PROLUGUE:-
NANDANI P.O.V:-
I looked at him... in a hope that.... this all will not true.... this all will be some prank of him.....
how can he do this too me....
My manik.... knows... how much this musicana means too me..... but, he also know, how much my music means too me.....
He can’t let me down.... this much....
My eyes still stuck on him.... I still not lose my hope on him....
" Usse kya dekh rehi hoo..... nandu....!!! itna sb karne ke badh woo kya bol sakta h....!!!” Dhruv once again accused him.... in his bitter tone....
But, he was still looking towards the big screen of hall.... with his wider opened eyes.... like, he was still shocked from the whole scene....
" How dare you...??? manik...!!! we were thinking you are our friend.... a true friend....!!! still you done this too us...!!!” this time... it Aliya.. who accused him.... but, he was still standing sliently....
Like, he losed his voice too.... somewhere....
" Aliya.... I know, my bhai....!!! woo kbhi aisa nhi kar sakte...!!! I m sure... their is some misunderstanding....!!!” this time... cabir comes forward for defend his bhai....
Everyone knows about cabir and manik relation in space.... they aren’t brothers for each other... but, they are everything for each other...
And, after that incident.... cabir is much more protective towards manik....
but, that’s doesn’t mean, I will tolerate this....
Manik ko ye nhi karna chahiye tha....
" its means, you already believed in dhuruv words....!!! don’t you have faith in your love...!!!” suddenly my subconscious asked me.....
We all know, Manik mere liye kuch bhi kar sakta h....
fir ye kyu nhi kar sakta.....
" means, you accept that.... ki agar, manik ne ye kiya h.... tuo.... usne ye tumhare liye.... tumhare khushi ke liye kiya hai...!!!” she again raised her point for manik....
she always take manik’s side....
isse tuo kabhi woo galat lgata hi nhi hai....
" Bhai.... ap chalo yaha se....!!! we will talk about this later....!!!” my trance broken with cabir’s words.... which, he was saying to manik.....
" Cabir.... humari baat abhi khatam nhi hoi h....!!!” Aliya told him... and tried to stop him.... but what I noticed..... make me more worried for manik....
Manik was still standing their like a status.... like unaware with his own presence.....
Why he is so slient....???
" Aliya.....!!! Plz....!!! I m telling you naa.... Bhai aisa kar hi nhi sakte....!!! So...!!! Plz end this topic here...!!!” Cabir said to us.... In his pleading tone.....
" kaise nhi kar sakta ye... MANIK....!!!! Sb jante h collage me.... Manik pagal h nandani ke liye....!!!! And, most important.... Manik ne aj tk apne barabar ka kisi ko samjha hi nhi h....!!!”
" Aj.... Usse lga hoga... Aise tuo nandani haar jaiyegi musicana....!!! tuo chalo... Uspe ek aahsaan kar deta hoo....!!!!”
" isse jhut or cheating ke alawa aata hi kya h...!!!” Dhuruv once again accused manik..... With all his hatred towards him.....
I know.... Manik can do this....
Musicana ka result change karwana is not a big deal for him....
But.... This can’t be acceptable for me....
May be, he done all this for me.... But, this is not prove his love for me....
Agar woo jeet hi gya tha... Musicana....
Tuo... Usse kya jarurat thi... Judges se result change karwane ki.....
Today.... It doesn’t show his love for me....
It show his selfishness towards me.....
Dhuruv was always right about manik.....
Aj result change karwa kar... Usse mere music ki insult ki h .....
And.... My thoughts and dhuruv words..... Aroused fire in my heart.....
Soon.... I reached him....
" Manik....!!! I know.... You never lied to me....!!! So, plz tell me.... Ye video sach h....??? You asked those judges for change their decision...???” I asked him.... Calmly....
In a hope that..... he can’t do this too me....
Plz say no manik.....
Bol doo.... Tum kbhi ye nhi kar sakte....
Tum kabhi mere music ki aise insult nhi kar sakte......
And.... As he looked into my eyes..... I got my answer.....
This is the purity in our relation.... We doesn’t needs words for explain each other.....
One look from another one..... And.... We get to know each other’s heart.....
And,,, In manik’s case..... It doesn’t take even a second for read his innocent eyes..... They always remain same expressive and full of innocence.....
Today.... Also, I got my answer in a single look......
But, today..... It doesn’t give me happiness......
And.... What broke my heart more after this.... Was......
Their was not guilt in his eyes..... He was content for his done......
He was not in the guilt for insulting me.....
For insulting my friends....
For insulting my band.....
For insulting my music......
And.... This make me angry.....
And.... Next second my fingers were printed on his cheek..... I slapped him.... Tightly....
Marked his cheek in his deep red......
" How dare you.... Manik...??? Who give you right..... for insulting my music....!!!! Woo music joo meri life h....!!!!”
" How could you....??? Manik....!!!!”
" Or jarurat kya thi...!!!! Maine help maagi thi kya tumse...!!! M I..??? Fir kyu kiya.....????” and at the end..... I fall on my knees....... Cried bitterly......
Manik too bend down in front of me.... Tried to say something......
But.... I pushed him.... With my full forced.....
He was not at all ready for that pushed..... So at the result.... He fall on his back..... Still looking towards me.... Shockly......
" Don’t you dare to touch me....!!!! Manik malhotra.....!!!!! You disgust me....!!!!” I even don’t know..... What I was talking about in my anger......
And.... Soon... I crossed my all limits.... When I say those words....
Jo shayad mujhe kbhi nhi bolna chahiye tha.......
And.... Those words were....
" I HATE YOU....!!!! FROM TODAY ONWARDS..... I will only HATE YOU....MANIK MALHOTRA.....!!!!!! Always...&..... Forever.....!!!!! ”
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