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I won't love but want

By SaihaPhantom

Humor / Romance

Chapter 1

I won't love but want

Sam burst inside the dark empty room of the apartments she share her room with Valerie and Star, They are her room mates , She locked herself and broke down in tears,

"Why always this happened to me?" She thought, "Why everyone love me just because of I'm rich? Why anyone don't try to see the soul inside me? Why anyone don't love me as who I am? Why anyone don't try to understand me? All of those girls are my friend just because I'm belongs to a rich family and all of those..." She couldn't complete when her lover slash come through her mind, she start crying more worst.

"Hey Sam listen to me I really love you, please open the door" Alex knocking on the door forcefully " Just try to understand, Sam"

"No you don't" Sam replied.

"Sam what are you doing inside there, There's a ghost" She hear Star said from outside background.

"I don't care if there's any ghost, A ghost will be much better then you people" Sam scream in hurtful sound.

"Sam open the door and if you don't, I'll break it in two pieces" Alex her boyfriend replied.

"I will not, Go to the hell and leave me alone, You fake people" Sam shout.

"Fake people? what do you mean?" Alex asked.

"You know what I mean Alex" Sam said softly "And now I'm going to tell the world you're a cheater, A player who play with other's heart, Maybe someone survive to get hurt"

"SAM..." Alex bitterly said her name then cool down "Sam look I don't know what are you talking about, I just know is 'I love you'"

"You can't run to the truth Alex I saw you and Star making out together, She is you're girl friend I should have to know this before I fall in love with you, You are really a jerk person I've meet in my life, You pretend to love me just because I'm rich, You don't love me but money"

"You!" Alex replied and break the door lock in anger, push the door forcefully and rush in.
Sam back away "Keep away from me or.."

"Or what? huh? How hard was to trapped you? How far I go to get you and now you want me to let you go, No I will not going to leave you anyway" He move closer , wrapped his hands around her waist, pull her closer.

"Don't touch me, You bastard"

"Grrrrh!" Slam her against the wall and held her wrists above her head.

"Leave me" She begin angrily "Let me go" in little crying sound with tears in her eyes when he move closer, She didn't saw him like this before she love him and hope to see little goodness inside of him but he break her hope step by step.

"Scared?" Alex asked. "How-bout this?" He grab her hands in his one, grab her neck by other one.

"I said leave me" She struggle to set her self free.

"Don't shout babe, It's just..." Before he complete ,he get scars by her nails on his face, he backed away.

"I told you to let me go" Sam replied in anger and little scared.

"OH! So you want to fight, Let's fight" He step forward.

Before he come closer Sam run.

"OH! No,no,no you can't run" He held her wrists before she run "You start the fight first...and I'll finish it" He throw Sam at the wall and block her way by his arms on her both side. He could see in her eyes she's afraid of him. He smirk "So are you coming with me or want a fight" He ask.

"No, I still won't be with you, I don't care if you'd kill me"

"So you still want fight"

She keep quite, never replied then he notice her amethyst eyes flash into green, Alex blink a moment.

"Yes I exactly want a fight" Sam replied in a boy voice.

Alex mouth wide open before he realize what just happening.

Sam punch hard into his face and he fell to the ground, She held his hairs and drag him to the other side of the room by his hairs, slam his head into the wall again and again.

Outside Star and Valerie reached and listen Alex screaming, they peek inside and found Sam beating Alex so badly.

Blood slips down Alex head to his check, Star and Val stop her then she come to her scene and her eyes purple again.

"Aaaaaaaaaah!" Sam scream when she found Alex bleeding "What's going-on here? Who did this to him?"

Alex turn his head to look her, holding his head in his hands.

"You don't know?" Valerie ask.

"No!" Sam replied. Their eyes wide and they afraid of if they tell her she did this to him, she kill them too.

"Who did this?" Sam asked.

"We... we don't know who did this to him" Star thought Sam is crazy, mantle.

"A_Alex are you alright?" Sam sit beside him and he move away, afraid of she'll beat him again.

"We should take him hospital" Star said as they both called help and bring Alex hospital while Sam was still in this room staring the ground.

"I didn't ever want this to happen to him" she said to her self tears slip through her eyes.

"You don't need to care about it now" A voice said and she thought she's talking to herself or her mind talking to her.

"OK" She replied and move out of this room and get in her and her  mates room and try to figure out who can do this to him, He was scaring her then someone come and beat him like hell and disappear before she could notice."I shouldn't care about it, He's a cheater and cheater deserved it" but still tears in her eyes.


They return back at the apartment, Val and Star step in side the room and found Sam on her bed.
"Is he alright" Sam ask still staring at the roof then turn her face to them. 
"Yes but still in the hospital with his parents" Val replied.

"What you think who's behind all of this?" Sit on her butt.

" W-We don't know" Val replied hesitantly

"No you guys are hiding some thing to me?" Sam start.

"No, exactly not, what we can hide to you ? Right Star?" "Yes" Star replied.

"Are you guys thinking I did that?" Sam ask

"Who did this to my son?" A big man rushed inside the room. "Tell me who..." He stop when he saw Valerie and Star pointed towards Sam.

"ME!" Sam jaw drop.Sam da fuq 

"Yes you" She hear the voice said towards the door and it was Alex.





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