Little Fangirl

2

“So your name is Bunny Matthews?” Taetae asks me.

I look up at him nodding my head while hugging the bunny stuffy.

“Yesh, mwy names ish Bwunny Maffews.” Making all of them chuckle.

“You’re so adorable so how old are you right now Bee?” Jin asks.

“I’s ish free.” Holding up four fingers.

Namjoon walks up and puts down one of my fingers.

“That’s three Bun.” He says chuckling.

My mouth contorts into an ‘o’ as my eyes go wide in astonishment.

“Are you hungry Bunny?” Hoseok asks, I nod my head yes as a loud growl emits from my stomach.

I hold my stomach, looking down in embarrassment.

“What did I tell you about holding your head down babygirl?” Kookie asks, my head shoots up.

“Mwy cwown faww downs. Ish it stiww der?”

“That’s right babygirl and yes, your crown is still there.” Kookie says chuckling.

“Um’s why’s awn’t shu asting questions ons whys I’s acting dis way?” I ask them wondering why they haven’t said anything.

“Because princess we knew you were a little upon seeing you at the fan meet. We’re all daddy doms. We also knew you’d wake up in little space so we didn’t want you to be alone since we didn’t know when your friend would get here. Does your friend know your a little?” Taetae asks.

I hide my face in the bunny stuffie nodding my head yes.

“Yesh, he know I’s a wittle. Sometime he take cawe obs mwe.” I say before a knock sounds on the door before opening to reveal Minseok.

My eyes go wide with excitement to see my best friend.

“Minmin oppa, chu hewe!” I shout in excitement.

“Bunny, use your inside voice sweetheart. I should have gone with you to that fan meet when you told me you were going.” Minmin says as he makes his way over to my bed.

He looks at the seven guys who stand in the room.

“Thank you guys for bringing her here not many people would and some would just call for an ambulance and not even check in on her to see if she is ok or not. Thank you especially for not ridiculing her for being a little. I knew you wouldn’t since I know your all daddy doms but not many people would know that or understand the lifestyle. She’s my best friend and in a way my sister even though I haven’t known her for all that long. I don’t know what I would do if something worse had happened.” Minmin says to the boys while looking at me.

“Mimin oppa, I mished shu.” I say making grabby hands for him to hug me, he complys.

He pulls away seeing the bunny stuffie that now sits in my lap.

“Kookie gave mwe bwunny tuffy Minmin oppa.” I say to him picking it up and holding it up to him so that he can see it.

“It’s so adorable Bunny. What are you going to name him?” He asks me.

I think about it for a little bit because I already have a BT21 Cooky stuffie so I can’t name him that.

“Hmm.... how about Smoky sin I awweady has Cooky.” I say looking at them, they all nod in agreement.

“That’s a great name for him Bunny.” Minmin says, I smile widely before tightly hugging the bunny stuffy to me.

After a couple of hours Namjoon’s phone goes off. He takes it out of his pocket and checks it before looking up.

“That was Bang PD and said that we need to get back to practice for the concert tomorrow but he said that we can come visit Bunny before the show. He also wants to know what Bunny wants to do about the accident.” Namjoon says looking at me with a sad expression.

I give them a confused look because I have no clue what they are talking about.

“Bunny what he means is since you were hurt they are wondering if you’re going to press charges.” Minmin says making me mouth an ‘o’.

“Bwunny knows it was accident so no anyfing bout its.” I say before giving them a smile making them chuckle.

“Ok, babygirl that’s all we wanted to know. Oh, Minseok we were going to get her something to eat but since we have to leave can you? We’ll get her food tomorrow.” Kookie says making Minseok nod.

“Yeah, and that’s fine I’ll have to go get her car and take it to her house later and get some stuff to keep her occupied while we are busy.” Minmin says.

“Ok, well we have to get going before we are late and have to do extra. See you tomorrow Bun.” Namjoon says making the others nod in agreement.

They all come up to the bed. They hug and kiss me on top of the head before leaving the room.

“What do you want to eat sweetheart?” Minmin asks.

“Chicky nugs!” I says happily.

“McDonald’s it is.” Minmin says chuckling.

“I’ll be right back sweetheart. Don’t fall asleep on me before I get back ok?” He says making me nod happily holding Smoky as he heads out the door.

Thirty minutes later he comes back with McDonald’s and two drinks. The two of us eat before a nurse comes in to check on me. We play with Smoky until he has to leave.

“Bunny, I have to leave now. I need to get your car and take it back to your house. Where are your keys sweetheart?” He asks me.

“Ins mwy puwse.” I say pointing at the chair that has my purse and clothes on it.

He walks over to it before grabbing my purse and brings it over to me. I open my purse getting out my car and house keys before handing them to him. If it were anyone else I wouldn’t trust them to do anything like this.

“Thank you sweetheart.” He says as he takes the purse as I hand it to him and puts it back in the chair.

“The boys will come by tomorrow before having to go set up for the concert. Now you be a good girl and go to sleep. The boys don’t need to put up with a cranky baby tomorrow.” He says before leaning down to kiss the top of my head while hugging me.

I let out a little yawn before he leaves the room which makes him chuckle as he leaves. I snuggle under the covers with Smoky and drifts off to sleep.

The next morning I wake up to people talking. I blink a couple of times before sitting up which gets the attention of everyone in the room. I’m guessing they are trying to figure out if I’m in little space or not. I look around to see Minseok amongst the guys before shaking my head.

“You guys woke me up and no Minseok I’m not cranky so don’t start with me. I just really hate hospitals, really hate hospitals. They stink and I’ve been in to many of them to count. I really just want to get out of here. You’ll know why when I’m able to go home which I hope is today.” I say quietly making BTS go wide eyed at my attitude unlike Minseok who comes and sits on my bed.

“I know you guys will prefer to be around little me more than big me because of the attitude differences but if a doctor or a nurse comes in here I’m the same way I acted when one came in yesterday. I don’t like hospitals or doctors.” I say quietly.

“Bunsy, we don’t mind the attitude differences. It helps us tell which you is big or little you.” Jimin says before the doctor walks in.

My eyes go wide before gripping Smoky for comfort. The boys see this before making there way over to me.

“I’m glad to see that you’re awake because you are able to go home. If one of you can fill out the release forms I’ll send a nurse in to help her change clothes so that she can go home.” He says smiling before leaving as Minseok walks out of the room following the doctor.

“We’ll be outside the door if you need us.” Jungkook says as a nurse walks into the room.

The guys walk out closing the door behind them. The nurse helps me put on
my clothes before leaving the room. The guys walk back in with Minseok following behind.

“Do you want to go to your house or do you want to get food? We have a little bit of time before we have to go set up for the concert.” Yoongi says making me think for a minute.

“Minmin oppa doesn’t like that I sometimes don’t eat in the morning because half the time I don’t feel like it and sometimes I get sick because of it. I will make him happy and pick food but we are getting it to go and taking it back to my house if that’s ok with you guys. I just don’t really like being in public where people’s bodyguards think I’m stalking them.” I say looking at Minseok who is trying not to laugh while the guys look confused.

“One of my bodyguards thought she was stalking me because we would always see her walk by going to work, school, and wherever else she was going. This particular day she didn’t look like she wanted to put up with anyone and I’m pretty sure she would have punched him in the face if he pushed her buttons more. I could tell she didn’t recognize me by the way she acted. So I took out a card that had my number already written on it and added for her to text me while he was confronting her and put it in her purse while she was walking away. Layer that night she texted asking why I had given her my number. I told her I wanted to be her friend and that I knew that she wasn’t stalking me. She asked how I knew that and I responded by asking her what my name was. She said “I don’t know.” I told her my name, age, and who I’m signed with. We talked more to get to know each other more and now here we are. She had already known who you guys and a couple of other groups were so she knows a good many groups.” Minseok says more settled than before.

The guys nod. Jealousy crosses their features before settling on content. They know mine and Minseoks relationship is that of a brother and sister and always will be because one he’s gay and two he has a boyfriend who is just using him for his money but he can’t see that. He’s also cheating on him. He will sooner or later. A thought comes to my mind making me slip into little space.

“Ookie addy, moky esh owning.” I say holding up the bunny stuffie they gave me yesterday.

Realization dawns on me before hiding my face with it as tears well up in my eyes.

“Unny no mean say dat. Unny sowwies.” Smoky gets moved away from my face after I hear shuffling towards me.

After Smoky is removed from my face I look into the dark eyes of Jungkook who looks concerned but smiles at me none the less.

“Babygirl, I’m not upset you called that the others may be but their titles will come in due time they will just have to be patient. Morning Smoky, I’m glad you protected my precious babygirl.” Daddy says making me giggle.

“There’s my happy babygirl.” Daddy says before kissing me on the cheek making me blush.

“Taetae papa, uppies ease?” I ask looking over at Taetae who chuckles before walking over.

“Of course Princess.” Papa says before picking me up making sure not to hurt me in the process while having daddy help him make sure my bum was covered up.

I wrap my arms and legs around him while holding Smoky. I bury my nose in his neck.

“Papa smell good.” I say unconsciously making him chuckle.

“Thank you Princess.” Papa says.

“I have a place for her when she’s in little space set up in my car two of you can ride with me since she’ll have to ride with me.” Minmin says making Papa nod.

“That’s fine. We’ll stop somewhere and get us all something to eat. I’m pretty sure Bun is going to want chicken nuggets from somewhere.” Namjoon says making Minmin chuckle.

“Yeah, you’re not wrong about that.” He says.

“Bunny what type of chicken nuggets you want sweetheart?” Minmin asks making me lift my head.

“Spicy wiff sweet sour sauce.” I say making daddy, papa, appa, Seokie, Jinnie, Chimmy, and Yoonie go wide eyed which makes Minmin chuckle.

“You knew what she was going to say?” Seokie asks.

“Yeah, I did. No matter what headspace she’s in she love spicy chicken nuggets with sweet n’ sour sauce. Always with sweet and sour sauce. If it was any other sauce she won’t eat it she’ll just eat the nuggets by themselves. She’s very picky with it. She’s addicted to pickles if you don’t watch her she’ll eat a whole gallon jar in a day. She can drink a whole gallon of milk in a day as well. Her favorite fruit is raspberries. If you’d let her she’d sleep all day. She She’s a great dancer out of little space. She can sing and partially rap as well. She’s a great writer and will color when she has the time on or off her iPad. She can out read any of you in a day. She’s read Dante’s Inferno and Herman Hesse DEMIAN and understood them completely after reading them. Where most people who read them don’t understand them at all. She’s so smart but absolutely hates math she could tell you that.” Minmin says making all of them chuckle as we head out of the hospital.

We all split up Minmin, daddy, papa, and I get in Minmin’s car while appa, Seokie, Jinnie, Chimmy, and Yoonie get into the vans and leaves.

“One of you text the others asking who’s going inside to get the food because it has to be them I don’t have enough room in my car and there a two in one van while there are three in the other. Bunny doesn’t like being little in public and her doing that in the hospital and now goes against that. How long do you guys have until you have to go set up for the concert?” Minmin asks.

“Two to three hours. Bang PD will text us.” Daddy says before his phone goes off.

“It’s Namjoon, he says that they’ll get the food they just needs to know what everyone wants.” Daddy says making Minmin nod.

“They can get me the same of one of you guys it doesn’t bother me. Just make sure to get what Bunny wants since she’s been good. If she hadn’t have been I would tell you otherwise. Since her little and big selfs a total opposites don’t punish her for being her normal everyday self when she’s around others. She had an ex who would. She does cuss out of little space, in little space she doesn’t. Out of little space she doesn’t cuss all that much only when she’s writing, singing, and when she’s extremely mad.” Minmin says making daddy and papa nod.

“Tae, you want a hamburger, I want lamb skewers and pizza. I’ll tell them that you want a hamburger as well. Babygirl wants spicy chicken nuggets with sweet n’ sour sauce. And the others can tell them what they want.” Daddy says making me giggle.

I look at him as he texts appa. When he’s done he puts his phone face down on his thigh before looking at me. I smile up at him while holding Smoky against my chest.

“You’re so cute baby.” He says before leaning over and kisses me on the cheek.

Minmin turns on the radio as a song comes on. I know the song all to well because I’m the one singing it. I slip out of little space and sings along with the song.

Please don’t criticize the songs they were written by me and I know they aren’t good. I wrote these a while ago.

Voice Cracks —
You tell me you love me
Your voice cracks as you cry
You continue on believing
That you’ll never go on

Your voice cracks
As your words keep changing
Your voice cracks
And I wonder why I’m saving
Ev er ry
Mem or ry
You gave to me
As your voice cracks

Every word you spoke to me
Every little thing you gave to me
The whole time your voice cracked
And I just let go of it

Your voice cracks
As your words keep changing
Your voice cracks
And I wonder why I’m saving
Ev er ry
Mem or ry
You gave to me
As your voice cracks

You keep lying
You keep trying to keep things from me
That you’ll know I’ll find out
But you’ve got a tell
{whispers} your voice cracks

Your voice cracks
As your words keep changing
Your voice cracks
And I wonder why I’m saving
Ev er ry
Mem or ry
You gave to me
As your voice cracks

“Bunny they are playing you on the radio.” Minseok says making me laugh.

“I hear that.” I say laughing as another one of my songs comes on the radio and like I did with the first song I sing along with it.

Why --
Oh baby why
Do you say goodbye
My heart is dying inside
Oh why

Walk away like nothing’s wrong
You turn away like I did wrong
Why are you treating me this way?

Oh baby why
Give me a reason why
Why ask me to try
Oh why

We scream and shout till my voice runs out
Why don’t you like me now
Why are you treating me this way
Cause I wanna know

Oh baby why
Did have to make me cry
I’m all broken inside
Oh why

Why did you lead me on
Deep down I knew you were gone
You never loved me, all my hope is undone
I’m dying and I have one question

Oh why
You run and hide
But I don’t understand why
Don’t want to see you cry
You were my life
But I’ll survive without you
You hurt me and there’s nothing you can do
Nothing you can do can
Save you from this truth

Oh baby why
I say goodbye
Your heart is dying inside
Oh why

Oh why
Why {continuous as it fades}

“It seems like they are having a marathon of them or I just forgot to take out the CD you gave me. Nope, it’s definitely the radio.” Minseok says as we hear the radio personnel speak before playing FAKE LOVE by the guys which makes us laugh and sing along with them.

When the song is over Tae and Jungkook look at me.

“Bunny, you’re an amazing singer.” Taehyung says making me blush.

“Thanks Taetae.” I say shyly making him and Jungkook chuckle.

Another song comes on the radio and it’s one of Minseoks songs but I sing along to it nonetheless because it’s one of my favorite songs. When the song is over another one comes on but it’s the song we did together.

Never Supposed To Be --
Underlined = Minseok
Not underlined = Bunny
Bold Italicized = both

Here I am
I’ve gone so deep
I trusted you
with all of me
You built me up
Just to break me.

I lay here
Alone at night
Staring out the window tonight
The moon above
Stares back at me
With reminisces of jealousy.

The two of us
Had our differences
But we took our chances
Looking out the window
The moon glows
As the wind blows.

Thinking back to you and me
We were never supposed to be

Thinking to myself
Your jealousy was nothing
Just an overreaction to something
Broken trust was the problem

Tell me the truth
I already don’t believe you
So don’t think I’m going to

Here I am
I’ve gone so deep
I trusted you
with all of me
You built me up
Just to break me

I lay here
as darkness surrounds me
Listening to arguments
The had happened
You broke me down
But I’m up walkin

The two of us
Had our differences
But we took our chances.
Looking out the window
The moon glows
As the wind blows

Thinking back to you and me
We were never supposed to be

Here I am
I’ve gone so deep
I trusted you
with all of me.
You built me up
Just to break me.

I lay here
Alone at night
Staring out the window tonight
The moon above
Stares back at me
With reminisces of jealousy.

Thinking back to you and me
We were never supposed to be

“The two of you are good together but why is the radio person calling Bunny TKB (Taekooks Bunny)?” Jungkook asks. (I’m so original 🤣)

“Because I didn’t want people knowing who I was and they still don’t. They only know me on YouTube, Instagram, Facebook, and Twitter because of my TKB accounts. No one except for Minseok and you two. If one of you had called the guys and put it on speaker they would know as well but please, please don’t say anything it takes a lot to keep my identity a secret. I’m not signed by anyone I make all my songs in my studio at my house. Oh, look. We’re at my house. Since Jin and Namjoon is getting food we need to tell them where my house is.” I say as Jungkook hands me his phone.

(Ok, I’m going to clear this up if you are confused Jungkook is sitting in the back while Tae is sitting in the front.)

I type in my address before handing it back to him. Jungkook helps me out as the others come over to us. I take my keys out of my purse before going to the door and unlocks it after closing my door. When I open the door I see that my house is a mess. I stand there in shock.

“Oh look the bitch is home.” I hear someone say.

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