"I just want him to fuck me senseless. But all he ever does is make sweet, sweet love to me. Will he be angry if I ask him to go rough on me once. My hubby is the most soft, sweet gentle person in the world. Will he be weirded out, if he knows that I have all these desires. To try new, new things?! Aaaarggh!! I'm so nervous to even bring up a topic like that to him. And him being so sweet & polite to me doesn't help me one bit to bring that conversation. What if he finds all these my interests weird & freaks out?! Mmmm……. "
" I'm losing my patience day by day around him. I can't control myself around him. Just wanna go sooo hard on him for once, just once. How on earth am I supposed to control myself & be cool, while my baby parades that delicious ass in front of me. It's been 2 yrs now that we're married, but still I'm scared shirtless to bring up that topic even once. What if after seeing me like my old self he gets scared or worst, he decides to leave me?! What will I do without my baby then! Nope…… I can never ever be the once I was before. I buried him long ago. After I met my baby I have become totally a new guy. Now I can't go back to the old me. Never. That should never happen. The old me I left is all in the past. I can't be that guy again. Ever. Yep all I have to do is be like this for the rest of my life. My baby is all important to me now."