Key Five: Addiction:
I don't know how exactly it came to this point. I can't seem to stop it either. It just…
It started when I kissed her. I lowered my head afterwards. "I'm so sorry," I muttered. She lifted her head towards her. I looked and saw her shaking her head at me. I gave her a puzzled look.
"No?" I asked. Ami leaned in and kissed me on the lips. I started this poison and she added to it. When she pulled away, I found myself hungry for more. My lips trembled as I tried to think of what I wanted to say.
"Can you kiss me again?" I asked.
"No," she said with a smile on her face. I looked at her so child-like.
"But why not?" I asked. She gently put her finger to my lips.
"Not right now," Ami whispered. "Prove how bad you want me."
"How do I do that?" I asked in a low voice. That spoiled princess leaned in close to my ear and whispered her answer. Her words seduced my curiously and hunger. I looked at her with my eye so big.
"That's all I would have to do?" I asked.
"Yes," she said in a low voice.
"Oh…." I murmured. From there, we ended up feeding off of our bad behavior. I knew what I was doing was wrong, but my mind always screamed, "More! More! Give me more!" I never dreamt it would go as far as it did. One afternoon in the park, I kissed her on the lips.
"I really want you so bad," I whispered as I pulled away from the kiss.
"Don't talk," Ami whispered as she put her finger to my lips. She gave me another kiss on the lips. However, I couldn't reveal my true self to that spoiled princess. If she found out I was an angel, she would love me like a god and not as an equal. In all honesty, I should've been able to stop it before it all spiraled out of control. But, I was weak. I was weak and I let her in at the wrong time.
It just… It just felt too good to stop.