I don't know if it's right or wrong . But it feels like it's the right decision. I should do it... right...?
So without having any second thoughts, you decided to jump off the bridge where your future alive or death self are debating on who's about to win.
Now it's all going to be alright. I won't be alone anymore. I'll have my grandpa with me. The only one who loved me truely. 미안 할아버지 (Mianhae hal-abeoji / Forgive me, grandpa.)
Getting closer to your death's destination, you put your right foot on the bridge's railings, getting rid of all the random thoughts that are stopping you from the ridiculous step you are about to take.
But those thoughts won't stop you anyways. You already are a overthinker and you've thought enough about it, now it seems like the wrong decision, but you don't care about the right one now.
You don't wanna know what's right or wrong, at least not anymore. Your 20 year old self suffered enough, enough to the point where you had to take this step.
This will help you to get rid of everything. This will help you to get rid of the pain your heart has been feeling since the beginning of all this. Only a few moments and you'll get to be with your grandpa.
You don't think of anything anymore before putting your another foot on the bridge, taking a step closer to your death self.
You shut your eyes closed, trying to process everything that would affect, everyone who wouldn't want you to die.
But you don't find anyone or anything to keep you alive, it's better to die. It's definitely better than to live in a society where your own family betrays you and your boyfriend disowns you.
No you can't handle the pain anymore, it's better to put an end to all these sufferings, that made your state worser than ever.
But before you can even process all these things happening, that you'll be dead in the next second most probably, you immediately get dragged backwards which your mind couldn't comprehend at first.
Huge arms get wrapped around your fragile figure from behind, stopping you from taking any further steps to end your life, practically pulling you in air to get you away from the bridge and to put you on the ground.
You let out a squeak before turning around to face the person who dared to stop to from getting your peaceful ending, but instead the figure holds your arms, more in a tight way.
"What the heck do you think you're doing? No matter what you're going through doesn't mean you would end up things this way!" The stranger pulls away and looks at you rather aggressively.
Your eyes that stared at his eyes, you literally would bore his eyes with rage for ruining your planning, but they calm down as soon as they hear the precise words from him.
But you don't speak. You keep your head low, taking his words into consideration also trying to comprehend what just happened in a second.
"I'm sorry if I sounded rude but please don't even think of doing this! Your life is so precious that it doesn't deserve to be end in this way. If you don't want to care about your life, then at least think about your close ones, how would they live then? " His eyes has a kind of sympathy, towards you.
"Who are you? Why do you care? " You pushed his hands away, trying to escape his questions which can compel your emotions to come out and your tears would threaten to fall anytime.
"Someone who saved your life which you were about to end thinking of something useless but-" His words get cut in half way when your voice starts to take over the conversation.
"I'm not interested in your stupid conversation for god's sake! What I meant to say is leave me alone it's my life and you don't know anything about it. So better don't talk!" You spat all your anger out at him. Almost at the verge of breaking down in front of the stranger.
"Okay tell me then! Tell me what's wrong in your life that forced you to take this step? Tell me everything that you wanna talk about! That you didn't even care about your family and how that would affect them." He spoke as his eyes kept the sympthic look on.
Your heart clenched at the mention of your family repeatedly who belongs to one of those reasons of your suicidal attempt.
"First of all, stop talking about my family when you have no idea about the matter which is none of your business! Second of all, it's my life I can do-" You couldn't complete your words since your emotions gave up on staying inside you anymore and you couldn't help but broke into tears in front of him.
Tears are flowing down your cheeks continuously, whilst you are trying to get rid of each of them by wiping them again and again with your long sleeves, thinking that would help a little bit to show the stranger you're not weak from all these rather strong than anything. Trying your hardest not to express yourself in front of the stranger.
"Whatever I want!" You sniffed. He wrapped you into his arms as you started to sob harder after feeling his warmth, care that you so long wanted to feel them from your close ones.
You stay like that for a few moments, feeling his warmth in which you relaxed a bit before gathering yourself together and pulling away from his hug.
"I'm sorry for whatever you had to go through. Also I'm sorry for asking about it continuously even after seeing your condition." His eyes stare deeply into yours with affinity, trying to comfort you to the core which obviously was a successful attempt.
"No no don't apologize please! It's not your fault to be honest, it never was. You were just being kind and trying me help me whereas I- ah nevermind. " You looked at the ground, not being able to complete your words anymore, because of so many things going on in your head.
"Let's not talk about it. It will hurt only." You nod at his words that comforted you a bit while he takes another look at your weak condition.
It already hurts a lot. How much more can it hurt now?
A short prologue for you guys. Tell me if you like it or not. I'm really looking forward to this story. I have currently unpublished all of my other books cause I wanna focus on this for now and complete the whole story.
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