LOVERS WAY

Lonely -

Today is my first day at school since the incident, I didn't get much sleep last night but that's normal I can't really say how i feel about the going back to school thing, it'll be just like old times with the bullies, anyway i get up from bed quickly as i hear my step dad yell "get the hell up June" i yell back "give me a damn minute" I didn't know the consequences of that, i hear my step dad stomp up the stairs and i run to the shower as fast as i can because I know a beating is in store for me, I sit in the shower as i cut five lines because of the past couple of days after i clean up and get dressed i realize i only have an hour to get to school, I run downstairs, Waking up my step dad asking "can i please get a ride to school?" he looks at me with a disgusted look he gets up laughing "are you gonna pay for my gas bitch?" i stutter "n-no?" he grabs my hand, slapping and kicking me "then walk your fat ass to school" i get up already feeling numb and walk out of the door without saying a word, I managed to run to school and somehow make it on time, I walk in as the HBI and her minions are waiting by my locker i open my locker ignoring them, Kayla the HBI grabbed my hair "hey you, where are the papers?" She asks taking everything out of my bag "I decided not to do it you slut" I say as she yells "WhAt dId yOu jUsT cAlL mE" she snaps her fingers and her two minions started beating the shit out of me while she walks away, her minions left after the bell Sarah and July my ex besties i didn't give a shit.. Besides I have no emotions anyway neither do i have time for them, I run to the rooftop where i decided to skip the day during lunch period Kayla came up to have a "talk" i ignored her as she grabbed my arm and pulled me I had a blank expression as she started talking "so I don't know if your bitch ass realized but BTS will be coming to this school next week don't go near them unless you want a death wish whore" her minion July yelled "yOu UndErsTanD Slut!?" I nod not caring about some famous group of boys, They all kicked me but at this point i didn't care Kayla walked out after saying whatever for awhile probably because lunch period ended which meant i was leaving. I decided to walk to my favorite dance studio so i could get all of my left energy out of my body, I make it there and walk in as the owner somewhat knows me he walks up and asks "The same dancing playlist?" I breathe "maybe a different one" he tilts his head "can i play mine?" he asks, I laugh a fake one "of course" i go to the bathroom and change into shorts and a hoodie as I walk out of the bathroom I hear a bunch of boys walk in but I ignore it and ask the owner to play the music now he nod as I walk in getting ready, I hear a song I've never listened to it sounds like it may be by a boy band but i wasn't sure so i just started dancing making up my own moves as i go after i'm done the owner comes running in with a bottle of water and says "That's amazing!" I breathe trying to catch my breathe "what song was that?" he frowns a little "you don't know this song? It's Blood Sweat,Tears by BTS" I say "Oh" while nodding he basically screams "YOU DON"T KNOW WHO BTS IS!?!!" I rub the back of my neck "uhh no?" he grabs my arm and takes me to the computer in his office "Girl have you been living under a rock?" i look away "I probably don't know them because i don't really leave the house other than here or school, I've also never owned a phone soo" he made a O with his mouth I smile looking at the time noticing i have to go i quickly say bye and run home once i reach the door i hear glass shattering i mumble "shit" as i open the door and see a very angry step father, He comes up to me and punches me in the face "WHY THE FUCK HAVEN"T YOU BEEN IN YOUR CLASSES?!!?" I say nothing "Answer me you dumb whore" I yell back "I DON"T KNOW ASK MY DAMN BULLIES" i see anger in his eyes i fucked up, He grabs my hair and throws me across the room where i hit my head on a picture which causes it to bleed a little, I run upstairs locking my bedroom door my step dad comes up banging on my door "I want this house cleaned tomorrow before our guests arrive, you're also cooking too!! you damn slut!" i layed down and closed my eyes letting sleep take over. I wake up to the sound of a door being slammed i almost forgot about today, I sit up as i grab an oversized hoodie and some shorts I brush my teeth while i put my hair in a messy bun after i'm done i decide to walk downstairs and go into a kitchen i look on the fridge to find a note from my step dad it says "You got excused from school today, so you can clean this damn house it better be done by the time i get home,I'll be home at 6 tonight!" i rolled my eyes it's about 8 in the morning so i had time.

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