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**** 3 DAYS LATER****
It has been 3 days since the doors close. Since Rob died in the maze. Since I talked to Newt. Since I talked to anybody. First night was the worst night ever. I couldn't sleep. I still can't. Newt comes every day to me, but I didn't let him speak. He comes in mornings with sandwiches and after dinner with meal. But I never look at him. I can't. I know Gladers 've got rules, but what is a stupid rule when it's going about someone's live!? I had never talked to Rob. And now I feel guilty because I even didn't know his name before Minho said 'Rob hasn't came back yet'. But life in Glade hasn't changed much. I'm not working since that 'cause I feel responsible about his death.
Then doors opened. I know it's Newt so I don't look at him. I know it's he 'cause I smell him. I hear his steps. I feel him next to me and I want hug him. To kiss him. To feel safe in his arms. To say 'I'm sorry. I'm so stupid. I know it's not your fault' cause I know he didn't wanted Rob to die. But when I think that I'd be happy in his arms few days after someone died feels bad. It's just not fair.
"I'm sorry" I heard his voice. When I want to look at him… he's already out. And I feel guilty for making him feel sad.
****ONE DAY LATER****
I was eating dinner. Everyone was loud. They were happy. Acting like nothing happened. Minho tried to joked but he gave up cause I, Alby and Gally didn't even look at him. Then someone sat next to me… Julia.
"Hey guys" she said, but she was sad "I'm sorry about… you know. I know that you've got rules here. I know it wasn't your fault and I shouldn't be angry at you. I'm sorry" and before I can't stop her she run off.
"I'll go" I looked at guys. They don't know what to say "See you later" and I'm out. I go to her room, but she's not there. I think I know where she is.
"Hey" I heard familiar voice. Newt.
"How did you find me?" I asked with small smile. He came so he does. He does love me.
I knew she 'd be near our tree
"Hey" I said
"How did you find me?" she asked with small smile
"It wasn't that difficult" I said " Because I know you" I hold her hands now
"I'm sorry" she said and looking in my eyes
"Don't be sorry. You were right. Someone should go after hi-"
"No. You've got rules here and I-" I cut her off by kissing her. She was shocked at first but then return the kiss.
"Can't you just stay quiet for once?" I asked with smile when we broke apart.
"Slim it you shuck face" and we kiss again
"Finally" I heard voice behind. I broke a kiss and turn around to see Minho, Gally and Alby with smirks on their faces.
"Um… hey guys" Julia said
"So everything will be okay now?" Alby asked
"Yeah. Now I have to leave you and help Fry in kitchen" she gave me a peck and run to kitchen.