I've lost a lot of people in my life,
most of the time it was my fault.
Since I was born,
I was destined for darkness.
I didn't even get a choice in matter,
I would always be the monster.
Every time I try to do good,
it's makes everything worse.
When I was doing the trials,
that was my way to feel like I finally wasn't the monster,
and I couldn't even complete that.
I just feel like i'm never gonna actually be okay,
maybe everybody's right.
Maybe I am the monster.