I was raised in New Britain,Connecticut.A city like any other you see drugs,street crimes,abuse.
I cannot do so far I have shamed,embarrassed and at times stigmatized.Even today,years later,Ifear retribution,liability and even stigmatized. I. was depressed more than before.
Because of the addiction some of my pains got relieved. Iwas never a drinker nor I used drugs socially.
Then one evening when I was finding it hard to stay awake to study organic chemestry exam, one of my friend suggested me to some stimulants that were available in sample form. The results were perfect! But there were so many other solutions for my problem! But I was too slow motioned. Stimulants are drugs that speed up the activity of the central nervous system. I began using pills,rather innocently,whenever I needed boost.
To me,its was like a cup of coffee!even better!.I soon learned the pills were available on Internet.I was out of control,I used to order pills every hours,even my balance was poor.
I then used my mom's credit for that used. My friends and family admired me always.I never informed them about these stuffs and health.I was respected in th community.I always enjoyed my status and felt it was deserved.