"Closed eyes, heart not beating,But a living love."
Waking up in the same cold room, same suffocating bed sits low to the ground, same green and white walls remind people of spring time and hope, Windows in brown metal frames only openable at the top, same empty emotions, and blank expressions. It was so hard to stop myself from shouting at the unfairness of this world, laying here waiting for death to come and free me, I just couldn't breathe anymore. But everything changed the moment he got into my life, I chose him to be the light in my darkness, one look at him makes my heart burst with all longing and excitement, I never knew how joyous life could be until I saw his face, he's the gravity that always pulls me towards him, he's the one to hold my hands,dry my tears and be there for me when times are tough. there are times when I really shut down and be so hard to deal with, but I'm thankful to him for always being there for me despite the many reasons he shouldn't. I Know that I'm not perfect, but for him I wanna be the best, I love how he assures me that everything will be fine, to me just his existence is enough. because of him, I'm embracing the gentler and kinder side of me, he opened a new whole world for me, and I won't hesitate to say that I would die for him. I promised to protect him, never hurt him, to fight for us, to never give up, to stay by his side and love him for eternity, but we all know that we don't always get to do what we want, unfortunately promises were meant to be broken, right?