talking to him and said "Hey Britt."

"Are you okay?"

Kurt just nodded and Brittany frowned. "Kurt whats wrong?"


"Yeah there is I can tell when your lying!"

"Fine..." Kurt turned his voice into a whisper"Blaine... and I... err..."

"What? What did you do...?"


Kurt stopped talking to see Blaine stood at the doorway, he looked around, avoiding eye contact with Kurt and sat down in the front row next to Finn. Mr Schue walked in a few seconds later "Sorry i'm late guys!"

"Detention Will." smirked Blaine, Mr Schue just rolled his eyes and carried on with what he was doing. Blaine was going to say something bitchy back but he just didn't care. all he cared about was the fact that he just had the most amazing kiss ever from the most beautiful, caring boy he has ever met... and he really didn't know what to do about it. He wanted to just ignore it. He wanted to ignore his feelings for the boy, he wanted to forget the kiss never happened, but he knew he couldn't. That kiss was better then all the freaking sex he had ever had in his life... it was good... really good... magical even. They. were. magical. But he couldn't risk it... he would hurt him, he would break his heart... and that would kill Blaine. He knew he had to hide his love away.

Kurt couldn't help but wonder about what was going to happen now. That was his first kiss and there was fireworks... but did Blaine see them? Blaine was singing about him... about him. HIM... at least it looked like it... then they kissed. So i think... maybe... that he meant it. Kurt thought Maybe he actually likes me... Ha. Yeah. Ha. NO...

"You okay Kurt?" Asked Mercedes. "Kurt... KURT!?"

"What? Oh yeah I'm fine..." said Kurt causing Mercedes to give him a confused look. She was about to say something when Kurt's phone vibrated. Kurt grabbed it from his pocked and his heart sank when it wasn't from Blaine...

Hey Beautiful! Do you wanna go to the Lima Bean later?:)-Chandler xxx

Kurt couldn't help his sudden blush as he read the message.

Hi, yeah okay... meet you there after school?-Kurt x

I'll meet you at your car! My schools not far away... i'll walk for you ;)-Chandler xxxx

Okay:)-Kurt x

Brittany glanced at Kurt and smiled thinking about her two boys getting together... What will there cute name be? Burt? Blurt? Kuine... no that's just weird... she started writing the names she thought of on her hand... she still didn't like any of them. The beautiful cheerleader wanted something sweet, adorable and just something that rolls off the tongue. "Hey, what you doin?" she smiled.

"Hi, nothing just texting..." Kurt answered.


"Chandler, why?"

Brittany just looked confused... more confused then normal.

"The Elf..." Said Kurt.

"Oh, What did he say?"

"I'm just gonna go have coffee with him later..."

"Oh err... okay." She glanced at Blaine in front of her. What the hell is going on?

Blaine walked down the hall and stopped at his locker. it was the end of the day and Blaine was throwing everything in is locker when he heard a sweet voice behind him. "Hey Blaine." smiled Brittany he turned to see the girl smiled.

"Hi Britt. You okay?"

"Yeah, I guess..." They started walking down the hall and they spoke. Blaine was about to speak when Santana came up behind them and said "Hey Britt, Britt..." she looked at Blaine and added "gel boy."

"I don't wear that much hair gel anym-"

"I don't care..." she smirked "I gotta go... see you tomorrow Britt! It's your bithday remember, its gonna be great!" she gave Brittany a hug and turned to walk away. "Bye Blainers..."

"Bye Santana." Brittany smiled. Blaine noticed how Santana seemed to change her attitude when it came to Brittany... she wasn't... well... a bitch.

"So it's your birthday tomorrow?" Blaine asked as they walked through the door and into the McKinley parking lot.

"Yeah..." smiled Brittany.

"Well I'm gonna get you something!"

"You don't have to..."

"I want to Britt, your my friend." Brittany just smiled at him... she liked Blaine he was a good friend.

"Your sweet Blainey, I thought you were just a badass?"

"I am but i can be nice when i want to be... you better not tell anyone though?"

"Promise." she laughed.

"Goo-" Blaine started but looked over to Kurt with someone he didn't know. It was a guy, he was blonde and looked really perky. He was obviously flirting with Kurt and Blaine couldn't help but feel the jealously build up inside of him. "Who's that?"

Brittany turned to see what he was looking at. Her face fell as she saw the elf as she really didn't like that guy. "Err... thats Chandler."

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