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Love Me, Hate Me, Love Me (Shizaya Fanfic)

By ShizumeRikka

Drama / Romance


I'm slowly making my way to school, but I'm already 30 minutes late so why bother? I get to the gate and try to open it. It was locked, of course it was. Looks like I have to climb over it. I try to refrain myself from doing unnecessary things but from what I can tell, I'm not doing a very good job.

I take a few steps back so I can get a head start on running. I gain speed each step and once I was close enough to the gate I leap over it. I safely land on the grass and patted the dirt off my pants. It's annoying doing this every single time.

I then hear clapping from behind me. I spin 90 degrees. Speaking of annoying, it was the damn flea. Orihara Izaya, the first day we met we tried to kill each other. It's been a week of our second year in high school and we're still nowhere near killing each other. To think, we've spent more than a year with each other, but there's nothing but hate in our relationship.

If it weren't for this stupid gate separating us, I would've wrapped my arms around his throat already. Maybe it would've ended this all.

"Nice jump! But you forgot one thing!" Izaya puts his hand over his mouth and pretends to giggle, he points beside him and says, "You're bag is still here."

I click my tongue.

"Want me to give it to you? You'll only need a small price to pay!" He picks my bag up.

"Don't touch my things with your dirty hands!" I barked.

"C'mon, it's only a small price!" He sways my bag around, completely ignoring my demands.

"What price?" I crossed my arms and go along with his act.

The flea shrugs, "You're life of course."

"Stop fucking around!" I placed my hands on the bars and shake the gate.

Once I see Izaya look at me with a satisfied face, he tosses my bag over and I catch it. Shit! I was played by him all along. "Tch, this is waste!" I start heading inside the school.

"Wait for me!" Izaya hollers.

I turn around and to my surprise, the louse had passed the now unlocked gate. He closes the gate with his foot and hurries to lock it with a suspicious key. I realize that I'm actually waiting for him and start to walk away.

Fuck! I was almost lead by him again! By now, this flea was walking beside me, whistling as we went in the building. This sneaky little bastard! Why can't I feel his presence?! Oh wait! I should kill him right now... But fighting on school grounds is prohibited, someone caught in the act can get suspended or expelled. And knowing Izaya, he'll probably find a way to film a fight and get me expelled. But I need to work and support my brother! There's no way I can risk that.

"Anyways... why the fuck are you following me?" I create some distance away from the louse.

"Hm? We're in the same class, are you that big of an idiot?" Izaya sticks his tongue out.

"One day... I'm going to wipe you off of this planet forever!" I mumbled.

"Oh joy! Can't wait!" He jumps around.

Since we can't fight on school grounds, Izaya uses this to his advantage to provoke me every now and then.

Aside from Izaya who only hangs around me purely for his own amusement, there are 2 other people that I've acquainted with. One is Shinra, who sees me more like a test subject than an actual person. And the other is Kadota, we acknowledge each other, but that's basically it. It seems that Izaya knows those two quite well. Not that I care.


Tch! Why am I so frustrated?! Izaya isn't even in class. I forcefully kick my desk while the teacher is teaching and everyone around me turns my way with a startled face.

"H-Heiwajima-san i-is everything alright?" The teacher tries to hide his face with a book.

"I'm not feeling well, I'm going to the nurse's office," I stand up and my classmates flinch.

I sigh with annoyance. It's always the same reaction with them. I walk out the class and slam the door to express my madness. Now that I think about it, the flea never flinches even if I threaten his existence.

Hmm, Izaya huh? He doesn't bother me that much like before. When was the last time he bugged me? I crack my knuckles. Did he find a new toy to play with?! I realized what I was doing. Fuck! Fuuuck! I sound like I've been replaced, a-and I'm not even close to Izaya!

I imagine the louse smiling and I quickly punch myself. No way in hell would that happen!

I open the door to the nurse's room. This room is rarely attended so it's perfect for skipping class. I see Izaya near the window, it looks like he's leaning out the window.

I should push him outside... Although we're on the first floor it's still okay. Seeing the flea get surprised and injured makes me grin maliciously. I sneak behind him only to see that he was getting squeezed by Kadota from outside of the window. What the hell! Does Kadota hate the flea too?! I get a more clearer look at it and it seems more like a hug. Hug? Why? Kadota lets go and says something I can't hear, he then starts to walk away.

"Oi flea!" I said in a sharp tone.

Izaya turns around and looks at me like he's been caught red-handed.

"Wh-W-Why was Kadota hug-hugging you? Dammit!" It was embarrassing to say such words.

His cheeks turn light red and scratches his chin. Why the fuck is he making such a cute expression-! No! No, no, no! Did I just say cute? Ugh I'll let it go today since I want answers from this flea.

"Actually," Izaya avoids eye contact, "Dota-chin confessed to me two weeks ago-"

"S-So are you..."

"Yup," He smiles with an actual real smile, "Dota-chin and I are dating actually."

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