Chapter 30: What Are You Waiting For???
J: Now where is Edward?
Es: He was here a minute ago, where could he have gone?
Ja: He left. (He whispered so soft that even the vampires didn’t hear)
Es: What did you say?
Ja: Edward left.
J: What? When? Why? (He cried)
B: Son, Edward hasn’t been dealing with your death like the rest of us.
S: He’s been isolating himself from all of us. He would sit by your side day and night.
B: He hasn’t gone hunting since that weekend that you went to the Reservation.
C: Jacob, Edward said that without you he’s life had no meaning.
J: And what about our son? Please tell me he didn’t do something crazy like killing himself or something,
B: He wanted too.
J: No, no, no. Please no. I can’t lose him.
A: Jake, Edward hasn’t gone anywhere, he’s outside.
J: I’m going to him. I need to be with him.
S: No Jake, you’re too weak. You can’t get up now already.
J: But I need to be with him. I need to show him that I’m still alive and that I love him. I can’t lose him, Sam.
S: I know that Jake but I cannot allow you to get up, you’re still too weak.
C: I’ll go.
Es: No let me. I’m he’s mother and there are times that a boy just needs his mother.
J: Please bring him here, Esme’.
Es: I’ll try my best Jake.
J: Tell him I love him.
Es: I will.
J: Uh, how was Edward with the baby?
C: He never took him.
B: It’s not our place, dear.
J: Uh, can you show me more pictures please.
R: Look here’s one of him eating.
J: He’s a messy eater.
B: Just like you were.
J: I wasn’t a messy eater.
S: Yes you were.
J: Na ah.
A: Anyways here’s one of him playing with Embry and Jared.
J: Aww. Thank you for taking care of my son guys.
P: You’re our brother of course we’d help take care of your son.
J: Thanks now show me more.
R: Here’s one with him and Jasper.
J: Why does he look like that?
Q: He wanted to bite him.
J: Jasper, I swear I’ll kill you if you bite my son.
Ja: I didn’t want to bite him, he’s diaper was STINKING! (He exclaimed)
J: I’m not looking forward to those diaper changes.
P: Give em to Seth, he’ll do it without any complains.
P: He … (He was cut off)
S: Because PAUL and the rest of them are too lazy.
P: Oh shut up.
J: Thank you Seth.
Se: No prob.
J: Hey, bring my baby back.
Es: Hey Edward.
Es: So what’s wrong?
Es: Edward I’ve been your mother for a long time, I know when something’s wrong. Now spill.
E: Esme’ I swear it’s nothing.
Es: Edward I know you plus if everything was okay you’d be in there with your Husband and son.
E: It’s my fault.
E: Jacob only getting up now.
Es: No it’s not, why would you think that?
E: I hated my OWN son so much that I kept him away from Jacob. He would have woken up a long time ago, if I wasn’t so foolish.
Es: Edward you were hurting, no one blames you for your actions.
E: I blame myself. I was a fool.
Es: Edward blaming yourself for any of this will do anything. Jacob just woke up, he needs you by him. He loves you.
E: He’d be better off without me.
Es: You’re his imprint. What makes you think he’ll be better off he’ll die if you leave.
E: He has the baby, he won’t need me.
Es: He will never be able to replace you with anyone no matter who they are.
E: The baby woke him up. The baby brought him back to life. The baby makes him happy.
Es: And you, what about your happiness?
E: I’m fine as long as they’re happy.
Es: They’re not happy at all especially Jacob.
E: Just take care of him for me.
Es: You know what: You’re being so selfish right now. Wanting to leave the people you love because you think that you don’t deserve them is so SELFISH of you.
E: I don’t want to be selfish. It’s just Esme’ what if I mess up? What if I cannot handle it all?
Es: That’s what family is for. There are two people in that house who need you and thirteen other people willing to help you.
E: I wanted you and Carlisle to be proud of me but now I feel like I disappointed the two of you.
Es: No you haven’t. What would make you think that?
E: Let’s see I fell in love with a werewolf.
Es: That was fate dear.
E: Okay, I knocked him up.
Es: Giving Carlisle and I the grandchild we’d never in a million years thought we’d have.
Es: Stop thinking of nonsense. You have no grounds to stand on.
E: Esme’… (He was cut off)
Es: No Edward you listen. If you don’t follow me into that house I’ll go get your brothers all eight of them to come get you and take you into the house.
E: But Esme’…
Es: No buts Edward. Everyone gets afraid once in a while but you have to get over it in order to live your life.
E: Okay. Let’s go but I’m still scared.
Es: I’ll be next to you the whole time.